,,,,,««:^# #^:««,,,,,
,,«:^$#@@# #@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@# #@@#$^:«,,
,,,,,,,:$# #$:,,,,,,,
,,,,,«^^$# #$^^«,,,,,
,,,,,,:^^# ,,^@^,, #^^:,,,,,,
,,«:^$#@## ,,:$@@####@@$:,, ##@#$^:«,,
,,,,,,«^## ,,,,,«$@ dreams @$«,,,,, ##^«,,,,,,
,,,,,,««^# ,,:$@@####@@$:,, #^««,,,,,,
,,«:^$#@@@ ,,^@^,, @@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^^^^^# #^^^^^:«,,
,,,,,,,«^# ,,, #^«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:$@@ ,^#@#@#^, @@$:,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:$@ ,,, @$:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:$@ @$:,,,,,,,
,,«:^$#@@@ internal visionary state @@@#$^:«,,
,,,««:$$## ##$$:««,,,
,,«:^$#@@@ the spirit travels @@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@## ##@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@# ,,:$@@####@@$:,, #@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@# ,«, #@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ @@@#$^:«,,
,,«::^^^#@ a cost @#^^^::«,,
,,«:^$#@@# (anecdote) #@@#$^:«,,
,,«^$#@@## ##@@#$^«,,
,,«:^$#@@# ,, #@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ @@@#$^:«,,
,,,,«:::$# i wake suddenly, and for a second #$:::«,,,,
,,«:^$#@@# everything is completely calm and dead #@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i @@@#$^:«,,
,,,,,,::^# slowly start to piece together my #^::,,,,,,
,,«:^$#@@# consciousness and my body. #@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@# #@@#$^:«,,
,,,,,,«^#@ then the fear hits me and i feel @#^«,,,,,,
,,«:^$#@@# acutely sick. something is «wrong«. #@@#$^:«,,
,,,,,:$#@@ @@#$:,,,,,
,,«:^$#@@# ,, #@@#$^:«,,
,,:^$#@@## ##@@#$^:,,
,,,,,«:^#@ there are circles and crosses inscribed @#^:«,,,,,
,,«:^$#@@# all over my vision, pressing in, being #@@#$^:«,,
,,,««::^$@ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, @$^::««,,,
,,«:^^$#@@ their internal logic changing and @@#$^^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@# grinding trenches in my mind. it's like #@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ language, sentences i can't hide from, @@@#$^:«,,
,,«:$#@@## forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ##@@#$:«,,
,,«:^$#@## doing damage there. ##@#$^:«,,
,,,,,««:$# #$:««,,,,,
,,,,,,««^# then i realize i can't hear anything #^««,,,,,,
,,«:^$$##@ because there's something there @##$$^:«,,
,,«:::^$#@ already, droning everything out, a @#$^:::«,,
,,«:^^^^$# rapid melody, almost caustic in it's #$^^^^:«,,
,,,,,«^$$@ particular microtonality. @$$^«,,,,,
,,,,,««^#@ @#^««,,,,,
,,«:^$#@## ,, ##@#$^:«,,
,,,,,::$## ##$::,,,,,
,,,,«^^$#@ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's @#$^^«,,,,
,,«:^$#@@# almost mocking. #@@#$^:«,,
,,«::^^##@ @##^^::«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ i feel helpless, but i must try to @@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ escape. to crawl on the floor searching @@@#$^:«,,
,,,,,,:^$@ relief, such is my nature. turning the @$^:,,,,,,
,,«:^$#@@# lights on does nothing... getting #@@#$^:«,,
,,«::^^^$@ outside does nothing... drinking water @$^^^::«,,
,,«:^$@@## does noting... but time does - after ##@@$^:«,,
,,«:^$@@## thirty seconds i'm normal again, ##@@$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@# doubting anything of this happened in #@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ the first place. @@@#$^:«,,
,,,,««^##@ @##^««,,,,
,,,,««:$@@ my eyes are still tense though, scared. @@$:««,,,,
,,«:^$#@@@ i don't know what to make. @@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ @@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ but i'm tired. @@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@# #@@#$^:«,,
,,,,,:$##@ , @##$:,,,,,
,,«:^#@@## ,,«:«,, ##@@#^:«,,
,,«:^$$$@@ , @@$$$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@## ##@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@# this can happen if you wander too far, #@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless @@@#$^:«,,
,,,«:^$$$@ when dreaming? @$$$^:«,,,
,,«««:^^^# i imagine a prick on the nose, that's #^^^:«««,,
,,«:^$#@@# what these are. like you do with a cat #@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$###@ who comes to close to your sandwich... @###$^:«,,
,,,,,:::$# #$:::,,,,,
,,«:^$#@@@ @@@#$^:«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ @@@#$^:«,,
,,«^$#@@## ##@@#$^«,,
,,«:^$#@@@ @@@#$^:«,,
,,«::^^##@ @##^^::«,,