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¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS »WRONG». §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ ALMOST MOCKING. §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ THE FIRST PLACE. §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
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¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ BUT I'M TIRED. §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
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¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ WHEN DREAMING? §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨§¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §¨§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
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