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@**~^..... party, bathroom, door locked, lights .....^~**@
**~^...... off, shower curtains drawn. floor full ......^~**
*~^....... of dirty clothes, of garbage, and as i .......^~*
**~^...... start to unzip my pants, she steps out ......^~**
@**~^..... of the shower and pushes me to .....^~**@
@@**~^.... ####@@@@****††the^^ground.@@****††††^^^^ ....^~**@@
#@@**~^... ****††††^^^^####@@@@****††††^^^^####@@@@ ...^~**@@#
##@@**~^.. i wish to be contacted by some ..^~**@@##
###@@**~^. [god, alien] who would bestow upon me .^~**@@###
##@@**~^.. some incredible power that will set ..^~**@@##
#@@**~^... everything right forever. what i don't ...^~**@@#
@@**~^.... know is that this happens multiple ....^~**@@
@**~^..... times per second - they ask me: "when .....^~**@
**~^...... you said the world egg was your ideal ......^~**
*~^....... body type, did you mean it"? i answer .......^~*
**~^...... "not really, but i can act like it for ......^~**
@**~^..... you, if you'd like". at this point .....^~**@
@@**~^.... however they have already erased my ....^~**@@
#@@**~^... memory of the encounter and moved on. ...^~**@@#
##@@**~^.. subconsciously, this is where my ..^~**@@##
###@@**~^. ^^^^###sadness**†comes^^###from@****†††† .^~**@@###
##@@**~^.. @@@@****††††^^^^####@@@@****††††^^^^#### ..^~**@@##
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