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@£§%///-,,         internal visionary state         ,,-///%§£@
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#@£§*%/-,,            the spirit travels            ,,-/%*§£@#
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@£§%%//-,,                  a cost                  ,,-//%%§£@
#@£§*%/-,,                (anecdote)                ,,-/%*§£@#
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@§*///,,,, i   wake  suddenly,  and  for  a  second ,,,,///*§@
§%/,,,,,,, everything  is completely calm and  dead ,,,,,,,/%§
£*//-,,,,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,,,,-//*£
#@£§*%/-,, slowly   start  to   piece  together  my ,,-/%*§£@#
@§§§*%/-,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,-/%*§§§@
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§%%/,,,,,, then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ,,,,,,/%%§
##£§*%/-,,    acutely sick. something is -wrong-.   ,,-/%*§£##
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§§%/,,,,,, there are  circles and crosses inscribed ,,,,,,/%§§
##@£§*%/-, all over  my vision, pressing  in, being ,-/%*§£@##
#@£§*%/-,, almost hostile. i can feel them  squirm, ,,-/%*§£@#
##@£*%/-,,    their internal logic changing and     ,,-/%*£@##
@§%%%%/-,, grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ,,-/%%%%§@
#@£§*%/-,, language, sentences  i can't hide  from, ,,-/%*§£@#
#@£§*%/-,, forcefully  transcribed  in my mind, and ,,-/%*§£@#
#@£§*%/-,,           doing damage there.            ,,-/%*§£@#
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££§*/--,,, then  i realize i  can't  hear  anything ,,,--/*§££
##@§*%/-,,     because there's something there      ,,-/%*§@##
##@£§*/-,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,-/*§£@##
§§%//,,,,, rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's ,,,,,//%§§
#@£§*%/-,,         particular microtonality.        ,,-/%*§£@#
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##@§*%/-,, my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ,,-/%*§@##
##@§*%/-,,             almost mocking.              ,,-/%*§@##
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#@£§*%/-,, i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ,,-/%*§£@#
§§%-,,,,,, escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ,,,,,,-%§§
£*/--,,,,, relief,  such  is my nature. turning the ,,,,,--/*£
#@£§*%/-,,     lights on does nothing... getting    ,,-/%*§£@#
#@£§*%/-,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,-/%*§£@#
#@£§*%/-,, does  noting... but  time  does  - after ,,-/%*§£@#
##@£§%/-,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,-/%§£@##
#@£§*%/-,, doubting  anything  of this happened  in ,,-/%*§£@#
@@£§*%/-,,             the first place.             ,,-/%*§£@@
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#@£§*%/-,, my eyes are still tense  though, scared. ,,-/%*§£@#
##@§*%/-,, i    don't   know    what    to    make. ,,-/%*§@##
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#@£§*%/-,,              but i'm tired.              ,,-/%*§£@#
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£§§*%//-,, this can happen if  you wander too  far, ,,-//%*§§£
#@£§*%/-,, i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be so  reckless ,,-/%*§£@#
#@£§*%/-,,              when dreaming?              ,,-/%*§£@#
@££§*%/-,, i imagine a  prick on  the nose,  that's ,,-/%*§££@
§%%/-,,,,, what these  are.  like you do with a cat ,,,,,-/%%§
#@£§*%/-,, who comes  to close to  your sandwich... ,,-/%*§£@#
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