i   peed  out  these  large  translucent 
 grape-like  things  this  morning,  only 
 got    a   glimpse    before   i       
 flushed  them  away  (muscle  memory)... 
                                       
 they've been on  my mind ever since.   
    do   they   want   to   communicate? 
 through      the     memory?           
                                      
  maybe the grape stage was  just  a way 
 for them  to  get in  my mind, the  real 
 destination.      they certainly will 
 not                                leave