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,@,@@,,,@@         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         @,@,,,@@,@
@@@,@,,@,,                                          @@@,,@,@@@
,,@@@,@@,@            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            ,,@,@@@,,,
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@,,@,@@@,,                  A COST                  ,@,@,,@@,,
@,@@@,,@,,                (ANECDOTE)                @@@@,@,@,@
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,@,@@@,@@@                    --                    ,,@,,,,,@@
@@@,,@@,,@                                          ,@@,,,,@,@
,,@,@,@,@, I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A   SECOND @,@,,,@@@,
,@@@@@@@@@ EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY CALM AND  DEAD @@@,,@,,@,
@,,,,,,,,@ SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I ,,@,@@,@@,
@,,,,,,,@@ SLOWLY  START  TO  PIECE   TOGETHER   MY ,@@@,@@,@@
@,,,,,,@,,        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        @,,@@,@@,,
@,,,,,@@,@                                          @,@,@@,@,@
@,,,,@,@@@ THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS  ME  AND   I  FEEL @@@@,@@@@,
@,,,@@@,,,    ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=.   ,,,@@,,,@@
@,,@,,@,,@                                          ,,@,@,,@,,
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,@@,@@,@,, THERE  ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED @,,@,@@,@@
@,@@,@@@,@ ALL  OVER MY VISION,  PRESSING IN, BEING @,@@@,@@,@
@@,@@,,@@@ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN  FEEL THEM SQUIRM, @@,,@@,@@,
,@@,@,@,,,     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    ,@,@,@@,@@
@,@@@@@,,@ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S  LIKE @@@@@,@@,@
@@,,,,@,@, LANGUAGE,  SENTENCES I  CAN'T HIDE FROM, ,,,,@@,@@,
,@,,,@@@@, FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED  IN MY  MIND, AND ,,,@,@@,@@
@@,,@,,,@@            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           ,,@@@,@@,@
,@,@@,,@,,                                          ,@,,@@,@@,
@@@,@,@@,, THEN  I  REALIZE I  CAN'T  HEAR ANYTHING @@,@,@@,@,
,,@@@@,@,,     BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE      ,@@@@,@@@@
,@,,,@@@,,    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    @,,,@@,,,@
@@,,@,,@,@ RAPID  MELODY,  ALMOST CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S @,,@,@,,@@
,@,@@,@@@,        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         @,@@@@,@,,
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,,@@,@,@,,                    --                    ,@,,@,,@,@
,@,@@@@@,@                                          @@,@@,@@@@
@@@,,,,@@@ MY SURROUNDINGS  ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ,@@,@@,,,@
,,@,,,@,,,              ALMOST MOCKING.             @,@@,@,,@,
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@,@,@,@,@@ I  FEEL  HELPLESS, BUT  I  MUST  TRY  TO ,@@,,@@,@,
@@@@@@@@,@ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL  ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING @,@,@,@@@@
,,,,,,,@@, RELIEF,  SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING  THE @@@@@@,,,,
,,,,,,@,@,     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    ,,,,,@,,,,
,,,,,@@@@,  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ,,,,@@,,,,
,,,,@,,,@@ DOES  NOTING...  BUT TIME DOES  -  AFTER ,,,@,@,,,,
,,,@@,,@,,     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ,,@@@@,,,,
,,@,@,@@,@ DOUBTING  ANYTHING OF  THIS HAPPENED  IN ,@,,,@,,,,
,@@@@@,@@@             THE FIRST PLACE.             @@,,@@,,,,
@,,,,@@,,@                                          ,@,@,@,,,,
@,,,@,@,@, MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE  THOUGH, SCARED. @@@@@@,,,@
@,,@@@@@@@ I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT    TO   MAKE. ,,,,,@,,@,
@,@,,,,,,@                                          ,,,,@@,@@@
@@@,,,,,@@              BUT I'M TIRED.              ,,,@,@@,,,
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@,@,,@,,@@                  --===--                 @@,@,,@@,@
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,@,@@,,,@@ THIS CAN  HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER  TOO FAR, @,@,,,@@,@
@@@,@,,@,, I  GUESS?  I SHOULDN'T  BE  SO  RECKLESS @@@,,@,@@@
,,@@@,@@,@              WHEN DREAMING?              ,,@,@@@,,,
,@,,@@,@@, I  IMAGINE A PRICK ON  THE NOSE,  THAT'S ,@@@,,@,,,
@@,@,@@,@@ WHAT  THESE  ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT @,,@,@@,,,
,@@@@,@@,, WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO  YOUR  SANDWICH... @,@@@,@,,@
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