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..--:%@§£@ now, usually i feel  good (maybe?),  but @£§@%:--..
.--:%@§£@# this  time  of  confusion also leads  to #@£§@%:--.
..--:%@§£@ all analyzes  ending in  "useless"  -  i @£§@%:--..
...--:%@§£ was  being  bothered  by something  in a £§@%:--...
....--:%@§ song or movie  or book, so i think,  how §@%:--....
...--:%@§£ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the £§@%:--...
..--:%@§£@ purpose of  this process, what  does  it @£§@%:--..
.--:%@§£@# consist of...? and  through the  process #@£§@%:--.
..--:%@§£@ more and  more  pieces  falls  off until @£§@%:--..
...--:%@§£     i'm standing there with nothing.     £§@%:--...
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...--:%@§£ reductionist hell -                      £§@%:--...
..--:%@§£@ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        @£§@%:--..
.--:%@§£@# bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    #@£§@%:--.
..--:%@§£@ abstract they are, the things, until     @£§@%:--..
...--:%@§£ they cease to be things at all           £§@%:--...
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...--:%@§£ are we just stacked triangles? there is  £§@%:--...
..--:%@§£@ nothing i can do with triangles. they    @£§@%:--..
.--:%@§£@# can not shelter me in any meaningful     #@£§@%:--.
..--:%@§£@ sense.                                   @£§@%:--..
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....--:%@§ and when i can't even anchor myself,     §@%:--....
...--:%@§£ when i am nothing but the question, it   £§@%:--...
..--:%@§£@ feels like it can all slip through my    @£§@%:--..
.--:%@§£@# fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    #@£§@%:--.
..--:%@§£@ was after that.                          @£§@%:--..
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