maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is why the  collective subconscious 
 works.  similarly,   history  is  always 
 defined   by   what  we  think  it   is. 
                                          
 battle  between fungal  species? are  we 
 too   powerful  and  will   create   the 
 mushroom  again,       inside? 
                                          
 dreams are  of the network.  "gateway to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:    "plastic"    and   "fruit" 
     (bassically   inorganic    and     
        organic    materials)         
                                          
 i'd pay  in blood to thin out the border 
 between  dream   and   reality.  between 
 dream and dream.  last one  told me that 
 work was  caging me  in a  damp and oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they brainwash me at  work by having  my 
 password be  bad for my  fingers,  makes 
 me physically ill  to type  it, and then 
 they reject  fourty percent of  my login 
 attempts  to  have  me   type  it  more, 
                                          
 i call  an  emergency hotline: "we can't 
 tell  you  what's  wrong with you.  your 
 story  is  your   own,  nobody   elses."