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.¨,¨,#..§& on the southern shores until i got ¨,##,§.,.¨
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,.,¨,&¨¨£¨ ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an £#.,¨#§£,@
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,¤¨#,.,.,. to get up, still looking at the .##§¨,#,§¤
@&@¨¨¨,, direction of sound rather than at my .£.,#.££¤,
£.,¨,@..¨, hands, who are busy putting things in ¤¤£,¤£¤,,§
,¤,,.£¤,.. my pockets. ¨.¨£&¨¨§,@
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&¨§§.,&,@£ backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my .¨¤.£.,,,£
,¤§¨&,#§#. radio (now dented) but also a small ¤¨##§¤,,¨¤
¤§.@#§¤,¨& clay figure i've never seen before. it ¨££¨¨.#¨.¤
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#.£¨¤..¤¤£ and i must've picked it up with my ¨§¤#£¨&¨&£
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§..§@.§¨¤# roughly seven centimeters long. it's ,¨,¨.,@#£#
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,§,,,,#¨¨& my mom is here now. i ask her for some ¨,.,,.#,@¨
¨£&.¨.§&¨# particle board for it to dry on, but ¨.¨..,#@&&
#&.¤.¨¤.§# she is worried and wants me to ¨¨,¨,¨§.¨,
£¨§&¤¨@§§. throw it away. &,.,,,£@,,
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