stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out