växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?