,~~\§¤@### ###@¤§\~~,
,,,,,~\§§£ £§§\~,,,,,
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,~~\§¤£@## ,,§@§,, ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤££@@ ,~\¤@######@¤\~, @@££¤§\~~,
,,,,~\§¤¤@ ,,,~~~¤# dreams #¤~~~,,, @¤¤§\~,,,,
,~~\§¤££@# ,~\¤@######@¤\~, #@££¤§\~~,
,~~§¤£@### ,,§@§,, ###@£¤§~~,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,,,,,,~\§£ ,~, £§\~,,,,,,
,,,,~\¤¤£# ,§£###£§, #£¤¤\~,,,,
,~~\§¤£@@# ,~, #@@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## internal visionary state ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## the spirit travels ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@@@ @@@£¤§\~~,
,,,,,~\¤¤£ ,~\¤@######@¤\~, £¤¤\~,,,,,
,~~\§¤£@## ,~, ##@£¤§\~~,
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,~~\§¤¤¤£# a cost #£¤¤¤§\~~,
,~\§¤£@### (anecdote) ###@£¤§\~,
,~\§¤£@### ###@£¤§\~,
,~~\§¤££@# ~~ #@££¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## i wake suddenly, and for a second ##@£¤§\~~,
,,,,,,~§§£ everything is completely calm and dead £§§~,,,,,,
,,~~~\§¤@# silent. it's dark, and warm, and i #@¤§\~~~,,
,,,~~\§§¤£ slowly start to piece together my £¤§§\~~,,,
,,,,,,,~§£ consciousness and my body. £§~,,,,,,,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## then the fear hits me and i feel ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## acutely sick. something is ~wrong~. ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## ,, ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## there are circles and crosses inscribed ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£### all over my vision, pressing in, being ###£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£### their internal logic changing and ###£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ##@£¤§\~~,
,,,,,,~\§£ language, sentences i can't hide from, £§\~,,,,,,
,,,,~~\¤£# forcefully transcribed in my mind, and #£¤\~~,,,,
,,,,~~\¤££ doing damage there. ££¤\~~,,,,
,,~~~\¤¤@# #@¤¤\~~~,,
,~~\§¤£@## then i realize i can't hear anything ##@£¤§\~~,
,,,,,~\¤£# because there's something there #£¤\~,,,,,
,,,~~~~~§£ already, droning everything out, a £§~~~~~,,,
,~~\§¤£@## rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ##@£¤§\~~,
,,,~\\§§££ particular microtonality. ££§§\\~,,,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@@@ ~~ @@@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,,,,,~\¤£@ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's @£¤\~,,,,,
,~~\§¤£@## almost mocking. ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£### i feel helpless, but i must try to ###£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## escape. to crawl on the floor searching ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤££@# relief, such is my nature. turning the #@££¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## lights on does nothing... getting ##@£¤§\~~,
,,,,,~\§£@ outside does nothing... drinking water @£§\~,,,,,
,~~\§¤£@## does noting... but time does - after ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## thirty seconds i'm normal again, ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤@### doubting anything of this happened in ###@¤§\~~,
,,,,~~§¤¤@ the first place. @¤¤§~~,,,,
,~~\§¤£### ###£¤§\~~,
,,,,,~\¤@@ my eyes are still tense though, scared. @@¤\~,,,,,
,~~\§¤£@## i don't know what to make. ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§£@### ###@£§\~~,
,~~\§¤£### but i'm tired. ###£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## , ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@## ~~~\~~~ ##@£¤§\~~,
,,,,,,~\¤@ , @¤\~,,,,,,
,,,,,,~\§£ £§\~,,,,,,
,~~\§¤££@# this can happen if you wander too far, #@££¤§\~~,
,,,~~~~§§£ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless £§§~~~~,,,
,~~\§¤£@## when dreaming? ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@@@ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's @@@£¤§\~~,
,,,,~~~§¤@ what these are. like you do with a cat @¤§~~~,,,,
,~~\§¤£@## who comes to close to your sandwich... ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~~~~§£@# #@£§~~~~~,
,,,,,,~§¤£ £¤§~,,,,,,
,,,,,~§£@# #@£§~,,,,,
,~~\§¤£@## ##@£¤§\~~,
,~~\§¤£@@@ @@@£¤§\~~,
,,,~\§§¤¤£ £¤¤§§\~,,,