§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§                                          §§§¨§¨§¨§§
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§§¨§§¨§§§¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
¨§§¨§§¨¨§§                                          §§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§§§§¨§                 ¨¨%#%¨¨                  §§¨¨§§¨§§§
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§¨§¨¨¨§¨§§         ¨¨¨~~=¤# dreams #¤=~~¨¨¨         §§§§§¨§¨¨¨
§§§¨¨§§§¨¨             ¨~^¤########¤^~¨             ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨                 ¨¨%#%¨¨                  ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨
¨§§§§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§§¨§§§§¨
§¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨                    ¨~¨                   ¨§¨§§¨¨¨§¨
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§¨§§§¨¨§§§                   ¨~¨                    ¨¨§§§¨§¨¨¨
§§¨¨§¨§¨¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§§§¨¨§
¨§¨§§§§¨§¨         internal visionary state         §§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨§§§§                                          ¨§§§¨§§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§            the spirit travels            §¨¨§§¨¨¨§§
¨§§¨§§¨¨§§                                          §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§             ¨~^¤########¤^~¨             §§§§§¨§§§§
§§¨§§§§§§§                    ¨=¨                   ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§
§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨                  a cost                  ¨¨§§§§¨¨§§
§§§¨¨¨¨§§¨                (anecdote)                ¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§                                          §§¨¨§§§§¨§
¨§§¨¨§§§¨§                    ~~                    ¨§¨§¨¨¨§§§
§¨§¨§¨¨§§§                                          §§§§¨¨§¨¨§
§§§§§¨§¨¨¨ i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second ¨¨¨§¨§§¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§ everything is completely calm  and  dead ¨¨§§§¨§§§§
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨§
¨¨§§¨§§§§§ slowly   start  to  piece   together  my §§¨§¨§¨¨§§
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨§        consciousness and my body.        ¨§§§§§¨§¨§
§§§¨§¨¨¨§¨                                          §¨¨¨¨§§§§§
¨¨§§§¨¨§§§ then  the  fear  hits  me  and   i  feel §¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§    acutely sick. something is =wrong=.   §¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨§§§§¨§¨                                          §¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨§§§¨                    ¨¨                    §§§§§¨¨¨¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§
§§§¨§§¨§¨§ there are circles and crosses  inscribed ¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨§§¨§§§§§ all  over my vision, pressing  in, being ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨§ almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, ¨§§§§§¨§§§
§§§¨§¨¨¨§§    their internal logic changing and     §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨ grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like §¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ language, sentences  i  can't hide from, §¨¨§§§§§§¨
§§¨§§§¨§§¨ forcefully  transcribed in my mind,  and §¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨§§¨¨§§¨§§           doing damage there.            §§§¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨§¨§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§
§§§§§§¨§¨§ then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything ¨§§¨¨§§¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§§¨     because there's something there      §¨§¨§¨§§§§
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§    already, droning everything out, a    §§§§§§¨¨¨§
¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨§¨§¨§§¨¨         particular microtonality.        ¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨§
¨§§§§§¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨§§§§§
§¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨                    ~~                    ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨§§¨§§¨¨ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's §§¨§§¨¨§§§
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§              almost mocking.             ¨§§¨§¨§¨¨¨
§§§§¨§§§§¨                                          §¨§§§§§¨¨§
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨ i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to §§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨
¨¨§¨§¨¨§§§ escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ¨§¨¨¨§§§§¨
¨§§§§¨§¨¨¨ relief, such  is my nature. turning  the §§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨§¨§§¨¨§§¨
§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§  outside does nothing... drinking water  §§§¨§¨§¨§§
§¨§§¨§§¨§¨ does  noting... but  time  does -  after ¨¨§§§§§§¨¨
§§¨§§¨§§§¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
¨§§¨§§¨¨§§ doubting  anything  of  this happened in §§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨¨             the first place.             ¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§§§§¨§                                          §§¨¨§§¨§§§
¨§§¨¨¨¨§§¨ my eyes are still  tense though, scared. ¨§¨§¨§§¨¨¨
§¨§¨¨¨§¨§§ i    don't    know    what   to    make. §§§§§¨§¨¨¨
§§§¨¨§§§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨              but i'm tired.              ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨
¨§§§§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§§¨§§§§¨
§¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨                    ¨                     ¨§¨§§¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§§§¨§                  ~~=^=~~                 §§§¨§¨¨§§§
§¨§§§¨¨§§§                    ¨                     ¨¨§§§¨§¨¨¨
§§¨¨§¨§¨¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§§§¨¨§
¨§¨§§§§¨§¨ this  can  happen if you wander too far, §§¨§¨¨§¨§¨
§§§¨¨¨§§§§ i  guess?  i  shouldn't be  so  reckless ¨§§§¨§§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§              when dreaming?              §¨¨§§¨¨¨§§
¨§§¨§§¨¨§§ i imagine a  prick on the  nose,  that's §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ what these are. like you  do with  a cat §§§§§¨§§§§
§§¨§§§§§§§ who  comes  to close to your sandwich... ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§
§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨¨§§§§¨¨§§
§§§¨¨¨¨§§¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§                                          §§¨¨§§§§¨§
¨§§¨¨§§§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨¨¨§§§
§¨§¨§¨¨§§§                                          §§§§¨¨§¨¨§