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§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ A COST ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ (ANECDOTE) ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ ^^ ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS »WRONG». ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ ¨¨ ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ ^^ ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ ALMOST MOCKING. ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ BUT I'M TIRED. ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
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§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ WHEN DREAMING? ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨¨§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§¨§¨§¨§¨§§ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
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