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,@@,@,,,,@                  ,,$#$,,                 ,,@@,,,,,@
@@,@@@,,,@             ,,^£########£^,,             @,@,@,,,,@
,,@@,,@,,@         ,,,,,~£# dreams #£~,,,,,         ,@@@@@,,,@
@,@,@,@@,@             ,,^£########£^,,             @@,,,,@,,@
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,@@@@@,@@,                                          @@,,@@,@@@
@@,,,,@@,@         internal visionary state         @,@,@,@@,,
@,@,,,@,@@                                          ,@@@@@@,@,
@@@@,,@@@,            the spirit travels            @@,,,,,@@@
,,,,@,@,,@                                          @,@,,,,@,,
,,,,@@@@,@             ,,^£########£^,,             @@@@,,,@@,
,,,,@,,,@@                   ,~,                    @,,,@,,@,@
@,,,@@,,@,                                          ,@,,@@,@@@
,@,,@,@,@@                  a cost                  ,@@,@,@@,,
,@@,@@@@@,                (anecdote)                @@,@@@@,@,
,@,@@,,,,@                                          ,,@@,,,@@@
@@@@,@,,,@                    ,,                    @,@,@,,@,,
@,,,@@@,,@                                          ,@@@@@,@@,
@@,,@,,@,@ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for   a  second ,@,,,,@@,@
,,@,@@,@@@ everything is completely calm  and  dead ,@@,,,@,@@
@,@@@,@@,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,@,@,,@@@,
@@@,,@@,@, slowly   start  to  piece  together   my ,@@@@,@,,@
,,,@,@,@@@        consciousness and my body.        @@,,,@@@,@
@,,@@@@@,,                                          @,@,,@,,@@
,@,@,,,,@, then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel @@@@,@@,@,
,@@@@,,,@@   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    @,,,@@,@@@
@@,,,@,,@,                                          @@,,@,@@,,
@,@,,@@,@@                    ,,                    @,@,@@@,@,
@@@@,@,@@,                                          ,@@@@,,@@@
,,,,@@@@,@ there are circles and crosses  inscribed @@,,,@,@,,
,,,,@,,,@@ all over my  vision, pressing in,  being ,,@,,@@@@,
,,,,@@,,@, almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, @,@@,@,,,@
@,,,@,@,@@    their internal logic changing and     ,@@,@@@,,@
,@,,@@@@@, grinding trenches in  my mind. it's like ,@,@@,,@,@
@@@,@,,,,@ language, sentences  i  can't hide from, @@@@,@,@@@
,,,@@@,,,@ forcefully  transcribed in my mind,  and ,,,,@@@@,,
,,,@,,@,,@           doing damage there.            @,,,@,,,@,
,,,@@,@@,@                                          ,@,,@@,,@@
@,,@,@@,@@ then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything ,@@,@,@,@,
@@,@@@,@@,     because there's something there      @@,@@@@@@@
,,@@,,@@,@    already, droning everything out, a    ,,@@,,,,,,
,,@,@,@,@@ rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's @,@,@,,,,,
,,@@@@@@@,        particular microtonality.         @@@@@@,,,,
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,,@,@,,,,@                                          @@,,,,@,@,
,,@@@@,,,@ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's @,@,,,@@@@
@,@,,,@,,@              almost mocking.             @@@@,,@,,,
@@@@,,@@,@                                          @,,,@,@@,,
@,,,@,@,@@ i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to @@,,@@@,@,
@@,,@@@@@, escape.  to crawl on the floor searching @,@,@,,@@@
,,@,@,,,,@ relief, such is my nature.  turning  the ,@@@@@,@,,
,,@@@@,,,@    lights on does nothing... getting     @@,,,,@@@,
,,@,,,@,,@  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,@,,,@,,@
@,@@,,@@,@ does  noting...  but  time does -  after ,,@@,,@@,@
,@@,@,@,@@     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,@,@,@,@@
@@,@@@@@@, doubting anything  of this  happened  in ,,@@@@@@@,
@,@@,,,,,@             the first place.             ,,@,,,,,,@
,@@,@,,,,@                                          ,,@@,,,,,@
@@,@@@,,,@ my eyes are still  tense though, scared. @,@,@,,,,@
,,@@,,@,,@ i    don't    know    what   to    make. ,@@@@@,,,@
@,@,@,@@,@                                          @@,,,,@,,@
,@@@@@@,@@              but i'm tired.              @,@,,,@@,@
@@,,,,,@@,                                          @@@@,,@,@@
,,@,,,,@,@                    ,                     ,,,,@,@@@,
,,@@,,,@@@                  ,,~^~,,                 ,,,,@@@,,@
@,@,@,,@,,                     ,                    @,,,@,,@,@
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@@,,,,@@,@ this can happen if you  wander too  far, @,@,@,@@,,
@,@,,,@,@@ i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,@@@@@@,@,
@@@@,,@@@,              when dreaming?              @@,,,,,@@@
,,,,@,@,,@ i imagine a  prick on  the nose,  that's @,@,,,,@,,
,,,,@@@@,@ what these are.  like  you do with a cat @@@@,,,@@,
,,,,@,,,@@ who comes  to close to  your sandwich... @,,,@,,@,@
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