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§§¨¨§§¨¨§¨ something's  inside  of  me and  i  know §§§§§¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ this  because  of  how  nice  it   feels §§§§¨¨§§¨¨
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¨§§¨¨§§§§§ there are  brown spots on my hands. they §§§§¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨    are moving, growing, disappearing,    §§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
§§§§§¨¨§¨¨ appearing again. this  is almost erotic. ¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨§
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¨§§¨¨§§§§§ there is a spy in  my eyes, installed to ¨§§§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§ identify these spots  and to give me  an ¨¨§§§¨¨§§§
¨§§§§¨¨§§§     appropriate reaction (positive).     §¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
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§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§ when i gather all  my willpower, and set ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨ it  ablaze   all  at   once,   the  most ¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨§§§§¨ resistance i can muster is indifference. §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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