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,~=****%#£ ,~*%£@####@£%*~, £#%****=~,
,~=*****## ,,,~~=%@ dreams @%=~~,,, ##*****=~,
,~=**%#£@@ ,~*%£@####@£%*~, @@£#%**=~,
,~=**%£@## ,,*£*,, ##@£%**=~,
,,,,,~***# #***~,,,,,
,~=**%#£@# ,~, #@£#%**=~,
,,,~***%#@ ,*#@#@#*, @#%***~,,,
,,,,=*%%%£ ,~, £%%%*=,,,,
,~=**%#### ####%**=~,
,~=**%#£## internal visionary state ##£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# #@£#%**=~,
,,,,,~~**# the spirit travels #**~~,,,,,
,~=**%#£@# #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# ,~*%£@####@£%*~, #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# ,=, #@£#%**=~,
,,,,,==*%£ £%*==,,,,,
,~=**%#£## a cost ##£#%**=~,
,~=**%#@## (anecdote) ##@#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# ~~ #@£#%**=~,
,~=****%## ##%****=~,
,,,,~=**#@ i wake suddenly, and for a second @#**=~,,,,
,~=**%#£@# everything is completely calm and dead #@£#%**=~,
,~=*****%£ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i £%*****=~,
,~=**%#£@# slowly start to piece together my #@£#%**=~,
,~=====*%£ consciousness and my body. £%*=====~,
,~=**#£@## ##@£#**=~,
,~=**%£@## then the fear hits me and i feel ##@£%**=~,
,~=**%#£@@ acutely sick. something is =wrong=. @@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£## ,, ##£#%**=~,
,~=**%#££@ @££#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# there are circles and crosses inscribed #@£#%**=~,
,~=***%#£@ all over my vision, pressing in, being @£#%***=~,
,~=**%#£## almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ##£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@@ their internal logic changing and @@£#%**=~,
,~~~**%%££ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ££%%**~~~,
,~=**%#£@# language, sentences i can't hide from, #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%###£ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and £###%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# doing damage there. #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@@ @@£#%**=~,
,,,,~===*# then i realize i can't hear anything #*===~,,,,
,,,,,,~=*# because there's something there #*=~,,,,,,
,,,,,~**%£ already, droning everything out, a £%**~,,,,,
,~=**%#£@@ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's @@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# particular microtonality. #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#££@ @££#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@@ ~~ @@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@@ @@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# my surroundings are entirely calm. it's #@£#%**=~,
,,,,,~***# almost mocking. #***~,,,,,
,~=**%#£@# #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%%#£@ i feel helpless, but i must try to @£#%%**=~,
,,,,~~*%£@ escape. to crawl on the floor searching @£%*~~,,,,
,,,,~~**%£ relief, such is my nature. turning the £%**~~,,,,
,,,,,,,=*# lights on does nothing... getting #*=,,,,,,,
,~=**%#£@# outside does nothing... drinking water #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# does noting... but time does - after #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# thirty seconds i'm normal again, #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# doubting anything of this happened in #@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@@ the first place. @@£#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@@ @@£#%**=~,
,,,,,===*# my eyes are still tense though, scared. #*===,,,,,
,~=**%#£@# i don't know what to make. #@£#%**=~,
,~=***%##£ £##%***=~,
,~=**%#£@# but i'm tired. #@£#%**=~,
,,,,,=*#£@ @£#*=,,,,,
,~=**%#£## , ##£#%**=~,
,,~~=***#@ ~~=*=~~ @#***=~~,,
,~=**%#£@@ , @@£#%**=~,
,~=**%##££ ££##%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# this can happen if you wander too far, #@£#%**=~,
,,,,,=*%#£ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless £#%*=,,,,,
,~=**%#£@# when dreaming? #@£#%**=~,
,~=****%%# i imagine a prick on the nose, that's #%%****=~,
,~=**%#£## what these are. like you do with a cat ##£#%**=~,
,~=**%#@## who comes to close to your sandwich... ##@#%**=~,
,~=**%#£@# #@£#%**=~,
,,,,,,=*%£ £%*=,,,,,,
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