&,&,&&,&&,                                          ,&,,,,&&,&
,&&&&,&&,&                                          &&&,,,&,&&
&&,,,&&,&&                                          &,,&,,&&&,
&,&,,&,&&,                                          &&,&&,&,,&
,&&&,&&&,&                                          ,,&&,&&&,&
&&,,&&,,&& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& &,&,&&,,&&
,,&,&,&,&,             ,             ,              &&&&&,&,&,
,,&&&&&&&&              , the dream  ,              &,,,,&&&&&
&,&,,,,,,,          , of being swallowed ,          ,&,,,&,,,,
&&&&,,,,,,             , by the beast. ,            ,&&,,&&,,,
&,,,&,,,,,                  ,   ,                   &&,&,&,&,,
&&,,&&,,,, #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& &,&&&&&&&,
&,&,&,&,,,                                          ,&&,,,,,,&
,&&&&&&&,, #      inside     ================     # ,&,&,,,,,&
&&,,,,,,&, ,  an  animal  , as  if  ,  to  be  safe ,&&&&,,,,&
,,&,,,,,&&                                          &&,,,&,,,&
&,&&,,,,&,          ,,######,,,###,,,###,           ,,&,,&&,,&
,&&,&,,,&& =~,####         =~,###=~,         ####=, ,,&&,&,&,&
&&,&&&,,&, =~,####         =~,###=~,         ####=, ,,&,&&&&&&
,,&&,,&,&& the  dream  of  resting  inside  another &,&&&,,,,,
,,&,&,&&&, animal.    thats    how    it    starts, ,&&,,&,,,,
,,&&&&&,,& =~,     with      the     dream,     ,~= ,&,&,&&,,,
,,&,,,,&,&          =~,####=~,###=~,####=,          ,&&&&&,&,,
,,&&,,,&&& but this time i  was curious of where it &&,,,,&&&,
,,&,&,,&,, was                               going, &,&,,,&,,&
&,&&&&,&&, #^^            ==========            ^^# ,&&&,,&&,&
,&&,,,&&,& ^^  ==  == ==  == ==  == == == ==  == ^^ &&,,&,&,&&
&&,&,,&,&&                                          ,,&,&&&&&,
&,&&&,&&&, the    first    gate   is    the    lips ,,&&&,,,,&
,&&,,&&,,&                                          &,&,,&,,,&
&&,&,&,&,& ,  ,   to   get   at   the   throat.   , &&&&,&&,,&
,,&&&&&&&&                                          ,,,,&&,&,&
&,&,,,,,,, to  be  falling   into  the  water,  the ,,,,&,&&&&
,&&&,,,,,, ocean, the void, but  it must be done in ,,,,&&&,,,
,&,,&,,,,, the right  way - in a very specific way. ,,,,&,,&,,
,&&,&&,,,,                                          &,,,&&,&&,
,&,&&,&,,, ^~~~===========^^^^~~~~~~~^~====~~~~~^~  ,&,,&,&&,&
&&&&,&&&,,             ~~~^^^^^^^~~~~^=~            &&&,&&&,&&
,,,,&&,,&,     ~~~^^^===~^=^^^=~~~^====^^^^^^^~     &,,&&,,&&,
,,,,&,&,&&          ~~~~^~==~^^~^^^^^^^^^^          &&,&,&,&,&
&,,,&&&&&, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^      ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &,&&&&&&&&
,&,,&,,,,&  it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's  &&&,,,,,,,
,&&,&&,,,&   slow... graceful... but then it gets   &,,&,,,,,,
,&,&&,&,,&          too much and you faint.         &&,&&,,,,,
,&&&,&&&,&    ^#~~^=~~~~=~===============^^^^^^^    ,,&&,&,,,,
,&,,&&,,&&  ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (you will feel very close ,,&,&&&,,,
,&&,&,&,&,                to nature)                ,,&&&,,&,,
,&,&&&&&&&    ^#~~^=~~~~=~===============^^^^^^^    ,,&,,&,&&,
,&&&,,,,,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (you will feel very close  &,&&,&&&,&
&&,,&,,,,,     to the beast that is everything)     ,&&,&&,,&&
,,&,&&,,,,    ^#~~^=~~~~=~===============^^^^^^^    &&,&&,&,&,
,,&&&,&,,,  ^^^^^^^^^^^^^ (only through its help)   &,&&,&&&&&
&,&,,&&&,,    ^#~~^=~~~~=~===============^^ (very   ,&&,&&,,,,
&&&&,&,,&, hard to get here without the aid of the  &&,&&,&,,,
&,,,&&&,&&   beast) ^^^ (state where the human is   &,&&,&&&,,
&&,,&,,&&,      submerged in the animal) ^^^ ^^     ,&&,&&,,&,
&,&,&&,&,&    (becoming the animal) ^^^ (forget     ,&,&&,&,&&
,&&&&,&&&& everything else) ^^^ ^^ (my soul is the  &&&&,&&&&,
,&,,,&&,,,   beast's soul) ^^^ (a sludgy sense of   ,,,,&&,,,&
&&&,,&,&,,    satisfaction. it's good) ^^^ (it's    &,,,&,&,,&
,,,&,&&&&,   good) ^^^ ^^ (breathing heavily) ^^^   &&,,&&&&,&
&,,&&&,,,&     ^^^ ^^ (the two souls will move      ,,&,&,,,&&
,&,&,,&,,&  together) ^^^ (merge and dissolve) ^^^  &,&&&&,,&,
,&&&&,&&,&  (collective body) ^^^ (rearranged and   &&&,,,&,&&
&&,,,&&,&&  reordered) ^^^ (the individual is not   &,,&,,&&&,
&,&,,&,&&,               so important)              &&,&&,&,,&
,&&&,&&&,&                                          ,,&&,&&&,&
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