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@@@@,,,@@, something's  inside  of  me  and  i know @@,,,,@@,,
,@@,,@,,,, this  because   of  how  nice  it  feels ,,,@@,,,,,
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,@@@@@,,@@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @,,@@,,@@,
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@,,@,,@@,, there  are brown spots on my hands. they ,@@@@@@@@@
,,,,,,,,,,    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ,,@@@@@@@@
,@@@@@@@@@ appearing  again. this is almost erotic. ,,,@@@@@@,
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@,,@@@@@,, there is a spy in my eyes, installed  to ,,,,,@@,,@
,,,,@@@,,, identify  these spots and to  give me an @@@@,,,,,,
@@@,,@,,@@     appropriate reaction (positive).     ,@@,,@@@@@
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@,,@@@@@@@ when i gather all  my willpower, and set @@@@@,,@@@
,,,,@@@@@, it  ablaze   all   at   once,  the  most @@@@,,,,@@
,@@,,@@@,, resistance i can muster is indifference. ,@@,,@@,,,
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