SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF ME  AND  I  KNOW 
 THIS  BECAUSE  OF  HOW   NICE  IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE  BROWN SPOTS ON MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING  AGAIN. THIS IS ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY IN MY EYES, INSTALLED  TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE  SPOTS AND TO  GIVE ME AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER ALL MY WILLPOWER, AND  SET 
 IT  ABLAZE   ALL  AT   ONCE,  THE   MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.