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......~:$& in  my first madness i gave  names to my &$:~......
.......~:$ made  up  patron saints  and there was a $:~.......
........~: lot  of  surrounding beliefs and i had a :~........
.........~ reincarnation system  all made out and i ~.........
..........        started smoking cigarettes        ..........
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.......~:$ kin list:                                $:~.......
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.....~:$&@ me - my angsty, depressed,               @&$:~.....
....~:$&@#      angry little self                   #@&$:~....
...~:$&@## musho - likes colours                    ##@&$:~...
..~:$&@### vidmi - god of forsaken writing          ###@&$:~..
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....~:$&@# naftakin - black cloak and substrate     #@&$:~....
.....~:$&@            for various made up worlds    @&$:~.....
......~:$& wanja - actually i don't know this       &$:~......
.......~:$         person. something about          $:~.......
........~:         "leaves"? or is wanja            :~........
.........~         the "final fox"? (kills you)     ~.........
.......... heaven - the world                       ..........
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