stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb  its will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out