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,,=*%£@£##                 ,,%£%,,                  ##£@£%*=,,
,,,=*%£@£#             ,,*££######££*,,             #£@£%*=,,,
,,,,=*%£@£         ,,,,,=£# dreams #£=,,,,,         £@£%*=,,,,
,,,,,=*%£@             ,,*££######££*,,             @£%*=,,,,,
,,,,,,=*%£                  ,,%£%,,                 £%*=,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,=*                   ,,,                    *=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,=                ,%@###@%,                 =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,                   ,,,                    ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,         internal visionary state         ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,=                                          =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=*            the spirit travels            *=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=*%                                          %*=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,=*%£             ,,*££######££*,,             £%*=,,,,,,
,,,,,=*%£@                   ,=,                    @£%*=,,,,,
,,,,=*%£@£                                          £@£%*=,,,,
,,,=*%£@£#                  a cost                  #£@£%*=,,,
,,=*%£@£##                (anecdote)                ##£@£%*=,,
,,,=*%£@£#                                          #£@£%*=,,,
,,,,=*%£@£                    ,,                    £@£%*=,,,,
,,,,,=*%£@                                          @£%*=,,,,,
,,,,,,=*%£ i  wake  suddenly,  and   for  a  second £%*=,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=*% everything  is completely calm and  dead %*=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=* silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i *=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= slowly   start  to  piece   together  my =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,                                          ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, then  the  fear   hits  me  and  i  feel ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,=    acutely sick. something is =wrong=.   =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=*                                          *=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=*%                    ,,                    %*=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,=*%£                                          £%*=,,,,,,
,,,,,=*%£@ there  are circles and crosses inscribed @£%*=,,,,,
,,,,=*%£@£ all over my  vision, pressing in,  being £@£%*=,,,,
,,,=*%£@£# almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, #£@£%*=,,,
,,=*%£@£##    their internal logic changing and     ##£@£%*=,,
,,,=*%£@£# grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like #£@£%*=,,,
,,,,=*%£@£ language, sentences i can't  hide  from, £@£%*=,,,,
,,,,,=*%£@ forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and @£%*=,,,,,
,,,,,,=*%£           doing damage there.            £%*=,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=*%                                          %*=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=* then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything *=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,=     because there's something there      =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,        particular microtonality.         ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,=                                          =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=*                    ,,                    *=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=*%                                          %*=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,=*%£ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's £%*=,,,,,,
,,,,,=*%£@             almost mocking.              @£%*=,,,,,
,,,,=*%£@£                                          £@£%*=,,,,
,,,=*%£@£# i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to #£@£%*=,,,
,,=*%£@£## escape. to  crawl on the floor searching ##£@£%*=,,
,,,=*%£@£# relief, such is  my nature.  turning the #£@£%*=,,,
,,,,=*%£@£     lights on does nothing... getting    £@£%*=,,,,
,,,,,=*%£@  outside does nothing... drinking water  @£%*=,,,,,
,,,,,,=*%£ does  noting... but  time  does -  after £%*=,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=*%     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     %*=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=* doubting  anything  of this happened  in *=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,=             the first place.             =,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, my eyes are still tense  though, scared. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, i    don't    know    what    to   make. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,=                                          =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,=*              but i'm tired.              *=,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=*%                                          %*=,,,,,,,
,,,,,,=*%£                    ,                     £%*=,,,,,,
,,,,,=*%£@                  ,,=*=,,                 @£%*=,,,,,
,,,,=*%£@£                     ,                    £@£%*=,,,,
,,,=*%£@£#                                          #£@£%*=,,,
,,=*%£@£## this  can happen if you wander too  far, ##£@£%*=,,
,,,=*%£@£# i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be so  reckless #£@£%*=,,,
,,,,=*%£@£              when dreaming?              £@£%*=,,,,
,,,,,=*%£@ i  imagine a  prick on the nose,  that's @£%*=,,,,,
,,,,,,=*%£ what these are. like you  do  with a cat £%*=,,,,,,
,,,,,,,=*% who comes to close  to your  sandwich... %*=,,,,,,,
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