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#,,#,##,#,         § mirage class goth gf §         #,#,#,#,#,
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#,##,,#,#, i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing  #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#, crimes mostly from or in my beloved and  #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,   trusted car, and sometimes my mothers  #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,   barn. we lived just outside town, a    #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,   grove at the end of a dirt road, and   #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,  the barn was placed so you could just   #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,  make out the surrounding fields through #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,                the trees.                #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,                                          #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,    my car was black and loud, both the   #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,   engine and the way the parts didn't    #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,     really stick together. i took my     #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#, crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the  #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,   eternal dark that seemed to surround   #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,   us. she seemed to cast this veil over  #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,  everything. her black skirt reached to  #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,   her knees but then somehow also back   #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,   around, enveloping all my memories of  #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,            our time together.            #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,                                          #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,   there was blood everywhere. sometimes  #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,  the blood was her red lipstick or her   #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,  checkered shirt. she was on television. #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,      we did crime, and we made weird     #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,  structures in the barn, tall pillars of #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,  dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires  #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,  and fairy lights. we would sleep there  #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,  and drink there and she would go in the #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,                television.               #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,                                          #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#, and then the sun came out, and she went  #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,  away. everything changed... i yearned,  #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,   and the world became dull around me.   #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,                                          #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,    i stopped doing crime, except when    #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,  necessarry. things somehow seemed like  #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,  they were allright, moulded in place,   #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,   and i loathed it ------ i missed her   #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,                 so much.                 #,#,#,#,#,
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#,##,,#,#,  i searched for her, but nobody had any  #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,    memories of her. not so much of me    #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,  either, from the time we were together. #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,  my mother said i kept to myself in the  #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,           barn, or in the car.           #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,                                          #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,      sometimes i could still see her     #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,    flashing by on the tv in the barn.    #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,     everything was black then, for a     #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,  moment. i remembered her laugh and knew #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,   we had done crimes together, that it   #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,             had been real...             #,#,#,#,#,
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#,,#,##,#,    i died by getting shot in the head    #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,  while ramming the fence to a military   #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,   facility. by this time they had been   #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,    chasing me for days. i lost control   #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,   over the car, crashed it into a rock   #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,     wall and flew out the windshield.    #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,                                          #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,  and then i got up, and looked around.   #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,   it was dark, where it previously had   #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,    been a bright day. around me where    #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,    dozens of crashed cars, all my car,   #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,               some on fire.              #,#,#,#,#,
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#,##,,#,#,        the ground was sticky, red.       #,#,#,#,#,
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#,##,,#,#,   and then i realized that i knew this   #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,     darkness. i knew the way the sky     #,#,#,#,#,
#,##,,#,#,  touched the ground. this was her doing! #,#,#,#,#,
#,,#,##,#,              she was here!               #,#,#,#,#,
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