växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?