växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?