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....:=\$$& SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF  ME  AND I  KNOW &$$\=:....
.....:=\$$ THIS   BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS $$\=:.....
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.:=\$$&@## THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS ON MY  HANDS. THEY ##@&$$\=:.
..:=\$$&@#    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    #@&$$\=:..
...:=\$$&@ APPEARING AGAIN.  THIS IS ALMOST EROTIC. @&$$\=:...
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.....:=\$$ THERE  IS A SPY IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO $$\=:.....
....:=\$$& IDENTIFY THESE SPOTS  AND TO  GIVE ME AN &$$\=:....
...:=\$$&@     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     @&$$\=:...
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.:=\$$&@## WHEN I GATHER ALL  MY WILLPOWER, AND SET ##@&$$\=:.
..:=\$$&@# IT   ABLAZE   ALL  AT  ONCE,   THE  MOST #@&$$\=:..
...:=\$$&@ RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE. @&$$\=:...
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