växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?