,,,^==*§¤# #¤§*==^,,,
,,,,,^**§# #§**^,,,,,
,^=**§¤### ###¤§**=^,
,,^^****§¤ ¤§****^^,,
,^=**§¤### ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### orange-clad train-climber crew, moving ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### along the rusty cargo cars like some ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### species of ferrophage insect. up and ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### down the train, checking bolts, oiling ###¤§**=^,
,,,,^=*¤¤¤ joints, drinking coffee, smoking ¤¤¤*=^,,,,
,^=**§¤### cigarettes. ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### ###¤§**=^,
,,,,,^**§¤ ############################## ¤§**^,,,,,
,^=**§¤### ###¤§**=^,
,^=*§¤#### we were going south through finland at ####¤§*=^,
,,,^=*§¤## the time, sleeping close to the ##¤§*=^,,,
,^=***§§¤# furnace, watching the aurora borealis. #¤§§***=^,
,,,,,==**¤ twenty-something members of the crew, ¤**==,,,,,
,^=**§¤### most of which were mechanics, or ###¤§**=^,
,,^^=*§§¤¤ loaders, with large and hairy hands ¤¤§§*=^^,,
,^=**§¤### that could swallow my entire body. and ###¤§**=^,
,,^==***¤# me featuring as the cute and asocial #¤***==^,,
,,,,,,=*¤¤ radio operator, stationed in the back ¤¤*=,,,,,,
,^=**§¤### of the kilometer-long train, which ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### served me good and well. ###¤§**=^,
,^=*§¤#### ####¤§*=^,
,^=**§¤### and then one night, there's a missile. ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### we would routinely pick up new cars at ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### the tail, and drop some off, as a way ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§#### of earning some extra money. but a ####§**=^,
,^=**§¤### missile, and appearing silently in the ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### middle of the night at that? not ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### entirely... comfortable. ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### i call it in on the walkie-talkie. not ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### many others awake, they know nothing ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### about it, and appear concerned as well. ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### ############################## ###¤§**=^,
,,,^=**§¤# #¤§**=^,,,
,^=**§¤### when i fall awake in the afternoon, ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### karl is there, smiling at me. "hey ###¤§**=^,
,,,,^**§¤# boy," he says, "wanna help me make a #¤§**^,,,,
,^^^=***§¤ call?" ¤§***=^^^,
,^=**§¤### ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### after he's brought me coffee, i dial ###¤§**=^,
,,,,,,=*¤# the frequency from his notebook, and #¤*=,,,,,,
,,,,,^***¤ after a while there's a reply in ¤***^,,,,,
,,,,,=**¤# pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a #¤**=,,,,,
,^=**§¤### reply in the same language. even though ###¤§**=^,
,^=***§§## we both have headphones i can't follow ##§§***=^,
,^=**§¤### at all, but i hear the word "missile" a ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### few times. ###¤§**=^,
,^=****¤## ##¤****=^,
,^=**§¤### i'm almost snoozing again at the time ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§§¤¤# karl puts down the headphones and slaps #¤¤§§**=^,
,^=**§¤### me on my back. "allright boy. i just ###¤§**=^,
,^=**§¤### sold a missile." he practically beams ###¤§**=^,
,,,^****¤# at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a #¤****^,,,
,^==****¤¤ detour?" ¤¤****==^,
,^=**§¤¤¤¤ ¤¤¤¤§**=^,
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