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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=. ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ¨¨ ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ALMOST MOCKING. ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ BUT I'M TIRED. ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHEN DREAMING? ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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