växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?