jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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,,,~;**$&& &&$**;~,,,
,~~;*$&& i felt the all too familiar #&&&$*;~~,
,,,,~~;;$& constriction of everything, the &$;;~~,,,,
,~~;;;$$## vividness of sound and colors, and the ##$$;;;~~,
,~~;*$## narrowed attention span. ###&$*;~~,
,,,~;;*$ #&$*;;~,,,
,~~;*$## here it comes, i thought. ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## some birds tweeted and the sound ###&$*;~~,
,,,,,~~*$# reverberated in my head, seemingly #$*~~,,,,,
,~~~;**$ "behind" all other sound, like when you #&$**;~~~,
,~~;*$&# daydream and see what you imagine ##&&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## clearer than what you look at. ###&$*;~~,
,~~;***$$# #$$***;~~,
,~~;*$## as i walked toward my bike i noticed ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## that there was a strange humming sound ###&$*;~~,
,,,~;;*& going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like #&&*;;~,,,
,,,,,~;;$& monotone thing coming from seemingly &$;;~,,,,,
,,,,~~~*$# all directions, acting as a backdrop #$*~~~,,,,
,,,,~~*$&& for all other sound. &&$*~~,,,,
,~~~;;;*$& &$*;;;~~~,
,,,~~;;**& as i rode toward my house i understood &**;;~~,,,
,~~;*$## that this hum was in the other "sound ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## space" as well. ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## ###&$*;~~,
,,,~;;*$$# (i recorded myself singing in tune with #$$*;;~,,,
,~~;*$## the sound, so i could find it on the ###&$*;~~,
,,,~~~*$$# piano later. it was a g sharp). #$$*~~~,,,
,~~;*$&& #&&&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## ###&$*;~~,
,,,,,~;*$# #$*;~,,,,,
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,~~;*$## things lost all sense of proportion; ###&$*;~~,
,,,~;**$## when i looked at them they would fill ##$**;~,,,
,,,,~~~* my entire vision, and without anything #&*~~~,,,,
,~~~~;$$$# changing visually they would oscillate #$$$;~~~~,
,~~;*$## between being percieved as very small ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## or enourmously big. ###&$*;~~,
,,,~~~;;$# #$;;~~~,,,
,,~~~;*$$# in the middle of the day in a forest #$$*;~~~,,
,,,~;*$$$& with nobody around, i got struck by &$$$*;~,,,
,~~;*$## fear and climbed a great height. my ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## inner organs were tugged by a second ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## gravity. this made me feel very ill, ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## but it lessened if i complied and ###&$*;~~,
,,,,,,~;*& lunged my body in the felt direction. &*;~,,,,,,
,,,,,~;;$& &$;;~,,,,,
,~~;*$## this is when i found a dark orb ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$## ###&$*;~~,
,~~;*$&# ##&&$*;~~,