,,,,===:§# #§:===,,,,
,,,,,,~:%§ §%:~,,,,,,
,~=:%§§### ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§#### ####§%:=~,
,,,,~=:§§# #§§:=~,,,,
,~=:%§§§§# orange-clad train-climber crew, moving #§§§§%:=~,
,~=:§§#### along the rusty cargo cars like some ####§§:=~,
,,,,,,,=%§ species of ferrophage insect. up and §%=,,,,,,,
,~=:%§§### down the train, checking bolts, oiling ###§§%:=~,
,,~==%%§§§ joints, drinking coffee, smoking §§§%%==~,,
,,,~=::%§§ cigarettes. §§%::=~,,,
,~=:%§§### ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### ############################## ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### we were going south through finland at ###§§%:=~,
,,,~===%§§ the time, sleeping close to the §§%===~,,,
,~=:%§§### furnace, watching the aurora borealis. ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### twenty-something members of the crew, ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### most of which were mechanics, or ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### loaders, with large and hairy hands ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### that could swallow my entire body. and ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### me featuring as the cute and asocial ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%%§§§§ radio operator, stationed in the back §§§§%%:=~,
,~=:%§§### of the kilometer-long train, which ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### served me good and well. ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### and then one night, there's a missile. ###§§%:=~,
,,,,~~:§## we would routinely pick up new cars at ##§:~~,,,,
,,,~::§§§# the tail, and drop some off, as a way #§§§::~,,,
,~=:%%§§## of earning some extra money. but a ##§§%%:=~,
,~=:%§§### missile, and appearing silently in the ###§§%:=~,
,,,~~=:§§§ middle of the night at that? not §§§:=~~,,,
,,,,~~=%§# entirely... comfortable. #§%=~~,,,,
,~=:%§§### ###§§%:=~,
,,,,,~::§# i call it in on the walkie-talkie. not #§::~,,,,,
,~=:%§§### many others awake, they know nothing ###§§%:=~,
,,,~=%§§## about it, and appear concerned as well. ##§§%=~,,,
,~=:§§#### ####§§:=~,
,~=:%§§§§# ############################## #§§§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### when i fall awake in the afternoon, ###§§%:=~,
,,,,,=:§§# karl is there, smiling at me. "hey #§§:=,,,,,
,~=:%§§### boy," he says, "wanna help me make a ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### call?" ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### ###§§%:=~,
,,,,,,~:%§ after he's brought me coffee, i dial §%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,=%§## the frequency from his notebook, and ##§%=,,,,,
,~=:%§§### after a while there's a reply in ###§§%:=~,
,~:%§§#### pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a ####§§%:~,
,,,~=:%%%§ reply in the same language. even though §%%%:=~,,,
,~=:%%%§§§ we both have headphones i can't follow §§§%%%:=~,
,~=:%§§### at all, but i hear the word "missile" a ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### few times. ###§§%:=~,
,,,,,=%§§§ §§§%=,,,,,
,,,,~=:%§§ i'm almost snoozing again at the time §§%:=~,,,,
,~=:%§#### karl puts down the headphones and slaps ####§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### me on my back. "allright boy. i just ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§### sold a missile." he practically beams ###§§%:=~,
,~=:%§§§§# at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a #§§§§%:=~,
,,,,=:§§§§ detour?" §§§§:=,,,,
,,,,==%§§§ §§§%==,,,,
,~~~=%§§§§ §§§§%=~~~,
,~=:%§§### ###§§%:=~,
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,,,,,~=%§# #§%=~,,,,,