växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?