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&&,,,,&&&, something's  inside  of me  and  i  know ,,&&&&&&&&
&,,&&,,&,, this  because  of  how   nice  it  feels &,,&&&&&&&
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,&&&&&&&&& //////////////////////////////////////// ,&&,,&&&&,
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&,,&&&&&,, there are brown spots  on my hands. they &&&&&,,,,&
,,,,&&&,,,    are moving, growing, disappearing,    &&&&,,&&,,
&&&,,&,,&& appearing again. this is  almost erotic. ,&&,,,,,,&
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,,,&&&&&&& there is a spy in my  eyes, installed to &&&,,&&,,,
&&,,&&&&&, identify these spots  and to give me  an &&,,,,,,&&
&,,,,&&&,,     appropriate reaction (positive).     ,,,&&&&,,&
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&,,,,,,,,, when i gather all  my willpower, and set ,,,,,,,&&&
,,&&&&&&&& it   ablaze   all  at   once,  the  most &&&&&&,,&&
,,,&&&&&&& resistance i can muster is indifference. &&&&&,,,,,
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