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&&,,&,,&&, always  tears in my eyes  when using the ,,&&,,&&&,
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&&,,,&&,,, i don't  think  it's hormonal  overload. &,,,,,,,&&
,,&,,&,&,, there's  no  grief  or  joy  as my water ,&,,,,,,&,
,,&&,&&&&, rolls  down my  face.  i notice  nothing ,&&,,,,,&&
&,&,&&,,,& until  my chin is wet. wipe  it off with ,&,&,,,,&,
&&&&&,&,,& the back  of my hand. but i usually keep &&&&&,,,&&
,,,,,&&&,&            crying for a while.           ,,,,,&,,&,
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&,,,,&&,&, i theorize  some  kind of  resonance  in &&,,,&,&&,
&&,,,&,&&&  the neural interface; some saturation   &,&,,&&&,&
,,&,,&&&,, signal being tripped?  the connection is ,&&&,&,,&&
&,&&,&,,&,       imperfect and often induces        &&,,&&&,&,
&&&,&&&,&&  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  &,&,&,,&&&
,,,&&,,&&, hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,&&&&&,&,,
,,,&,&,&,&  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,&,,,,&&&,
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&,,&,,,,,, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far &&,&,,&&,&
,&,&&,,,,, fetched that  something  like  that  can &,&&&,&,&&
&&&&,&,,,,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  &&&,,&&&&,
&,,,&&&,,,     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,,,&,&,,,&
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