växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?