växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?