stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out