växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?