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&&&&&¨¨¨¨¨ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨&&¨¨¨¨&&&
&&&&¨¨&&&& machine. ¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&&
&&&¨¨¨¨&&& ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&&¨¨&&¨¨&& i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨¨¨¨&&&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨&&¨¨&&¨¨¨
&&&&&&&&&& rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&&&&&&&&&¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with &&&&&&&¨¨&
&&&&&&&&¨¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep &&&&&&¨¨¨¨
¨&&&&&&¨¨¨ crying for a while. ¨&&&&¨¨&&¨
¨¨&&&&¨¨&& ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
&¨¨&&¨¨¨¨& i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨¨¨¨¨&&&&&
¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨ the neural interface; some saturation &&&&¨¨&&&&
¨&&&&¨¨¨¨¨ signal being tripped? the connection is &&&¨¨¨¨&&¨
¨¨&&¨¨&&&& imperfect and often induces &&¨¨&&¨¨¨¨
&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but &¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&
¨¨&&&&¨¨¨¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨¨&&&&¨¨&&
¨¨¨&&¨¨&&¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ &&¨¨¨¨&&&&
&¨¨&&&&&&¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far &¨¨&&¨¨&&&
¨¨¨¨&&&&¨¨ fetched that something like that can ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
¨&&¨¨&&¨¨& cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨&&&&&&¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨¨&&&&¨¨&&
¨&&&&&&&&& &¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨
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