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####,#,,## silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,##,#,,,##
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#,###,,,,# then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ###,,###,,
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,########, grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ,#,##,##,#
#,,,,,,,## language,  sentences i can't  hide from, ###,##,###
#,,,,,,#,# forcefully  transcribed  in my mind, and ,,##,##,,,
#,,,,,####            doing damage there.           ,#,##,#,,#
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#,,,##,,,, then  i realize  i can't  hear  anything ,,##,,####
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,,##,,,,#, i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to #,##,#,##,
,#,#,,,### escape. to crawl on  the floor searching ##,####,#,
####,,#,,# relief, such is my  nature.  turning the ,##,,,###,
,,,#,##,##    lights on does nothing... getting     #,#,,#,,##
,,###,##,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ###,##,#,#
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###,,,#,## what these are. like you do  with  a cat ##,,####,#
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