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#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ always  tears in my eyes when using  the ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                 machine.                 ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ i don't think  it's  hormonal  overload. ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ there's no  grief  or  joy  as  my water ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ rolls  down  my face.  i notice  nothing ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ until my chin is  wet. wipe it off  with ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ the back of my hand. but i  usually keep ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨            crying for a while.           ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ i  theorize  some  kind  of resonance in ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨  the neural interface; some saturation   ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ signal being  tripped? the connection is ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨        imperfect and often induces       ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨ fetched  that something  like  that  can ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨    finger spasms. opened tear ducts.     ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨#¨                                          ¨#¨¨#¨#¨#¨
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