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#@@¤%**«.¨ ¨¨¨..«%@ dreams @%«..¨¨¨ ¨.«**%¤@@#
@¤*****«.¨ ¨.*%@@####@@%*.¨ ¨.«*****¤@
@@@¤%**«.¨ ¨¨*@*¨¨ ¨.«**%¤@@@
#@@¤%**«.¨ ¨.«**%¤@@#
#@@¤%**«.¨ ¨.¨ ¨.«**%¤@@#
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@@@¤%**«.¨ internal visionary state ¨.«**%¤@@@
¤¤***«¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨«***¤¤
##@@%**«.¨ the spirit travels ¨.«**%@@##
##@@%**«.¨ ¨.«**%@@##
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#@@¤%**«.¨ a cost ¨.«**%¤@@#
@%**«¨¨¨¨¨ (anecdote) ¨¨¨¨¨«**%@
##@@¤%*«.¨ ¨.«*%¤@@##
@¤¤***.¨¨¨ .. ¨¨¨.***¤¤@
#@@¤%**«.¨ ¨.«**%¤@@#
@%%*«¨¨¨¨¨ i wake suddenly, and for a second ¨¨¨¨¨«*%%@
#@@¤%**«.¨ everything is completely calm and dead ¨.«**%¤@@#
@¤¤****«.¨ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¨.«****¤¤@
@¤*«¨¨¨¨¨¨ slowly start to piece together my ¨¨¨¨¨¨«*¤@
¤¤¤**«¨¨¨¨ consciousness and my body. ¨¨¨¨«**¤¤¤
@@@¤%**«.¨ ¨.«**%¤@@@
@%*..¨¨¨¨¨ then the fear hits me and i feel ¨¨¨¨¨..*%@
@@%***«.¨¨ acutely sick. something is «wrong«. ¨¨.«***%@@
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@¤%%*««¨¨¨ there are circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨¨««*%%¤@
##@@¤%*«.¨ all over my vision, pressing in, being ¨.«*%¤@@##
@@@¤%**«.¨ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨.«**%¤@@@
@¤¤***««.¨ their internal logic changing and ¨.««***¤¤@
##@¤%**«.¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ¨.«**%¤@##
@¤%***«.¨¨ language, sentences i can't hide from, ¨¨.«***%¤@
#@@¤%**«.¨ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ¨.«**%¤@@#
@@%***««.¨ doing damage there. ¨.««***%@@
@@%*«.¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨.«*%@@
@@@¤%**«.¨ then i realize i can't hear anything ¨.«**%¤@@@
@¤**«.¨¨¨¨ because there's something there ¨¨¨¨.«**¤@
@%**«««.¨¨ already, droning everything out, a ¨¨.«««**%@
¤¤%**««¨¨¨ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¨¨¨««**%¤¤
##@@%**«.¨ particular microtonality. ¨.«**%@@##
##@¤%**«.¨ ¨.«**%¤@##
@¤%*«¨¨¨¨¨ .. ¨¨¨¨¨«*%¤@
@¤%%%**«.¨ ¨.«**%%%¤@
#@@¤%**«.¨ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨.«**%¤@@#
@@@¤%**«.¨ almost mocking. ¨.«**%¤@@@
@@@¤%**«.¨ ¨.«**%¤@@@
@¤%*«¨¨¨¨¨ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¨¨¨¨¨«*%¤@
##@@%**«.¨ escape. to crawl on the floor searching ¨.«**%@@##
¤¤%*««««.¨ relief, such is my nature. turning the ¨.««««*%¤¤
¤%**««.¨¨¨ lights on does nothing... getting ¨¨¨.««**%¤
##@¤%**«.¨ outside does nothing... drinking water ¨.«**%¤@##
##@¤%**«.¨ does noting... but time does - after ¨.«**%¤@##
¤****«...¨ thirty seconds i'm normal again, ¨...«****¤
#@@¤%**«.¨ doubting anything of this happened in ¨.«**%¤@@#
@¤*****«.¨ the first place. ¨.«*****¤@
@¤¤¤%**«.¨ ¨.«**%¤¤¤@
#@@¤%**«.¨ my eyes are still tense though, scared. ¨.«**%¤@@#
@@@¤%**«.¨ i don't know what to make. ¨.«**%¤@@@
@@@¤%**«.¨ ¨.«**%¤@@@
@@@¤%**«.¨ but i'm tired. ¨.«**%¤@@@
@@@¤%**«.¨ ¨.«**%¤@@@
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@¤¤****«.¨ ¨.«****¤¤@
@¤¤****«.¨ this can happen if you wander too far, ¨.«****¤¤@
#@@¤%**«.¨ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ¨.«**%¤@@#
#@@¤%**«.¨ when dreaming? ¨.«**%¤@@#
¤%***.¨¨¨¨ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ¨¨¨¨.***%¤
@%***«..¨¨ what these are. like you do with a cat ¨¨..«***%@
#@@¤%**«.¨ who comes to close to your sandwich... ¨.«**%¤@@#
@@%*.¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨.*%@@
#@@¤%**«.¨ ¨.«**%¤@@#
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