växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?