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,:=:::::%@         internal visionary state         @%:::::=:,
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,:=:$%£@##            the spirit travels            ##@£%$:=:,
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,,,:::$%££ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ££%$:::,,,
,:=:$%£@## everything  is  completely calm and dead ##@£%$:=:,
,,,,,::%£# silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i #£%::,,,,,
,:=:$%£@## slowly  start   to  piece   together  my ##@£%$:=:,
,:=:$%£@##        consciousness and my body.        ##@£%$:=:,
,:=:$%££@#                                          #@££%$:=:,
,,,,,::%£# then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel #£%::,,,,,
,,,,,,::%@   acutely sick. something is =wrong=.    @%::,,,,,,
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,:=:$%£@##                    ,,                    ##@£%$:=:,
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,:=:$%£@## there are circles and crosses  inscribed ##@£%$:=:,
,,,::::%£# all over  my vision, pressing in,  being #£%::::,,,
,:=:$%£@## almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, ##@£%$:=:,
,:=:::$££@    their internal logic changing and     @££$:::=:,
,:=:$%£££# grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like #£££%$:=:,
,:=:$%£@## language,  sentences  i can't hide from, ##@£%$:=:,
,:=:$%£@## forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and ##@£%$:=:,
,,,,,,::%£           doing damage there.            £%::,,,,,,
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,,,,,:::%@ then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything @%:::,,,,,
,:=:$%£@@#     because there's something there      #@@£%$:=:,
,,::==:$££    already, droning everything out, a    ££$:==::,,
,:=:$%£@## rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's ##@£%$:=:,
,,,:::%£@@         particular microtonality.        @@£%:::,,,
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,,,,=$$%@@ my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's @@%$$=,,,,
,,::==:$%@             almost mocking.              @%$:==::,,
,:=:$%£@##                                          ##@£%$:=:,
,,,,,==$%@ i  feel  helpless,  but  i must  try  to @%$==,,,,,
,:=:$%£@## escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ##@£%$:=:,
,,,,=:$££# relief,  such is my nature. turning  the #££$:=,,,,
,:=:$%£@##    lights on does nothing... getting     ##@£%$:=:,
,:=:$%%%@#  outside does nothing... drinking water  #@%%%$:=:,
,,,,===$£# does  noting... but  time  does  - after #£$===,,,,
,,:=:::%££     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ££%:::=:,,
,:=:$%£@## doubting  anything  of this  happened in ##@£%$:=:,
,:=:$%£###             the first place.             ###£%$:=:,
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,=:$%£@### my  eyes are still tense though, scared. ###@£%$:=,
,,,,,,=$%@ i   don't    know    what    to    make. @%$=,,,,,,
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,,,,,,=$££              but i'm tired.              ££$=,,,,,,
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,,,,,==$$£ this can happen if you  wander too  far, £$$==,,,,,
,:=:$%£@## i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ##@£%$:=:,
,,,,,=$£@@              when dreaming?              @@£$=,,,,,
,:=:$%£@## i imagine  a prick  on the  nose, that's ##@£%$:=:,
,:=:$%£@## what  these are. like you do with a  cat ##@£%$:=:,
,,,,,,=:$£ who  comes to close to  your sandwich... £$:=,,,,,,
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