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....@.@@.. something's  inside  of me  and  i  know .@@...@@@.
......@@@. this  because  of  how  nice  it   feels .@@@..@.@@
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@.@@...... there are brown spots  on my hands. they .....@@@..
..@@@.....    are moving, growing, disappearing,    .....@.@@.
..@.@@.... appearing again. this  is almost erotic. .......@@@
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@@..@.@@.. there is a spy in my  eyes, installed to .@.......@
.@@...@@@. identify these spots  and  to give me an ..@......@
.@@@..@.@@     appropriate reaction (positive).     ...@......
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...@@@..@. when i gather all  my willpower, and set @....@....
...@.@@... it  ablaze  all   at   once,  the   most @@....@...
.....@@@.. resistance i can muster is indifference. @@@....@..
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