maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is why the collective  subconscious 
 works.  similarly,   history  is  always 
 defined  by  what   we   think  it   is. 
                                          
 battle between  fungal species?  are  we 
 too  powerful   and  will   create   the 
 mushroom  again,       inside? 
                                          
 dreams are  of the network.  "gateway to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:   "plastic"    and    "fruit" 
     (bassically    inorganic   and     
         organic    materials)        
                                          
 i'd pay in blood to thin out the  border 
 between   dream   and  reality.  between 
 dream and dream.  last one  told me that 
 work was caging me in  a damp  and  oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they  brainwash me at  work by having my 
 password be bad  for my  fingers,  makes 
 me physically ill to  type it,  and then 
 they reject  fourty percent  of my login 
 attempts  to  have   me  type  it  more, 
                                          
 i call an  emergency  hotline: "we can't 
 tell  you  what's wrong  with  you. your 
 story  is  your   own,  nobody   elses."