jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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,,,~~~***& &***~~~,,,
,,,~;**$&& &&$**;~,,,
,~~;*$&&&# i felt the all too familiar #&&&$*;~~,
,,,,~~;;$& constriction of everything, the &$;;~~,,,,
,~~;;;$$## vividness of sound and colors, and the ##$$;;;~~,
,~~;*$&### narrowed attention span. ###&$*;~~,
,,,~;;*$&# #&$*;;~,,,
,~~;*$&### here it comes, i thought. ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### some birds tweeted and the sound ###&$*;~~,
,,,,,~~*$# reverberated in my head, seemingly #$*~~,,,,,
,~~~;**$&# "behind" all other sound, like when you #&$**;~~~,
,~~;*$&&## daydream and see what you imagine ##&&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### clearer than what you look at. ###&$*;~~,
,~~;***$$# #$$***;~~,
,~~;*$&### as i walked toward my bike i noticed ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### that there was a strange humming sound ###&$*;~~,
,,,~;;*&&# going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like #&&*;;~,,,
,,,,,~;;$& monotone thing coming from seemingly &$;;~,,,,,
,,,,~~~*$# all directions, acting as a backdrop #$*~~~,,,,
,,,,~~*$&& for all other sound. &&$*~~,,,,
,~~~;;;*$& &$*;;;~~~,
,,,~~;;**& as i rode toward my house i understood &**;;~~,,,
,~~;*$&### that this hum was in the other "sound ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### space" as well. ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### ###&$*;~~,
,,,~;;*$$# (i recorded myself singing in tune with #$$*;;~,,,
,~~;*$&### the sound, so i could find it on the ###&$*;~~,
,,,~~~*$$# piano later. it was a g sharp). #$$*~~~,,,
,~~;*$&&&# #&&&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### ###&$*;~~,
,,,,,~;*$# #$*;~,,,,,
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,~~;*$&### things lost all sense of proportion; ###&$*;~~,
,,,~;**$## when i looked at them they would fill ##$**;~,,,
,,,,~~~*&# my entire vision, and without anything #&*~~~,,,,
,~~~~;$$$# changing visually they would oscillate #$$$;~~~~,
,~~;*$&### between being percieved as very small ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### or enourmously big. ###&$*;~~,
,,,~~~;;$# #$;;~~~,,,
,,~~~;*$$# in the middle of the day in a forest #$$*;~~~,,
,,,~;*$$$& with nobody around, i got struck by &$$$*;~,,,
,~~;*$&### fear and climbed a great height. my ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### inner organs were tugged by a second ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### gravity. this made me feel very ill, ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### but it lessened if i complied and ###&$*;~~,
,,,,,,~;*& lunged my body in the felt direction. &*;~,,,,,,
,,,,,~;;$& &$;;~,,,,,
,~~;*$&### this is when i found a dark orb ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&### ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&&## ##&&$*;~~,