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&,&,&,&,&&             ,,=&@######@&=,,             &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&         ,,,,,-&# DREAMS #&-,,,,,         &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&             ,,=&@######@&=,,             &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                  ,,§@§,,                 &,&,&,&,&,
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&,&,&,&,,&                    ,,,                   &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                 ,§&###&§,                &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                   ,,,                    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&             ,,=&@######@&=,,             &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                   ,-,                    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                  A COST                  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                (ANECDOTE)                &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                    ,,                    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR   A  SECOND &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY  CALM AND DEAD &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& SLOWLY   START  TO  PIECE   TOGETHER  MY &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& THEN   THE  FEAR  HITS  ME  AND  I  FEEL &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&    ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS -WRONG-.   &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                    ,,                    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& THERE ARE  CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& ALL  OVER MY VISION, PRESSING  IN, BEING &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL  THEM SQUIRM, &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND.  IT'S LIKE &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T  HIDE  FROM, &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED  IN  MY MIND, AND &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&           DOING DAMAGE THERE.            &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& THEN I REALIZE  I  CAN'T  HEAR  ANYTHING &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& RAPID  MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN IT'S &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                    ,,                    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY  CALM. IT'S &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&              ALMOST MOCKING.             &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT I  MUST  TRY  TO &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON  THE FLOOR SEARCHING &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& RELIEF, SUCH IS  MY NATURE. TURNING  THE &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& DOES  NOTING... BUT  TIME  DOES -  AFTER &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& DOUBTING ANYTHING  OF  THIS HAPPENED  IN &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&             THE FIRST PLACE.             &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE  THOUGH, SCARED. &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT    TO   MAKE. &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&              BUT I'M TIRED.              &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                     ,                    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                  ,,-=-,,                 &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&                    ,                     &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& THIS CAN  HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER  TOO FAR, &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T BE  SO  RECKLESS &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,&              WHEN DREAMING?              &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& I IMAGINE  A  PRICK ON THE  NOSE, THAT'S &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,,& WHAT  THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH  A CAT &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&,&& WHO COMES  TO CLOSE TO YOUR  SANDWICH... &,&,&,&,&,
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