stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out