stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out