växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?