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§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
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§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ A COST ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ (ANECDOTE) ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
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§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ ,, ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS «WRONG«. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ ¨¨ ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
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§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ ,, ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
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§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ ALMOST MOCKING. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ BUT I'M TIRED. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
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§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ WHEN DREAMING? ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
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