jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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£%=~^..... i felt the all too familiar .....^~=%£
@£%=~^.... constriction of everything, the ....^~=%£@
@@£%=~^... vividness of sound and colors, and the ...^~=%£@@
#@@£%=~^.. narrowed attention span. ..^~=%£@@#
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#@@£%=~^.. here it comes, i thought. ..^~=%£@@#
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@£%=~^.... some birds tweeted and the sound ....^~=%£@
£%=~^..... reverberated in my head, seemingly .....^~=%£
%=~^...... "behind" all other sound, like when you ......^~=%
=~^....... daydream and see what you imagine .......^~=
~^........ clearer than what you look at. ........^~
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%=~^...... as i walked toward my bike i noticed ......^~=%
£%=~^..... that there was a strange humming sound .....^~=%£
@£%=~^.... going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like ....^~=%£@
@@£%=~^... monotone thing coming from seemingly ...^~=%£@@
#@@£%=~^.. all directions, acting as a backdrop ..^~=%£@@#
##@@£%=~^. for all other sound. .^~=%£@@##
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@@£%=~^... as i rode toward my house i understood ...^~=%£@@
@£%=~^.... that this hum was in the other "sound ....^~=%£@
£%=~^..... space" as well. .....^~=%£
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=~^....... (i recorded myself singing in tune with .......^~=
~^........ the sound, so i could find it on the ........^~
=~^....... piano later. it was a g sharp). .......^~=
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@£==~~.... things lost all sense of proportion; ....~~==£@
##@@£%=~^. when i looked at them they would fill .^~=%£@@##
@£%~^..... my entire vision, and without anything .....^~%£@
###@@£%~^. changing visually they would oscillate .^~%£@@###
@@@@£%=~^. between being percieved as very small .^~=%£@@@@
##@@£%=~^. or enourmously big. .^~=%£@@##
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##@@£%=~^. in the middle of the day in a forest .^~=%£@@##
@££%~~^^.. with nobody around, i got struck by ..^^~~%££@
@@£=~^^... fear and climbed a great height. my ...^^~=£@@
##@@£%=~^. inner organs were tugged by a second .^~=%£@@##
@££££%=~^. gravity. this made me feel very ill, .^~=%££££@
@£%~~^^... but it lessened if i complied and ...^^~~%£@
@@£%=^.... lunged my body in the felt direction. ....^=%£@@
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#@££%=^... this is when i found a dark orb ...^=%££@#
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