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,:~;*%@@## ##@@%*;~:,
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,:~;*%@@## ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@@@ ,,*@*,, @@@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@@@ ,:;%@######@%;:, @@@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## ,,,::~%# DREAMS #%~::,,, ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*@@### ,:;%@######@%;:, ###@@*;~:,
,:~;*%@@@# ,,*@*,, #@@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@### ###@%*;~:,
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,:~;*%@@## ,*@###@*, ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@@# ,:, #@@@%*;~:,
,,,,,,:;*@ @*;:,,,,,,
,:~;*%@### INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ###@%*;~:,
,,,,,:;%@@ @@%;:,,,,,
,,,~~*%@@@ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS @@@%*~~,,,
,:~;*%@@@# #@@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@@# ,:;%@######@%;:, #@@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@### ,~, ###@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;**%@@@ A COST @@@%**;~:,
,:~;*%@@## (ANECDOTE) ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## :: ##@@%*;~:,
,,,,,~;%%@ @%%;~,,,,,
,,:~;;;**@ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND @**;;;~:,,
,:~;;;;*@@ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD @@*;;;;~:,
,:~;*%@@## SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ##@@%*;~:,
,,,:~;***@ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. @***;~:,,,
,:~;**%%%@ @%%%**;~:,
,:~;*****@ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL @*****;~:,
,,,,,:;%%@ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~. @%%;:,,,,,
,:~;*%@@@@ @@@@%*;~:,
,,,:;;%@@# ,, #@@%;;:,,,
,:~;*%@@## ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ##@@%*;~:,
,,:::;*@@# ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING #@@*;:::,,
,:~;*%@@## ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@@@ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE @@@@%*;~:,
,:~~;;%%@@ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, @@%%;;~~:,
,,,,,,:;*@ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND @*;:,,,,,,
,:~;*%@### DOING DAMAGE THERE. ###@%*;~:,
,,,,:~~~*@ @*~~~:,,,,
,:~;*%@@## THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ##@@%*;~:,
,,,,~;*@@@ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE @@@*;~,,,,
,:~;*%@@## ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@### RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ###@%*;~:,
,:~;*@@### PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ###@@*;~:,
,:~;*%%%@# #@%%%*;~:,
,:~;*%@### :: ###@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@@@ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S @@@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## ALMOST MOCKING. ##@@%*;~:,
,,,,,:;;%@ @%;;:,,,,,
,,,,~*%@@@ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO @@@%*~,,,,
,:~;*%@@## ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ##@@%*;~:,
,,,,:;;%%@ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE @%%;;:,,,,
,:~;*%@@## LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*@@### OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ###@@*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ##@@%*;~:,
,,,,~~;;*@ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, @*;;~~,,,,
,,,,~;;*@@ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN @@*;;~,,,,
,,:~;**%@@ THE FIRST PLACE. @@%**;~:,,
,:~;*%%%@@ @@%%%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ##@@%*;~:,
,,,::;;*%@ @%*;;::,,,
,:~;*%@@## BUT I'M TIRED. ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## ##@@%*;~:,
,,,,,,~*%@ , @%*~,,,,,,
,,,,~~;**@ ::~;~:: @**;~~,,,,
,,,::;***@ , @***;::,,,
,:~;****@@ @@****;~:,
,:~;****%@ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, @%****;~:,
,,,,,:~*%@ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS @%*~:,,,,,
,:~;;;*@@@ WHEN DREAMING? @@@*;;;~:,
,:~;*%@@## I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ##@@%*;~:,
,,,,::;*%@ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... @%*;::,,,,
,:~;*%@@## ##@@%*;~:,
,,,,,,~*@@ @@*~,,,,,,
,:~;*%@@## ##@@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@### ###@%*;~:,
,:~;*%@@## ##@@%*;~:,
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