växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?