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^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i wake suddenly, and for a second ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^
«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ everything is completely calm and dead ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«
~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ slowly start to piece together my ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«
^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ consciousness and my body. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^
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%†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ then the fear hits me and i feel ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†%
#%†^«~¨¨¨¨ acutely sick. something is «wrong«. ¨¨¨¨~«^†%#
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#@#%†^«~¨¨ there are circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨~«^†%#@#
@#%†^«~¨¨¨ all over my vision, pressing in, being ¨¨¨~«^†%#@
#%†^«~¨¨¨¨ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨¨¨¨~«^†%#
%†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ their internal logic changing and ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†%
†^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^†
^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ language, sentences i can't hide from, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^
«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«
~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ doing damage there. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
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^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ then i realize i can't hear anything ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^
†^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨ because there's something there ¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^†
%†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ already, droning everything out, a ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†%
#%†^«~¨¨¨¨ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¨¨¨¨~«^†%#
@#%†^«~¨¨¨ particular microtonality. ¨¨¨~«^†%#@
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#%†^«~¨¨¨¨ almost mocking. ¨¨¨¨~«^†%#
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†^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^†
^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ escape. to crawl on the floor searching ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^
«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ relief, such is my nature. turning the ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«
~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ lights on does nothing... getting ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ outside does nothing... drinking water ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«
^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ does noting... but time does - after ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^
†^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨ thirty seconds i'm normal again, ¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^†
%†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ doubting anything of this happened in ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†%
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#@#%†^«~¨¨ my eyes are still tense though, scared. ¨¨~«^†%#@#
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@#%†^«~¨¨¨ but i'm tired. ¨¨¨~«^†%#@
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~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ this can happen if you wander too far, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«
^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ when dreaming? ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^
†^«~¨¨¨¨¨¨ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ¨¨¨¨¨¨~«^†
%†^«~¨¨¨¨¨ what these are. like you do with a cat ¨¨¨¨¨~«^†%
#%†^«~¨¨¨¨ who comes to close to your sandwich... ¨¨¨¨~«^†%#
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