växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?