ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"             
                                                              
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           still  unknown to me, other than through       ,   
              dreams*. apparently made for making            §
           holes. they may  be dark and monochrome.           
                         they may not.                        
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  .        white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
         -      glossy freckled ceramics, with                
         :      something organic inside, being               
           corrupted before  your eyes - turning to           
           ash, but there's no flame.  you hold  it           
           up  to your  nose,  suck it  in  with  a           
           sharp  inhale.   exit  to  the  balcony.   ¨       
                                                              
           here on  the fifth floor,  with  a  view           
           over  the  parking  lot,  things   start  .        
      ¨         folding into each other, like                 
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
             becoming flat and adjacent. pressed     ¨        
           into  each  other. creases are flattened           
      ~    out,  distances disappear, the  world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly light  falls  on  the  edge  of           
           everything  rather than  the surface: it           
                   all goes completely dark.                  
                                                              
                                                              
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