växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?