växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?