¨§¨§§¨§¨¨¨                                          §§§§¨¨¨§§¨
§§§¨§§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨
¨¨§§¨¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§§¨§§§§§
¨§¨§¨§§§§§                                          ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨§
§§§§§¨¨¨¨§                                          §§§¨§¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§ something's  inside  of  me  and i  know ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨ this  because  of  how  nice  it   feels ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨§¨§¨§§¨¨                                          §§¨§§§¨§¨¨
¨§§§§§¨§¨¨ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ¨§§¨¨§§§¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§§§¨§                                          §¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨
§¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨ there are  brown spots on my hands. they §§§§§¨§§¨§
§¨¨§§¨§¨§¨    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ¨¨¨¨§§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§§§§§¨ appearing again. this is  almost erotic. ¨¨¨§¨§§¨§§
§§§§¨¨¨¨§§                                          ¨¨§§§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨ there is a spy in  my eyes, installed to ¨§¨¨§§¨§¨§
¨¨§§¨¨§§¨¨ identify these spots  and to  give me an §§¨§¨§§§§§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§     appropriate reaction (positive).     ¨§§§§¨¨¨¨§
§§§§§§§§§¨                                          §¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ when  i gather all my willpower, and set §¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§ it  ablaze   all   at   once,  the  most §¨§¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§ resistance i can muster is indifference. §§§§§§¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨§§§                                          ¨¨¨§§¨§§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨§¨§§¨§¨¨
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§§§¨§§§¨¨