växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?