all i want  is eternal bliss?   all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i   want  is  to  be 
 strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter   snakes,  ground   snakes 
   i'm on  an  astral plane,  slowly 
 sinking into the  earth's embrace   
 the  snakes  like  waves  over  me  
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids  closing   all i 
 want  is to  be strapped to a chair, and 
 have wolf blood forcibly  pumped into me 
  i want  to be healed  by  an angel 
 or                a                demon