some kind of fever dream where      
 everything is politics and a  gun  fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that  deal damage  to 
 ourselves, or no damage,  according to a 
 weird  system  i  never  understand, and 
 the  whole  dream is  about wanting to 
 understand,  it's very pressing,  it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand