växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?