växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?