alien  (from  greek  "something  or  the 
 other") - an entity  far  enough removed 
 from  you  that  you  do  not  recognize 
             yourself in it...            
                                          
 (this is  not true by  the way -  you'll 
     always recognize yourself in it)     
                                          
                          
                                          
 an illusion or conspiracy to  remove you 
 from  yourself... on the  other  hand, i 
 very  surely  am the  outside  peeking 
                   in...                  
                                          
 a  novice  at  lizardry   maybe.  but  a 
            lizard nonetheless.           
                                          
                                    
                                          
 you can  percieve yourself (the  entity) 
 as a generalized member of  your speices 
            (if you have one)