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¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §§§§¨¨¨§¨§
¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨¨¨§¨¨§§§§
¨¨§§§§§§§§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨§
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨§¨§§§¨¨§§
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¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨¨§¨§§§§§¨
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¨¨§¨¨¨§§§§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §¨¨¨§§¨¨§§
¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨§§¨¨§§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §¨§§§§§§§§
§§§§¨§¨§¨§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§§§§¨ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
¨§§¨¨¨¨§§¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
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§§§¨¨§§§¨§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§¨¨§§¨ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §§¨¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§§§§¨§¨§¨ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨§¨§¨§¨¨§§
§¨¨¨§§§§§¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §§§§§§¨§¨§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨¨¨¨¨§§§§¨
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§¨§¨§§§¨§¨ ALMOST MOCKING. §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
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¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§§ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §¨¨§§§§¨§¨
¨¨§§§§¨§¨¨ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §¨§¨¨¨§§§¨
¨§¨¨¨§§§¨¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §§§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¨¨§¨§§¨§§¨
¨§¨§§¨§§¨¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨§§§¨§§¨§§
§§§¨§§¨§¨§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §¨¨§§¨§§¨§
¨¨§§¨§§§§¨ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §¨§¨§§¨§§¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨§¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §§§§¨§§¨§¨
§§§¨§¨¨§§§ THE FIRST PLACE. ¨¨¨§§¨§§§¨
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¨§¨¨§§§¨¨¨ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§§§¨§¨§¨§
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¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §¨§§§§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§§§¨ WHEN DREAMING? §§¨¨¨§§¨§¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨§¨¨§¨§§§¨
¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §§¨§§§¨¨§¨
¨§¨§¨¨§§¨§ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨§§¨¨§¨§§¨
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