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&,&,&,&&,&                  ,,^#^,,                 &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,             ,-=$#@####@#$=-,             &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&         ,,,--=$@ DREAMS @$=--,,,         &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,             ,-=$#@####@#$=-,             &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                 ,,^#^,,                  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                    ,-,                   &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                 ,^&@#@&^,                &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                   ,-,                    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&             ,-=$#@####@#$=-,             &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                    ,=,                   &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                  A COST                  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                (ANECDOTE)                &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                    --                    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& I   WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A  SECOND &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY  CALM AND  DEAD &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, SLOWLY  START  TO  PIECE   TOGETHER   MY &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& THEN  THE   FEAR  HITS  ME  AND  I  FEEL &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,    ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS =WRONG=.   &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                    ,,                    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, THERE  ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& ALL OVER  MY VISION, PRESSING IN,  BEING &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, ALMOST HOSTILE. I  CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, GRINDING  TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& LANGUAGE, SENTENCES  I CAN'T  HIDE FROM, &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, FORCEFULLY  TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND,  AND &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& THEN  I  REALIZE I  CAN'T  HEAR ANYTHING &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,     BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE      &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, RAPID  MELODY,  ALMOST CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                    --                    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM.  IT'S &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,             ALMOST MOCKING.              &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I MUST  TRY  TO &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR  SEARCHING &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, RELIEF, SUCH  IS MY NATURE. TURNING  THE &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& DOES  NOTING...  BUT TIME DOES  -  AFTER &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& DOUBTING ANYTHING  OF  THIS HAPPENED  IN &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,             THE FIRST PLACE.             &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, MY EYES ARE  STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& I    DON'T   KNOW    WHAT    TO    MAKE. &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&              BUT I'M TIRED.              &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                    ,                     &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,,                 --===--                  &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&                     ,                    &,&,&,&,&,
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&,&,&,&&,& THIS CAN HAPPEN  IF YOU WANDER TOO  FAR, &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T  BE  SO RECKLESS &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,&              WHEN DREAMING?              &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, I IMAGINE A PRICK  ON  THE  NOSE, THAT'S &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,&&,& WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU  DO WITH A  CAT &,&,&,&,&,
&,&,&,,&,, WHO COMES  TO CLOSE TO  YOUR SANDWICH... &,&,&,&,&,
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