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&&&,&,,,&, always tears in  my eyes when using  the ,,,&&,&,,,
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&,&&&,&&&& i don't think  it's  hormonal  overload. ,&&&,,&,&&
,&&,,&&,,, there's  no  grief  or joy  as my  water &&,,&,&&&,
,&,&,&,&,, rolls down  my  face. i  notice  nothing &,&,&&&,,&
&&&&&&&&&, until my chin is wet. wipe  it off  with ,&&&&,,&,&
,,,,,,,,,& the back of my hand. but  i usually keep &&,,,&,&&&
&,,,,,,,,&            crying for a while.           ,,&,,&&&,,
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&,&,,,,,,& i  theorize  some  kind  of resonance in &&&,&&&,&&
,&&&,,,,,&   the neural interface; some saturation  ,,,&&,,&&,
,&,,&,,,,& signal  being tripped? the connection is ,,,&,&,&,&
&&&,&&,,,&        imperfect and often induces       &,,&&&&&&&
,,,&&,&,,&  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  &&,&,,,,,,
,,,&,&&&,& hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,,&&&,,,,,
,,,&&&,,&&  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,,&,,&,,,,
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,,,&&,&&&& and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far &,&,&&,&,,
,,,&,&&,,, fetched  that  something like  that  can &&&&&,&&&,
,,,&&&,&,,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,,,,,&&,,&
&,,&,,&&&,    finger spasms. opened tear ducts.     &,,,,&,&,&
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