¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†                                          †-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†*                                          *†-^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^-†*&                                          &*†-^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^-†*&@                                          @&*†-^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^-†*&@£                                          £@&*†-^¨¨¨
¨¨^-†*&@£@                  ¨¨*£*¨¨                 @£@&*†-^¨¨
¨^-†*&@£@#             ¨^†&£@####@£&†^¨             #@£@&*†-^¨
¨¨^-†*&@£@         ¨¨¨^^-&@ dreams @&-^^¨¨¨         @£@&*†-^¨¨
¨¨¨^-†*&@£             ¨^†&£@####@£&†^¨             £@&*†-^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^-†*&@                  ¨¨*£*¨¨                 @&*†-^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^-†*&                                          &*†-^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†*                    ¨^¨                   *†-^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†                 ¨*@@#@@*¨                †-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-                   ¨^¨                    -^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^                                          ^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨         internal visionary state         ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨            the spirit travels            ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             ¨^†&£@####@£&†^¨             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                   ¨-¨                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^                  a cost                  ^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-                (anecdote)                -^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†                                          †-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†*                    ^^                    *†-^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^-†*&                                          &*†-^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^-†*&@ i  wake   suddenly,  and  for  a  second @&*†-^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^-†*&@£ everything  is completely calm  and dead £@&*†-^¨¨¨
¨¨^-†*&@£@ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i @£@&*†-^¨¨
¨^-†*&@£@# slowly  start   to   piece  together  my #@£@&*†-^¨
¨¨^-†*&@£@        consciousness and my body.        @£@&*†-^¨¨
¨¨¨^-†*&@£                                          £@&*†-^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^-†*&@ then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel @&*†-^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^-†*&    acutely sick. something is -wrong-.   &*†-^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†*                                          *†-^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†                    ¨¨                    †-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-                                          -^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^ there are circles  and crosses inscribed ^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ all over  my  vision, pressing in, being ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     their internal logic changing and    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ language,  sentences i can't  hide from, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨           doing damage there.            ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^                                          ^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^- then  i  realize i  can't hear  anything -^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†     because there's something there      †-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†*    already, droning everything out, a    *†-^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^-†*& rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's &*†-^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^-†*&@         particular microtonality.        @&*†-^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^-†*&@£                                          £@&*†-^¨¨¨
¨¨^-†*&@£@                    ^^                    @£@&*†-^¨¨
¨^-†*&@£@#                                          #@£@&*†-^¨
¨¨^-†*&@£@ my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's @£@&*†-^¨¨
¨¨¨^-†*&@£             almost mocking.              £@&*†-^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^-†*&@                                          @&*†-^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^-†*& i  feel  helpless,  but i  must  try  to &*†-^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†* escape. to crawl on the floor  searching *†-^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-† relief, such  is my nature. turning  the †-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-    lights on does nothing... getting     -^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^  outside does nothing... drinking water  ^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ does noting...  but  time  does -  after ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ doubting  anything  of this happened  in ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             the first place.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ my eyes are still tense though,  scared. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i    don't    know   what    to    make. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^                                          ^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-              but i'm tired.              -^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†                                          †-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†*                     ¨                    *†-^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^-†*&                 ^^-†-^^                  &*†-^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^-†*&@                    ¨                     @&*†-^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^-†*&@£                                          £@&*†-^¨¨¨
¨¨^-†*&@£@ this can happen if  you  wander too far, @£@&*†-^¨¨
¨^-†*&@£@# i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless #@£@&*†-^¨
¨¨^-†*&@£@              when dreaming?              @£@&*†-^¨¨
¨¨¨^-†*&@£ i  imagine  a  prick on the nose, that's £@&*†-^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^-†*&@ what  these are. like you do with a  cat @&*†-^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^-†*& who comes  to close  to your sandwich... &*†-^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†*                                          *†-^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-†                                          †-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-                                          -^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^                                          ^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨