växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?