växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?