all  i want  is eternal bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want  is  to   be 
 strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
    gutter  snakes,  ground   snakes 
   i'm  on  an  astral plane, slowly 
 sinking  into the earth's embrace   
 the snakes  like  waves  over  me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain   eyelids closing  all  i 
 want is  to be strapped  to a chair, and 
 have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me 
  i  want to be healed by  an  angel 
 or                a                demon