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¨§§§§¨§¨§¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨§§
§¨¨¨§§§§§¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨¨§§§¨§§¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§§¨ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨¨§¨¨§§¨§§
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¨§§§¨§§§§§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §¨§§§§¨§¨§
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¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§§§§¨¨¨§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨§¨§§§§§§¨
§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨§§¨§§§§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨§¨§§¨¨¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§§§§¨§¨¨§¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §¨§¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨¨§§§¨§§¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §§§¨§¨§¨§¨
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¨§§¨§¨§§§¨ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨§§§§¨¨§¨ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
§§¨¨¨§¨§§§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§§
¨§¨¨§§§¨¨¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
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¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨§ ALMOST MOCKING. ¨§§¨§§§¨§¨
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§§¨§¨¨¨¨§¨ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨§§§§§¨§§¨
¨§§§¨¨¨§§§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §¨¨¨¨§§¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §¨¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§§¨§§¨§¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §¨¨§§§¨§§¨
§§¨§§¨§§§¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §¨§¨¨§§¨§§
¨§§¨§§¨¨§§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §§§¨§¨§§¨¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨¨§§§§¨§¨¨
§§¨§§§§§§¨ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨§¨¨¨§§§¨§
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§§§¨¨¨§¨¨§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §§§¨§§§§§§
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§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¨¨§§§¨¨§§¨
§¨¨¨¨¨§§§§ WHEN DREAMING? ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S §§¨§§§§§¨¨
§¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨§¨§§§ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §¨§¨¨¨§§§¨
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