växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?