stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out