växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?