växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?