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,,,,,,~-*† the feeling fo  "somethign is wrong with †*-~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~-* the  world"   - in  a very profound way, *-~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~-*†   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   †*-~,,,,,,
,,,,,~-*†$ never  dissipated. just grew used to it, $†*-~,,,,,
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,,~-*†$££#  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   #££$†*-~,,
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,,~-*†$££#             disillusionment              #££$†*-~,,
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,,,,~-*†$£ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, £$†*-~,,,,
,,,,,~-*†$  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  $†*-~,,,,,
,,,,,,~-*† horror   stories   even   -   there   is †*-~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~-*   confirmation. something really ~is~    *-~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~-*† there. what  it is is not that important †*-~,,,,,,
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