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§§§§§§§¨¨¨         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         ¨¨§§¨¨§§§§
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§§§§§¨¨¨¨¨            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            §§§§§§¨¨§§
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§§§¨¨¨¨¨§§                                          §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
§§¨¨§§§¨¨§ I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A   SECOND ¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨ EVERYTHING IS  COMPLETELY CALM AND  DEAD §¨¨¨¨§§§§¨
§§§§¨¨¨§§§ SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I ¨¨§§¨¨§§¨¨
¨§§¨¨§¨¨§§ SLOWLY  START  TO   PIECE   TOGETHER  MY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        §§§§§§§§§§
¨§§§§§§§¨¨                                          ¨§§§§§§§§¨
¨¨§§§§§¨¨¨ THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS  ME   AND  I  FEEL ¨¨§§§§§§¨¨
§¨¨§§§¨¨§§    ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=.   ¨¨¨§§§§¨¨§
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§§§¨¨¨§§¨¨                    ¨¨                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§                                          §§§§§§¨¨§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND  CROSSES INSCRIBED §§§§§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§ ALL  OVER  MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §§§§¨¨§§¨¨
§¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL  THEM SQUIRM, ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    ¨¨¨¨§§§§¨¨
§§§§§§§§¨¨ GRINDING TRENCHES  IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE §§§¨¨§§¨¨§
§§§§§§§¨¨¨ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES  I CAN'T HIDE  FROM, §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§§¨¨§§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED  IN  MY MIND, AND ¨¨¨§§§§§§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           §§¨¨§§§§¨¨
§¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ THEN  I  REALIZE I  CAN'T  HEAR ANYTHING ¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§§§§§§§¨¨     BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE      §¨¨¨¨§§§§§
§§§§§§§¨¨§    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    ¨¨§§¨¨§§§§
§§§§§§¨¨¨¨ RAPID  MELODY, ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§§§§§¨¨§§¨        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         §§§§§§¨¨§§
§§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§§§§¨¨¨¨§
§§§¨¨§§§§¨                    ::                    ¨¨§§¨¨§§¨¨
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¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS  ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §§§§§§§§§§
¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨              ALMOST MOCKING.             ¨§§§§§§§§¨
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§§¨¨¨¨§§§§ I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I  MUST  TRY TO ¨¨¨§§§§¨¨§
§¨¨§§¨¨§§¨ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL  ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ RELIEF, SUCH  IS MY  NATURE. TURNING THE §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
§§§§§§§§§¨    LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING     ¨¨§§§§¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§§§§¨¨  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ¨¨¨§§¨¨§§¨
¨¨§§§§§¨¨§ DOES  NOTING... BUT  TIME  DOES -  AFTER §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ¨¨¨§§§§§§§
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨ DOUBTING  ANYTHING  OF THIS  HAPPENED IN §§¨¨§§§§§§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             THE FIRST PLACE.             ¨¨¨¨¨§§§§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§§§¨                                          §§§§¨¨§§¨¨
§§§¨¨§§§¨¨ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH,  SCARED. §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§ I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT   TO    MAKE. §§¨¨§§§§¨¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨¨§§§¨              BUT I'M TIRED.              §§§§¨¨¨¨§§
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§§§§§§§¨¨¨ THIS CAN  HAPPEN IF YOU  WANDER TOO FAR, ¨¨§§¨¨§§§§
§§§§§§¨¨§§ I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T  BE  SO RECKLESS ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§§§§§¨¨¨¨¨              WHEN DREAMING?              §§§§§§¨¨§§
§§§§¨¨§§§§ I  IMAGINE  A PRICK  ON THE NOSE, THAT'S §§§§§¨¨¨¨§
§§§¨¨¨¨§§§ WHAT THESE ARE.  LIKE YOU DO WITH  A CAT §§§§¨¨§§¨¨
¨§¨¨§§¨¨§§ WHO COMES TO  CLOSE TO  YOUR SANDWICH... §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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