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,,,&,&&&&, in my first  madness i gave names to  my ,,,,&,,&,,
,,&&&,,,&& made  up patron saints  and there  was a ,,,&&,&&,,
,&,,&,,&,, lot of  surrounding beliefs  and i had a ,,&,&&,&,,
&&,&&,&&,& reincarnation system all made  out and i ,&&&,&&&,,
,&&,&&,&&&        started smoking cigarettes        &,,&&,,&,&
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,&&,&&&&&, kin list:                                ,,,,,&,,,&
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&&,&,,,&,& me - my angsty, depressed,               ,,,&,&,&,,
,&&&,,&&&&      angry little self                   ,,&&&&&&,&
&,,&,&,,,& musho - likes colours                    ,&,,,,,&&&
&,&&&&,,&, vidmi - god of forsaken writing          &&,,,,&,,,
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,&,,&&&,&, naftakin - black cloak and substrate     &&,,&,&,&,
&&,&,,&&&&            for various made up worlds    ,&,&&&&&&,
,&&&,&,,,& wanja - actually i don't know this       &&&,,,,,&&
&,,&&&,,&&         person. something about          ,,&,,,,&,&
&,&,,&,&,,         "leaves"? or is wanja            ,&&,,,&&&,
&&&,&&&&,,         the "final fox"? (kills you)     &,&,,&,,&&
,,&&,,,&,& heaven - the world                       &&&,&&,&,,
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