stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point  a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out