växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?