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=»~,,,,,,, INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ,,,,,,,~»=
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~,,,,,,,,, THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ,,,,,,,,,~
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~,,,,,,,,, I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ,,,,,,,,,~
»~,,,,,,,, EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ,,,,,,,,~»
=»~,,,,,,, SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ,,,,,,,~»=
$=»~,,,,,, SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ,,,,,,~»=$
*$=»~,,,,, CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ,,,,,~»=$*
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§*$=»~,,,, THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ,,,,~»=$*§
*$=»~,,,,, ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ,,,,,~»=$*
$=»~,,,,,, ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ,,,,,,~»=$
=»~,,,,,,, THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ,,,,,,,~»=
»~,,,,,,,, GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ,,,,,,,,~»
~,,,,,,,,, LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ,,,,,,,,,~
,,,,,,,,,, FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, DOING DAMAGE THERE. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ,,,,,,,,,,
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=»~,,,,,,, MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ,,,,,,,~»=
$=»~,,,,,, ALMOST MOCKING. ,,,,,,~»=$
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§*$=»~,,,, I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO ,,,,~»=$*§
@§*$=»~,,, ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ,,,~»=$*§@
#@§*$=»~,, RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ,,~»=$*§@#
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#@§*$=»~,, OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ,,~»=$*§@#
@§*$=»~,,, DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ,,,~»=$*§@
§*$=»~,,,, THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ,,,,~»=$*§
*$=»~,,,,, DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ,,,,,~»=$*
$=»~,,,,,, THE FIRST PLACE. ,,,,,,~»=$
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»~,,,,,,,, MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ,,,,,,,,~»
~,,,,,,,,, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ,,,,,,,,,~
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,,,,,,,,,, BUT I'M TIRED. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ,,,,,,,,,,
~,,,,,,,,, WHEN DREAMING? ,,,,,,,,,~
»~,,,,,,,, I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ,,,,,,,,~»
=»~,,,,,,, WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ,,,,,,,~»=
$=»~,,,,,, WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ,,,,,,~»=$
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