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,@,@,,@,,@         ,,,,,«£@ dreams @£«,,,,,         ,@,@,@@,@@
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,@,@,,@,,@         internal visionary state         ,@,@,@@,@@
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,@,@,,@,,@            the spirit travels            ,@,@,@@,@@
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,@,@,@@,@@                   ,«,                    ,@,@,,@,,@
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,@,@,@@,@@                  a cost                  ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@                (anecdote)                ,@,@,@@,@@
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,@,@,,@,,@ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@ everything is  completely calm and  dead ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@ slowly   start  to  piece  together   my ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@        consciousness and my body.        ,@,@,@@,@@
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,@,@,,@,,@ then  the  fear  hits  me  and   i  feel ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@   acutely sick. something is «wrong«.    ,@,@,,@,,@
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,@,@,@@,@@ there are circles  and crosses inscribed ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@ all over  my vision, pressing in,  being ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@ almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@    their internal logic changing and     ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@ grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@ language, sentences i  can't hide  from, ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@ forcefully  transcribed in my  mind, and ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@           doing damage there.            ,@,@,@@,@@
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,@,@,,@,,@ then  i  realize  i  can't hear anything ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@      because there's something there     ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@    already, droning everything out, a    ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@         particular microtonality.        ,@,@,@@,@@
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,@,@,,@,,@ my surroundings  are entirely calm. it's ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@             almost mocking.              ,@,@,,@,,@
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,@,@,@@,@@ i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@ escape.  to crawl on the floor searching ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@ relief, such  is my  nature. turning the ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@    lights on does nothing... getting     ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@ does  noting...  but  time  does - after ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@ doubting  anything of  this happened  in ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@             the first place.             ,@,@,,@,,@
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,@,@,@@,@@ my eyes are still  tense though, scared. ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@ i    don't    know    what   to    make. ,@,@,@@,@@
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,@,@,,@,,@              but i'm tired.              ,@,@,@@,@@
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,@,@,@@,@@                 ,,«†«,,                  ,@,@,,@,,@
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,@,@,,@,,@ this can  happen if you  wander too far, ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@ i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@              when dreaming?              ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@ i  imagine a  prick  on the nose, that's ,@,@,,@,,@
,@,@,,@,,@ what these are. like  you do  with a cat ,@,@,@@,@@
,@,@,@@,@@ who comes to close to  your  sandwich... ,@,@,,@,,@
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