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*%*~-,,,,, ,,%#%,, ,,,,,-~*%*
#*%*~-,,,, ,-**########**-, ,,,,-~*%*#
##*%*~-,,, ,,,--~*# dreams #*~--,,, ,,,-~*%*##
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####*%*~-, ,,%#%,, ,-~*%*####
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##*%*~-,,, ,-, ,,,-~*%*##
#*%*~-,,,, ,%#####%, ,,,,-~*%*#
*%*~-,,,,, ,-, ,,,,,-~*%*
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*~-,,,,,,, internal visionary state ,,,,,,,-~*
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-,,,,,,,,, the spirit travels ,,,,,,,,,-
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,,,,,,,,,, a cost ,,,,,,,,,,
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*%*~-,,,,, i wake suddenly, and for a second ,,,,,-~*%*
#*%*~-,,,, everything is completely calm and dead ,,,,-~*%*#
##*%*~-,,, silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ,,,-~*%*##
###*%*~-,, slowly start to piece together my ,,-~*%*###
####*%*~-, consciousness and my body. ,-~*%*####
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##*%*~-,,, then the fear hits me and i feel ,,,-~*%*##
#*%*~-,,,, acutely sick. something is ~wrong~. ,,,,-~*%*#
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~-,,,,,,,, there are circles and crosses inscribed ,,,,,,,,-~
-,,,,,,,,, all over my vision, pressing in, being ,,,,,,,,,-
,,,,,,,,,, almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, their internal logic changing and ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, language, sentences i can't hide from, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ,,,,,,,,,,
-,,,,,,,,, doing damage there. ,,,,,,,,,-
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*~-,,,,,,, then i realize i can't hear anything ,,,,,,,-~*
%*~-,,,,,, because there's something there ,,,,,,-~*%
*%*~-,,,,, already, droning everything out, a ,,,,,-~*%*
#*%*~-,,,, rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ,,,,-~*%*#
##*%*~-,,, particular microtonality. ,,,-~*%*##
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##*%*~-,,, my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ,,,-~*%*##
#*%*~-,,,, almost mocking. ,,,,-~*%*#
*%*~-,,,,, ,,,,,-~*%*
%*~-,,,,,, i feel helpless, but i must try to ,,,,,,-~*%
*~-,,,,,,, escape. to crawl on the floor searching ,,,,,,,-~*
~-,,,,,,,, relief, such is my nature. turning the ,,,,,,,,-~
-,,,,,,,,, lights on does nothing... getting ,,,,,,,,,-
,,,,,,,,,, outside does nothing... drinking water ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, does noting... but time does - after ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, thirty seconds i'm normal again, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, doubting anything of this happened in ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, the first place. ,,,,,,,,,,
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~-,,,,,,,, my eyes are still tense though, scared. ,,,,,,,,-~
*~-,,,,,,, i don't know what to make. ,,,,,,,-~*
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*%*~-,,,,, but i'm tired. ,,,,,-~*%*
#*%*~-,,,, ,,,,-~*%*#
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###*%*~-,, --~*~-- ,,-~*%*###
####*%*~-, , ,-~*%*####
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##*%*~-,,, this can happen if you wander too far, ,,,-~*%*##
#*%*~-,,,, i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ,,,,-~*%*#
*%*~-,,,,, when dreaming? ,,,,,-~*%*
%*~-,,,,,, i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ,,,,,,-~*%
*~-,,,,,,, what these are. like you do with a cat ,,,,,,,-~*
~-,,,,,,,, who comes to close to your sandwich... ,,,,,,,,-~
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