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......,«=^ orange-clad train-climber crew, moving ^=«,......
.....,«=^& along the rusty cargo cars like some &^=«,.....
....,«=^&£ species of ferrophage insect. up and £&^=«,....
...,«=^&££ down the train, checking bolts, oiling ££&^=«,...
..,«=^&££@ joints, drinking coffee, smoking @££&^=«,..
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.....,«=^& we were going south through finland at &^=«,.....
......,«=^ the time, sleeping close to the ^=«,......
.......,«= furnace, watching the aurora borealis. =«,.......
........,« twenty-something members of the crew, «,........
.......,«= most of which were mechanics, or =«,.......
......,«=^ loaders, with large and hairy hands ^=«,......
.....,«=^& that could swallow my entire body. and &^=«,.....
....,«=^&£ me featuring as the cute and asocial £&^=«,....
...,«=^&££ radio operator, stationed in the back ££&^=«,...
..,«=^&££@ of the kilometer-long train, which @££&^=«,..
.,«=^&££@# served me good and well. #@££&^=«,.
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...,«=^&££ and then one night, there's a missile. ££&^=«,...
....,«=^&£ we would routinely pick up new cars at £&^=«,....
.....,«=^& the tail, and drop some off, as a way &^=«,.....
......,«=^ of earning some extra money. but a ^=«,......
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........,« middle of the night at that? not «,........
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.....,«=^& i call it in on the walkie-talkie. not &^=«,.....
....,«=^&£ many others awake, they know nothing £&^=«,....
...,«=^&££ about it, and appear concerned as well. ££&^=«,...
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...,«=^&££ when i fall awake in the afternoon, ££&^=«,...
....,«=^&£ karl is there, smiling at me. "hey £&^=«,....
.....,«=^& boy," he says, "wanna help me make a &^=«,.....
......,«=^ call?" ^=«,......
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........,« after he's brought me coffee, i dial «,........
.......,«= the frequency from his notebook, and =«,.......
......,«=^ after a while there's a reply in ^=«,......
.....,«=^& pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a &^=«,.....
....,«=^&£ reply in the same language. even though £&^=«,....
...,«=^&££ we both have headphones i can't follow ££&^=«,...
..,«=^&££@ at all, but i hear the word "missile" a @££&^=«,..
.,«=^&££@# few times. #@££&^=«,.
..,«=^&££@ @££&^=«,..
...,«=^&££ i'm almost snoozing again at the time ££&^=«,...
....,«=^&£ karl puts down the headphones and slaps £&^=«,....
.....,«=^& me on my back. "allright boy. i just &^=«,.....
......,«=^ sold a missile." he practically beams ^=«,......
.......,«= at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a =«,.......
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