SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF  ME  AND  I KNOW 
 THIS  BECAUSE   OF  HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS  ON MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING  AGAIN. THIS IS ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY IN MY EYES, INSTALLED  TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE SPOTS  AND TO GIVE ME  AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER ALL MY WILLPOWER, AND  SET 
 IT   ABLAZE  ALL   AT  ONCE,   THE  MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.