stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out