stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try to numb  its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out