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¨####¨###¨ internal visionary state ¨###¨#¨¨##
#¨¨¨##¨¨#¨ #¨¨###¨#¨#
#¨¨#¨#¨##¨ the spirit travels #¨#¨¨####¨
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#¨¨¨##¨#¨# i wake suddenly, and for a second ¨¨¨¨#¨¨###
#¨¨#¨##### everything is completely calm and dead ¨¨¨##¨#¨¨¨
#¨###¨¨¨¨# silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¨¨#¨###¨¨#
##¨¨#¨¨¨#¨ slowly start to piece together my ¨###¨¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨##¨ consciousness and my body. #¨¨#¨#####
###¨#¨#¨## #¨###¨¨¨¨#
¨¨######¨¨ then the fear hits me and i feel ##¨¨#¨¨¨#¨
¨#¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨ acutely sick. something is «wrong«. ¨#¨##¨¨##¨
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####¨¨###¨ all over my vision, pressing in, being ¨#¨¨¨¨¨##¨
¨¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ##¨¨¨¨#¨##
¨¨####¨##¨ their internal logic changing and ¨#¨¨¨###¨#
¨#¨¨¨##¨#¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ##¨¨#¨¨###
##¨¨#¨#### language, sentences i can't hide from, ¨#¨##¨#¨¨#
¨#¨###¨¨¨# forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ###¨###¨#¨
###¨¨#¨¨#¨ doing damage there. ¨¨##¨¨###¨
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¨###¨##¨## then i realize i can't hear anything ######¨#¨#
#¨¨##¨##¨¨ because there's something there ¨¨¨¨¨#####
#¨#¨##¨#¨# already, droning everything out, a ¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨
####¨##### rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¨¨¨##¨¨¨¨#
¨¨¨##¨¨¨¨# particular microtonality. ¨¨#¨#¨¨¨#¨
¨¨#¨#¨¨¨## ¨####¨¨##¨
¨####¨¨#¨# ,, #¨¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨¨¨#¨#### #¨¨######¨
#¨¨###¨¨¨# my surroundings are entirely calm. it's #¨#¨¨¨¨¨##
#¨#¨¨#¨¨#¨ almost mocking. ###¨¨¨¨#¨¨
###¨##¨##¨ ¨¨#¨¨¨##¨#
¨¨##¨##¨#¨ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¨##¨¨#¨##¨
¨#¨##¨###¨ escape. to crawl on the floor searching #¨#¨###¨#¨
###¨##¨¨#¨ relief, such is my nature. turning the ####¨¨###¨
¨¨##¨#¨##¨ lights on does nothing... getting ¨¨¨#¨#¨¨##
¨#¨####¨#¨ outside does nothing... drinking water ¨¨####¨#¨#
###¨¨¨###¨ does noting... but time does - after ¨#¨¨¨#####
¨¨#¨¨#¨¨#¨ thirty seconds i'm normal again, ##¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨
¨##¨##¨##¨ doubting anything of this happened in ¨#¨##¨¨¨¨¨
#¨##¨##¨#¨ the first place. ###¨#¨¨¨¨¨
##¨##¨###¨ ¨¨###¨¨¨¨#
¨##¨##¨¨#¨ my eyes are still tense though, scared. ¨#¨¨#¨¨¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨### i don't know what to make. ##¨##¨¨##¨
##¨####¨¨# ¨##¨#¨#¨##
¨##¨¨¨#¨## but i'm tired. #¨######¨¨
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¨####¨###¨ this can happen if you wander too far, ¨###¨#¨¨##
#¨¨¨##¨¨#¨ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless #¨¨###¨#¨#
#¨¨#¨#¨##¨ when dreaming? #¨#¨¨####¨
#¨#####¨## i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ###¨#¨¨¨##
##¨¨¨¨##¨# what these are. like you do with a cat ¨¨###¨¨#¨¨
¨#¨¨¨#¨### who comes to close to your sandwich... ¨#¨¨#¨##¨#
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