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&,&,&&&&,& Everything Is Completely Calm And Dead ,,,&&&&,,&
,&&&&,,,&& Silent. It'S Dark, And Warm, And I &,,&,,,&,&
&&,,,&,,&, Slowly Start To Piece Together My &&,&&,,&&&
,,&,,&&,&& Consciousness And My Body. ,,&&,&,&,,
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&,,,&,&&&, Almost Hostile. I Can Feel Them Squirm, &&,,,,,&,,
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&,&,&,,&,& Grinding Trenches In My Mind. It'S Like ,,&&,,,&,&
,&&&&&,&&& Language, Sentences I Can'T Hide From, &,&,&,,&&&
&&,,,,&&,, Forcefully Transcribed In My Mind, And &&&&&&,&,,
&,&,,,&,&, Doing Damage There. &,,,,,&&&,
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&,,,&&&&,, Because There'S Something There &&,&,,&,&&
,&,,&,,,&, Already, Droning Everything Out, A &,&&&,&&&,
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&&&&,&,&&, I Feel Helpless, But I Must Try To ,&,,&,&&,,
&,,,&&&&,& Escape. To Crawl On The Floor Searching &&&,&&&,&,
&&,,&,,,&& Relief, Such Is My Nature. Turning The ,,,&&,,&&&
,,&,&&,,&, Lights On Does Nothing... Getting ,,,&,&,&,,
,,&&&,&,&& Outside Does Nothing... Drinking Water &,,&&&&&&,
,,&,,&&&&, Does Noting... But Time Does - After &&,&,,,,,&
&,&&,&,,,& Thirty Seconds I'M Normal Again, ,,&&&,,,,&
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&&,&&,,&,& The First Place. &,&&,&&,,&
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&,&&,,,,&, I Guess? I Shouldn'T Be So Reckless ,&,,&&,&&&
,&&,&,,,&& When Dreaming? &&&,&,&&,,
,&,&&&,,&, I Imagine A Prick On The Nose, That'S ,,,&&&&,&,
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