¨&¨¨&¨¨¨&¨ &¨&¨¨&¨&¨¨
¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨ &¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨&¨¨&¨ &&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨&¨¨¨&¨¨& always tears in my eyes when using the &&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨&¨¨ machine. &¨&&¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨&¨ ¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨& i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing &¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨&¨¨¨¨&&&¨
¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨& the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨¨&¨¨¨&¨&&
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨ crying for a while. &¨¨&¨¨¨¨&&
&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ ¨&¨¨&¨¨¨&¨
&&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨
&¨&&¨¨¨¨&¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨& signal being tripped? the connection is ¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨
¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨ imperfect and often induces &¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨&
&¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨&&&¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨&¨¨¨&¨&& ¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨&¨¨¨¨&& and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨&¨¨¨&¨ fetched that something like that can &¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. &&¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨ ¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨ ¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨& ¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨ ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨ ¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨