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&,&,,&,,&& all  i want is eternal bliss?  ----- all &&&,,&&,,,
&&&,&&,&,, i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ,,&,&,&,,&
,,&&,&&&,& sleep.  -----  all   i  want  is  to  be ,&&&&&&,&,
,&,&&,,&&, strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and &,,,,,&&&,
&&&,&,&,&, injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. &,,,,&,,&,
,,&&&&&&&, -----  gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes &,,,&&,&&&
,&,,,,,,&& -----  i'm  on  an astral plane,  slowly &,,&,&&,,&
&&,,,,,&,& sinking  into the earth's embrace  ----- &,&&&,&,&&
,&,,,,&&&& the  snakes like  waves  over  me  ----- &&,,&&&&,,
&&,,,&,,,& muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ,&,&,,,&,,
,&,,&&,,&, rain  ----- eyelids closing ----- all  i &&&&,,&&,&
&&,&,&,&&, want is to be  strapped to a  chair, and ,,,&,&,&&&
,&&&&&&,&& have  wolf blood forcibly pumped into me ,,&&&&&,,,
&,,,,,&&,& ----- i want to  be  healed  by an angel ,&,,,,&,,,
&,,,,&,&&, or                a                demon &&,,,&&,,&
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