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             ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"              
                                                              
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           still unknown  to me, other than through           
 ¨            dreams*. apparently made for making             
           holes. they may be dark  and monochrome.          *
                         they may not.                        
                                                              
           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
                                                              
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.      ,    
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
               something organic inside, being                
           corrupted before your  eyes - turning to           
           ash, but  there's no flame. you hold  it        §  
           up  to  your nose,  suck  it  in  with a           
,          sharp  inhale.   exit  to  the  balcony.           
                                                     ,        
           here  on  the fifth  floor, with  a view           
           over  the  parking   lot,  things  start   %       
                 folding into each other, like       *        
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
 ,            becoming flat and adjacent. pressed             
           into each other. creases  are  flattened           
           out, distances  disappear,  the world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly light  falls  on  the  edge  of           
    .      everything rather than  the surface:  it           
                   all goes completely dark.