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......//££ i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ££//......
......./£@ sleep.  ~~~~~  all   i  want  is  to  be @£/.......
..~/=££@## strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and ##@££=/~..
..~/=££@@# injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. #@@££=/~..
..~/=££@@# ~~~~~   gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes #@@££=/~..
..~/=££@@@ ~~~~~  i'm  on an astral  plane,  slowly @@@££=/~..
......~==£ sinking  into the earth's  embrace ~~~~~ £==~......
....~=££££ the  snakes  like  waves  over me  ~~~~~ ££££=~....
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..~/=££££@ rain ~~~~~ eyelids closing  ~~~~~  all i @££££=/~..
...~//££@@ want is to be  strapped to  a chair, and @@££//~...
....//££@@ have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me @@££//....
.....///£@ ~~~~~  i  want to be healed by  an angel @£///.....
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