växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?