¨¨&&¨¨&¨&& &&¨&&&&¨¨&
&¨&¨&¨&&&¨ ¨¨&&¨¨¨&¨&
¨&&&&&&¨¨& ¨¨&¨&¨¨&&&
&&¨¨¨¨¨&¨& ¨¨&&&&¨&¨¨
&¨&¨¨¨¨&&& ¨¨&¨¨¨&&&¨
&&&&¨¨¨&¨¨ ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; &¨&&¨¨&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨ &&&¨&¨&&¨&
&¨¨¨&&¨&¨& mouse girl likes shoes &¨¨&&&&¨&&
¨&¨¨&¨&&&& ¨&¨&¨¨¨&&¨
¨&&¨&&&¨¨¨ ; ; ; ; ¨&&&&¨¨&¨&
&&¨&&¨¨&¨¨ ¨&¨¨¨&¨&&&
¨¨&&¨&¨&&¨ in this dream i was a girl of maybe &&&¨¨&&&¨¨
¨¨&¨&&&&¨& sixteen years, together with my dad in ¨¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨
¨¨&&&¨¨¨&& a huge bath house / spa / hotel / &¨¨&&&&¨&&
&¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨ shopping centre. dad was constatly &&¨&¨¨¨&&¨
&&&&¨&&¨&& pointing out hot girls to me. "you see &¨&&&¨¨&¨&
¨¨¨¨&&¨&&¨ that black-haired thing dissapearing ¨&&¨¨&¨&&&
&¨¨¨&¨&&¨& behind the clothes rack? oof!" he'd ¨&¨&¨&&&¨¨
&&¨¨&&&¨&& say. he was always very creepy about ¨&&&&&¨¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨¨&&¨ this, going for girls my age. ¨&¨¨¨¨&¨&&
¨&&&&&¨&¨& &&&¨¨¨&&&¨
¨&¨¨¨¨&&&& this night he had just tried to woo a &¨¨&¨¨&¨¨&
&&&¨¨¨&¨¨¨ girl he called a "mouse" by buying her ¨&¨&&¨&&¨&
¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨ shoes, but she had accepted them only ¨&&&¨&&¨&&
&¨¨&&¨&¨&¨ to run away immediately afterward. dad &&¨¨&&¨&&¨
&&¨&¨&&&&& was a bit bummed but dropped it &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨¨&&&&¨¨¨¨ quickly. i said goodnight to him and ¨&&&&&&¨&&
&¨&¨¨¨&¨¨¨ went looking for the mouse. ¨&¨¨¨¨¨&&¨
&&&&¨¨&&¨¨ &&&¨¨¨¨&¨&
¨¨¨¨&¨&¨&¨ the building was enormous and mazelike. &¨¨&¨¨¨&&&
&¨¨¨&&&&&& walls, floors and pillars were set in ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨¨
&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨ green marble. throughout the house ran ¨&&&¨&¨&&¨
&¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨ a main boulevard, wide as a street, ¨&¨¨&&&&¨&
¨&&&&¨&¨¨¨ framed with clay vases dark as obsidian &&&¨&¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨¨&&&¨¨ and taller than a person. in each vase ¨¨¨&&&¨¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨ was placed upright a leaf from a palm ¨¨¨&¨¨&¨&&
¨&&&¨&&¨&& tree or giant fern. the boulevard was ¨¨¨&&¨&&&¨
¨&¨¨&&¨&&¨ dimly lit, which allowed the pools that ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨&
&&&¨&¨&&¨& were generously sprinkled throughout ¨¨¨&&&¨&¨&
¨¨¨&&&&¨&& each floor would reflect suggestive ¨¨¨&¨¨&&&&
&¨¨&¨¨¨&&¨ patterns on the marble. ¨¨¨&&¨&¨¨¨
&&¨&&¨¨&¨& ¨¨¨&¨&&&¨¨
&¨&&¨&¨&&& ; ; ; ; ¨¨¨&&&¨¨&¨
&&&¨&&&&¨¨ ¨¨¨&¨¨&¨&&
¨¨¨&&¨¨¨&¨ following the boulevard, two floors up ¨¨¨&&¨&&&¨
¨¨¨&¨&¨¨&& i found her crying behind two fern ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨&
&¨¨&&&&¨&¨ vases. she was beautiful, and as i ¨¨¨&&&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨¨¨&&& approached, she looked up and sniveled. &¨¨&¨¨&&&&
&&&&&¨¨&¨¨ in the nearest vase she had stuffed &&¨&&¨&¨¨¨
&¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨ both the shoes. ¨¨&&¨&&&¨¨
&&¨¨¨&&&¨& &¨&¨&&¨¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&¨¨&& i told her to follow, but she didn't ¨&&&&¨&¨&&
¨&&&¨&&¨&¨ move or speak. so instead i said to &&¨¨¨&&&&¨
¨&¨¨&&¨&&& stay there, and ran to get her a better ¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨&
&&&¨&¨&&¨¨ pair of shoes that she would actually ¨¨&&¨&&¨¨&
¨¨¨&&&&¨&¨ like. when i returned, having spent ¨¨&¨&&¨&¨&
&¨¨&¨¨¨&&& more than i could really afford, she ¨¨&&&¨&&&&
¨&¨&&¨¨&¨¨ was visibly impressed. i tried to sound ¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨¨
¨&&&¨&¨&&¨ cool, saying something like "what do &¨&&¨&¨&¨¨
¨&¨¨&&&&¨& you think, just because a girl has a &&&¨&&&&&¨
¨&&¨&¨¨¨&& freaky dad, she doesn't have taste?" ¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&
&&¨&&&¨¨&¨ but mouse girl just laughed at me. &¨¨&¨&¨¨¨&
¨¨&&¨¨&¨&& &&¨&&&&¨¨&
&¨&¨&¨&&&¨ she then took me by the hand and led me ¨¨&&¨¨¨&¨&
¨&&&&&&¨¨& out a side route to a closed-off ¨¨&¨&¨¨&&&
&&¨¨¨¨¨&¨& rooftop walking garden, full of juniper ¨¨&&&&¨&¨¨
&¨&¨¨¨¨&&& and thuja. it was a late evening, and ¨¨&¨¨¨&&&¨
&&&&¨¨¨&¨¨ the stars were glittering. being &¨&&¨¨&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨ closed, the garden had its light turned &&&¨&¨&&¨&
&¨¨¨&&¨&¨& off, but we could still see our way &¨¨&&&&¨&&
¨&¨¨&¨&&&& around by the light shining down from ¨&¨&¨¨¨&&¨
¨&&¨&&&¨¨¨ the windows of the higher floors. ¨&&&&¨¨&¨&
&&¨&&¨¨&¨¨ ¨&¨¨¨&¨&&&
¨¨&&¨&¨&&¨ she lay down in a patch of grass. i sat &&&¨¨&&&¨¨
¨¨&¨&&&&¨& down on my knees, and then crawled ¨¨¨&¨&¨¨&¨
¨¨&&&¨¨¨&& closer. she laughed at me again, and &¨¨&&&&¨&&
&¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨ said - &&¨&¨¨¨&&¨
&&&&¨&&¨&& &¨&&&¨¨&¨&
¨¨¨¨&&¨&&¨ ; ; ; ; ¨&&¨¨&¨&&&
&¨¨¨&¨&&¨& ¨&¨&¨&&&¨¨
&&¨¨&&&¨&& (here i am awakened by the morning crew) ¨&&&&&¨¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨¨&&¨ ¨&¨¨¨¨&¨&&
¨&&&&&¨&¨& ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; &&&¨¨¨&&&¨
¨&¨¨¨¨&&&& &¨¨&¨¨&¨¨&
&&&¨¨¨&¨¨¨ ¨&¨&&¨&&¨&
¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨ ¨&&&¨&&¨&&
&¨¨&&¨&¨&¨ &&¨¨&&¨&&¨
&&¨&¨&&&&& &¨&¨&¨&&¨&