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..&....... something's  inside  of me  and  i  know .&....&.&&
&..&...... this  because  of   how  nice  it  feels ..&.....&&
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&&&..&.... \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ ....&.....
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..&&&..&.. there are  brown spots on my hands. they ......&...
..&.&&..&.    are moving, growing, disappearing,    &......&..
....&&&..& appearing again. this  is almost erotic. &&......&.
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&.....&&&. there is a spy in my eyes, installed  to &.&&......
.&....&.&& identify these  spots and to  give me an ..&&&.....
..&.....&&     appropriate reaction (positive).     ..&.&&....
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....&..... when i gather all my willpower,  and set ....&.&&..
.....&.... it   ablaze  all   at  once,   the  most ......&&&.
......&... resistance i can muster is indifference. ......&.&&
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