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##&£††«.,,         internal visionary state         ,,.«††£&##
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&£††«.,,,,            the spirit travels            ,,,,.«††£&
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##&£††«.,, i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second ,,.«††£&##
#&£††«.,,, everything  is completely  calm and dead ,,,.«††£&#
&£††«.,,,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,,,.«††£&
£††«.,,,,, slowly  start  to   piece  together   my ,,,,,.«††£
††«.,,,,,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,,,,,.«††
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††«.,,,,,, then  the  fear   hits  me  and  i  feel ,,,,,,.«††
£††«.,,,,,   acutely sick. something is «wrong«.    ,,,,,.«††£
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##&£††«.,, all over  my vision, pressing in,  being ,,.«††£&##
#&£††«.,,, almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ,,,.«††£&#
&£††«.,,,,    their internal logic changing and     ,,,,.«††£&
£††«.,,,,, grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ,,,,,.«††£
††«.,,,,,, language,  sentences i  can't hide from, ,,,,,,.«††
†«.,,,,,,, forcefully transcribed in  my  mind, and ,,,,,,,.«†
††«.,,,,,,           doing damage there.            ,,,,,,.«††
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&£††«.,,,, then  i realize i  can't  hear  anything ,,,,.«††£&
#&£††«.,,,     because there's something there      ,,,.«††£&#
##&£††«.,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,.«††£&##
###&£††«., rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's ,.«††£&###
##&£††«.,,         particular microtonality.        ,,.«††£&##
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††«.,,,,,, my surroundings  are entirely calm. it's ,,,,,,.«††
†«.,,,,,,,             almost mocking.              ,,,,,,,.«†
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£††«.,,,,, i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to ,,,,,.«††£
&£††«.,,,, escape. to crawl  on the floor searching ,,,,.«††£&
#&£††«.,,, relief, such  is my nature. turning  the ,,,.«††£&#
##&£††«.,,     lights on does nothing... getting    ,,.«††£&##
###&£††«.,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,.«††£&###
##&£††«.,, does  noting... but  time  does -  after ,,.«††£&##
#&£††«.,,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,,.«††£&#
&£††«.,,,, doubting  anything  of this happened  in ,,,,.«††£&
£††«.,,,,,             the first place.             ,,,,,.«††£
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†«.,,,,,,, my eyes  are still tense though, scared. ,,,,,,,.«†
††«.,,,,,, i   don't    know    what    to    make. ,,,,,,.«††
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&£††«.,,,,              but i'm tired.              ,,,,.«††£&
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&£††«.,,,, this can  happen if  you wander too far, ,,,,.«††£&
£††«.,,,,, i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,,,,,.«††£
††«.,,,,,,              when dreaming?              ,,,,,,.«††
†«.,,,,,,, i imagine  a  prick  on the nose, that's ,,,,,,,.«†
††«.,,,,,, what these are. like you do  with  a cat ,,,,,,.«††
£††«.,,,,, who comes  to close to  your sandwich... ,,,,,.«††£
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