SOMETHING'S  INSIDE OF  ME  AND  I  KNOW 
 THIS  BECAUSE  OF  HOW   NICE  IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS ON MY HANDS.  THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING AGAIN. THIS IS  ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS  A SPY IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE  SPOTS AND TO  GIVE ME AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER  ALL MY WILLPOWER, AND SET 
 IT  ABLAZE   ALL  AT   ONCE,   THE  MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.