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&,&,,&&&,, something's  inside  of  me  and i  know &,&,,,,,&&
&&&,&,,&,& this  because  of  how  nice   it  feels &&&,,,,&,,
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,&,,&&,,,& \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ ,&&,,&,&&&
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,&&&&&,&,, there are brown spots on my hands.  they &&&&,,&,&,
&,,,,&&&,,    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ,,,&,&&&&,
&,,,&,,&,& appearing again. this  is almost erotic. ,,&&&,,,&&
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&,&,&&,,,, there is a spy in  my eyes, installed to &&,&&,&&,&
&&&&,&,,,& identify these  spots and  to give me an ,&&,&&,&&,
,,,&&&,,&&     appropriate reaction (positive).     &,&&,&&,&&
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,&&,&&&&&& when i gather  all my willpower, and set ,&&,&&,&&&
&,&&,,,,,& it  ablaze   all  at   once,   the  most &,&&,&&,,&
&&,&,,,,&, resistance i can muster is indifference. &&,&&,&,&,
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