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,,,,,,,,,, something's  inside  of me  and  i  know ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, this   because  of  how  nice  it  feels ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,: †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† :,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,:«† there are brown spots  on my hands. they †«:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:«†%    are moving, growing, disappearing,    %†«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«†%& appearing again. this is  almost erotic. &%†«:,,,,,
,,,,:«†%&#                                          #&%†«:,,,,
,,,:«†%&#@ there is a spy in my eyes,  installed to @#&%†«:,,,
,,:«†%&#@# identify these  spots and to give  me an #@#&%†«:,,
,:«†%&#@##     appropriate reaction (positive).     ##@#&%†«:,
,,:«†%&#@#                                          #@#&%†«:,,
,,,:«†%&#@ when i gather all my willpower, and  set @#&%†«:,,,
,,,,:«†%&# it  ablaze   all  at   once,   the  most #&%†«:,,,,
,,,,,:«†%& resistance i can muster is indifference. &%†«:,,,,,
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