SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF  ME  AND I  KNOW 
 THIS  BECAUSE  OF   HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS ON  MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING AGAIN. THIS  IS ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY  IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE  SPOTS  AND TO GIVE ME AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER  ALL MY WILLPOWER, AND SET 
 IT  ABLAZE   ALL  AT   ONCE,  THE   MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.