växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?