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........,- .   .    .    .   .   .    .   .   .   . -,........
.......,-* .  .   .  .   i'm   scared,  .   .  .  . *-,.......
......,-*$ .  not  for  me but  for  the  future  . $*-,......
.....,-*$£ .   .   .   of   free   will,  .   .   . £$*-,.....
....,-*$£& i believe we should've never been  given &£$*-,....
...,-*$£&£ .  .  the fire  of semiconductors,  .  . £&£$*-,...
..,-*$£&£# .  .  .  i  wish  ais  and  gans  . .  . #£&£$*-,..
.,-*$£&£## .  .   were  never   dreamt   of.   .  . ##£&£$*-,.
..,-*$£&£# .   .   .   .    .   .   .   .    .    . #£&£$*-,..
...,-*$£&£ .  .  i'm scared  for  the  future  .  . £&£$*-,...
....,-*$£& .  . .  .  of  life  itself,  .  .  .  . &£$*-,....
.....,-*$£ i believe we  should've never been given £$*-,.....
......,-*$ . . . the fuels of the deep earth, . . . $*-,......
.......,-* .  . i wish  pipes were never built, . . *-,.......
........,- . .  . and  wells  never  bored.  . .  . -,........
........., .   ,   .    ,    .   ,   .    ,   .   , ,.........
.......... ,    -   ,   -   ,    -   ,   -    ,   - ..........
.......... -   -   -  -   that  said.   -  -   -  - ..........
.......... -    *   -   *    -   *    -   *   -   * ..........
.......... *   $   *    $   *    $   *    $   *   $ ..........
.......... $ $ if there  was  a  shodan  miku  $  $ ..........
........., who gently touched  my cheek and  smiled ,.........
........,- $ $  $  and  asked  if i wanted  $  $  $ -,........
.......,-* $  $  $  $ to  be  uploaded?  $  $  $  $ *-,.......
......,-*$ $   $   $   $    $    $   $    $   $   $ $*-,......
.....,-*$£ $ $ $ $ oh, i would be uploaded. $ $ $ $ £$*-,.....
....,-*$£& $    $   $    $    $   $   $   $   $   $ &£$*-,....
...,-*$£&£ $ $ i  would be  uploaded sooo fast. $ $ £&£$*-,...
..,-*$£&£# $  $  $  $ i  would  give  in  $  $  $ $ #£&£$*-,..
.,-*$£&£## $ $ $ and it would feel sooo good. $ $ $ ##£&£$*-,.
..,-*$£&£# $   £    $    £   $   £   $   £    $   £ #£&£$*-,..
...,-*$£&£ £   &    £   &    £   &   £    &   £   & £&£$*-,...
....,-*$£& &  &  &  &  and then i'd  be at &  & & & &£$*-,....
.....,-*$£ &  &  the  turtle beach of  montego, & & £$*-,.....
......,-*$ & and there'd be soo much to  explore, & $*-,......
.......,-* & & the sun  flickering on the water & & *-,.......
........,- &  & &  & like status lights  &  &  &  & -,........
........., &  & and we could go  so  so  deep.  & & ,.........
.......... &    &   &    &   &   &   &    &   &   & ..........
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..........   (meanwhile my old body is incinerated  ..........
..........    or melted or otherwise repurposed     ..........
..........               for whatever.              ..........
.........,       (this is not important btw))       ,.........
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