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.@@@..@.@@ animal. thats how it starts, @@@..@....
.@.@@...@@ «,. with the dream, .,« @.@@..@...
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..@@@..@.. to be falling into the water, the @....@.@@.
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...@.@@... ///////////////////// ///////////// .....@..@.
.....@@@.. it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ......@..@
@....@.@@. slow... graceful... but then it gets .......@..
.@.....@@@ too much and you faint. ........@.
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@..@.....@ ///////////// (you will feel very close @.........
.@..@....@ to nature) @@........
..@..@.... /#,,/«,,,,«,«««««««««««««««/////// @@@.......
...@..@... ///////////// (you will feel very close @.@@......
....@..@.. to the beast that is everything) ..@@@.....
.....@..@. /#,,/«,,,,«,«««««««««««««««/////// ..@.@@....
......@..@ ///////////// (only through its help) ....@@@...
.......@.. /#,,/«,,,,«,«««««««««««««««// (very ....@.@@..
........@. hard to get here without the aid of the @.....@@@.
.........@ beast) /// (state where the human is @@....@.@@
@......... submerged in the animal) /// // @@@.....@@
@@........ (becoming the animal) /// (forget @.@@....@.
@@@....... everything else) /// // (my soul is the ..@@@.....
@.@@...... beast's soul) /// (a sludgy sense of ..@.@@....
..@@@..... satisfaction. it's good) /// (it's @...@@@...
..@.@@.... good) /// // (breathing heavily) /// .@..@.@@..
....@@@... /// // (the two souls will move ..@...@@@.
....@.@@.. together) /// (merge and dissolve) /// ...@..@.@@
@.....@@@. (collective body) /// (rearranged and @...@...@@
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