växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?