växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?