,,,«††¤¤## ##¤¤††«,,,
,:«††¤#### ####¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ###¤¤††«:,
,:«««†††¤# #¤†††«««:,
,,,,:«†¤## ,,†#†,, ##¤†«:,,,,
,:«††¤¤### ,:†¤########¤†:, ###¤¤††«:,
,:«†††¤¤## ,,,::«¤# dreams #¤«::,,, ##¤¤†††«:,
,:«††¤¤¤¤# ,:†¤########¤†:, #¤¤¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ,,†#†,, ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ,:, ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ,†¤###¤†, ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ,:, ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### internal visionary state ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,,,««†¤ ¤†««,,,,,,
,,,,,:†¤## the spirit travels ##¤†:,,,,,
,:«††¤¤### ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,:«««†¤ ,:†¤########¤†:, ¤†«««:,,,,
,:«††¤¤### ,«, ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,:††¤## ##¤††:,,,,
,,:«««††¤# a cost #¤††«««:,,
,:«††¤#### (anecdote) ####¤††«:,
,,,,,,«††¤ ¤††«,,,,,,
,::::†¤¤¤# :: #¤¤¤†::::,
,,,«†††¤¤# #¤¤†††«,,,
,:«††¤¤### i wake suddenly, and for a second ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,,:††¤# everything is completely calm and dead #¤††:,,,,,
,:««††¤¤¤# silent. it's dark, and warm, and i #¤¤¤††««:,
,:«††¤¤### slowly start to piece together my ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤#### consciousness and my body. ####¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### then the fear hits me and i feel ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††††¤¤¤ acutely sick. something is «wrong«. ¤¤¤††††«:,
,,,:««†¤¤# #¤¤†««:,,,
,:«††¤¤¤¤# ,, #¤¤¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ###¤¤††«:,
,,,:::††¤# there are circles and crosses inscribed #¤††:::,,,
,:«††¤¤### all over my vision, pressing in, being ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,:««†¤# almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, #¤†««:,,,,
,,,,,«†¤¤# their internal logic changing and #¤¤†«,,,,,
,:«††¤¤### grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### language, sentences i can't hide from, ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤#### forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ####¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### doing damage there. ###¤¤††«:,
,,,:«††¤¤¤ ¤¤¤††«:,,,
,,,,,:††¤# then i realize i can't hear anything #¤††:,,,,,
,:«††¤¤### because there's something there ###¤¤††«:,
,,,:«†††¤# already, droning everything out, a #¤†††«:,,,
,:«††¤¤### rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤#### particular microtonality. ####¤††«:,
,,,,::««†¤ ¤†««::,,,,
,:«††¤¤### :: ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,:«†¤¤# #¤¤†«:,,,,
,,,,««†¤¤# my surroundings are entirely calm. it's #¤¤†««,,,,
,:«††¤¤### almost mocking. ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,,:††¤¤ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¤¤††:,,,,,
,:«††¤¤### escape. to crawl on the floor searching ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,«†¤¤## relief, such is my nature. turning the ##¤¤†«,,,,
,:«††¤¤¤## lights on does nothing... getting ##¤¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### outside does nothing... drinking water ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,,«†††¤ does noting... but time does - after ¤†††«,,,,,
,:«†¤¤#### thirty seconds i'm normal again, ####¤¤†«:,
,:«††¤¤### doubting anything of this happened in ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### the first place. ###¤¤††«:,
,:::««††¤# #¤††««:::,
,:«††¤¤¤¤# my eyes are still tense though, scared. #¤¤¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### i don't know what to make. ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤¤¤# #¤¤¤¤††«:,
,,,:†††¤¤¤ but i'm tired. ¤¤¤†††:,,,
,:«««««†¤¤ ¤¤†«««««:,
,,,,,«†¤¤¤ , ¤¤¤†«,,,,,
,,,,,:†¤¤# ::«†«:: #¤¤†:,,,,,
,:«††¤¤### , ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### this can happen if you wander too far, ###¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,,«†¤## when dreaming? ##¤†«,,,,,
,:«††¤¤¤¤# i imagine a prick on the nose, that's #¤¤¤¤††«:,
,:«††¤¤### what these are. like you do with a cat ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,::«†¤# who comes to close to your sandwich... #¤†«::,,,,
,,,::††¤¤# #¤¤††::,,,
,:«††¤¤### ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,:†††¤# #¤†††:,,,,
,,,«««†¤## ##¤†«««,,,
,:«††¤¤### ###¤¤††«:,
,,,,::†¤¤# #¤¤†::,,,,