växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?