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#.#.##.#.# this can  happen if you  wander too far, .##.#.##..
#.#..#.#.# i  guess?  i  shouldn't be  so  reckless ..#.#..#.#
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#.#..#.#.# i imagine  a prick on  the  nose, that's ..#.#..#.#
#.#.##.#.# what these  are.  like you do with a cat .##.#.##..
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