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.......~=$ now, usually  i feel  good (maybe?), but $=~.......
........~= this  time  of  confusion also  leads to =~........
.........~ all  analyzes  ending  in "useless"  - i ~.........
.......... was being  bothered  by something  in  a ..........
.........~ song or  movie or book, so i  think, how ~.........
........~= would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the =~........
.......~=$ purpose  of this process,  what does  it $=~.......
......~=$§ consist  of...? and  through the process §$=~......
.....~=$§# more  and  more pieces falls  off  until #§$=~.....
....~=$§##     i'm standing there with nothing.     ##§$=~....
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..~=$§#### reductionist hell -                      ####§$=~..
...~=$§### i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ###§$=~...
....~=$§## bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ##§$=~....
.....~=$§# abstract they are, the things, until     #§$=~.....
......~=$§ they cease to be things at all           §$=~......
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........~= are we just stacked triangles? there is  =~........
.........~ nothing i can do with triangles. they    ~.........
.......... can not shelter me in any meaningful     ..........
.........~ sense.                                   ~.........
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.......~=$ and when i can't even anchor myself,     $=~.......
......~=$§ when i am nothing but the question, it   §$=~......
.....~=$§# feels like it can all slip through my    #§$=~.....
....~=$§## fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ##§$=~....
...~=$§### was after that.                          ###§$=~...
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