växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?