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##¶§§†^«^¨ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¨^«^†§§¶##
§§§§§†^«^¨ slowly start to piece together my ¨^«^†§§§§§
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##¶§§†^«^¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ¨^«^†§§¶##
#¶§^^^¨¨¨¨ language, sentences i can't hide from, ¨¨¨¨^^^§¶#
¶§††«¨¨¨¨¨ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ¨¨¨¨¨«††§¶
#§†««««¨¨¨ doing damage there. ¨¨¨««««†§#
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#§§§†^«¨¨¨ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¨¨¨«^†§§§#
#¶¶§§†^«^¨ particular microtonality. ¨^«^†§§¶¶#
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##¶§§†^«^¨ almost mocking. ¨^«^†§§¶##
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##¶§§†^«^¨ escape. to crawl on the floor searching ¨^«^†§§¶##
¶¶¶§§†^«^¨ relief, such is my nature. turning the ¨^«^†§§¶¶¶
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###§§†^«^¨ outside does nothing... drinking water ¨^«^†§§###
##¶§§†^«^¨ does noting... but time does - after ¨^«^†§§¶##
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##¶§§†^«^¨ doubting anything of this happened in ¨^«^†§§¶##
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#¶¶§§†^«^¨ i don't know what to make. ¨^«^†§§¶¶#
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##¶§§†^«^¨ when dreaming? ¨^«^†§§¶##
#§§§††^«^¨ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ¨^«^††§§§#
#¶§^^¨¨¨¨¨ what these are. like you do with a cat ¨¨¨¨¨^^§¶#
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