växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?