stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out