växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?