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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&& mouse girl likes shoes &&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
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&&&&¨¨&&&& in this dream i was a girl of maybe ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&&&¨¨¨¨&&& sixteen years, together with my dad in ¨¨¨&&&&¨¨&
&&¨¨&&¨¨&& a huge bath house / spa / hotel / ¨&¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ shopping centre. dad was constatly ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨
&&&&&&&&&& pointing out hot girls to me. "you see &&&&&&¨¨¨¨
¨&&&&&&&&& that black-haired thing dissapearing &&&&&¨¨&&¨
¨¨&&&&&&&& behind the clothes rack? oof!" he'd &&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
&¨¨&&&&&&¨ say. he was always very creepy about &&&¨¨&&&&&
¨¨¨¨&&&&¨¨ this, going for girls my age. ¨&¨¨¨¨&&&&
¨&&¨¨&&¨¨& ¨¨¨&&¨¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ this night he had just tried to woo a ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&&&&&&&&¨ girl he called a "mouse" by buying her ¨¨¨&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&¨¨ shoes, but she had accepted them only &&¨¨&&&&&&
&&&&&&&¨¨¨ to run away immediately afterward. dad &¨¨¨¨&&&&&
&&&&&&¨¨&& was a bit bummed but dropped it ¨¨&&¨¨&&&&
&&&&&¨¨¨¨¨ quickly. i said goodnight to him and &¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&
&&&&¨¨&&&& went looking for the mouse. ¨¨&&&&¨¨&&
&&&¨¨¨¨&&& &¨¨&&¨¨¨¨&
&&¨¨&&¨¨&& the building was enormous and mazelike. ¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ walls, floors and pillars were set in &&&&&¨¨¨¨¨
&&&&&&&&&& green marble. throughout the house ran &&&&¨¨&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& a main boulevard, wide as a street, &&&¨¨¨¨&&&
&&&&&&&&&& framed with clay vases dark as obsidian &&¨¨&&¨¨&&
&&&&&&&&&¨ and taller than a person. in each vase &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&&&&&&&&¨¨ was placed upright a leaf from a palm ¨¨&&&&&&¨¨
¨&&&&&&¨¨¨ tree or giant fern. the boulevard was ¨¨¨&&&&¨¨¨
¨¨&&&&¨¨&& dimly lit, which allowed the pools that &&¨¨&&¨¨&&
¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨ were generously sprinkled throughout &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&¨¨¨¨&&&& each floor would reflect suggestive ¨¨&&&&&&&&
&¨¨&&¨¨&&& patterns on the marble. ¨¨¨&&&&&&&
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¨&&&&&&¨¨& \ \ \ \ &¨¨¨¨&&&&¨
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&¨¨&&¨¨&&¨ following the boulevard, two floors up ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i found her crying behind two fern &&&&&&&&¨¨
&&&&&&&&&& vases. she was beautiful, and as i &&&&&&&¨¨&
&&&&&&&&&& approached, she looked up and sniveled. &&&&&&¨¨¨¨
¨&&&&&&&&¨ in the nearest vase she had stuffed &&&&&¨¨&&¨
¨¨&&&&&&¨¨ both the shoes. ¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
&¨¨&&&&¨¨¨ ¨¨&¨¨&&&&&
¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&& i told her to follow, but she didn't &¨¨¨¨¨&&&&
¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨& move or speak. so instead i said to ¨¨&&&¨¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨&&&&¨¨ stay there, and ran to get her a better ¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&&¨¨&&¨¨¨ pair of shoes that she would actually &&¨¨¨&&&&&
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨&& like. when i returned, having spent ¨¨¨&¨¨&&&&
&¨¨&&&&¨¨¨ more than i could really afford, she &&¨¨¨¨¨&&&
¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&& was visibly impressed. i tried to sound &¨¨&&&¨¨&&
¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨& cool, saying something like "what do ¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨&&&&¨¨ you think, just because a girl has a &&&¨¨¨&&&&
¨&&¨¨&&¨¨& freaky dad, she doesn't have taste?" &&¨¨&¨¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ but mouse girl just laughed at me. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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&&&&&&&&&& she then took me by the hand and led me &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& out a side route to a closed-off &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& rooftop walking garden, full of juniper &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& and thuja. it was a late evening, and &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& the stars were glittering. being &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& closed, the garden had its light turned &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& off, but we could still see our way &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& around by the light shining down from &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& the windows of the higher floors. &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& she lay down in a patch of grass. i sat &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& down on my knees, and then crawled &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& closer. she laughed at me again, and &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& said - &&&&&&&&&&
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&&&&&&&&&& \ \ \ \ &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& (here i am awakened by the morning crew) &&&&&&&&&&
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