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¨:«†**¶@## winds esker ##@¶**†«:¨
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¨:«†**§¶@# there was this place that for two years #@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@# i couldn't go to. regardless how much #@¶§**†«:¨
¨¨¨¨«***§@ discussed with others, or pointed out @§***«¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨«*§¶ on maps, i could not think of it when ¶§*«¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨«††**¶ alone. i would often travel past the ¶**††«¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:††*§¶ fork, where a right turn would surely ¶§*††:¨¨¨¨
¨:«†**§¶@@ take me there, but even then, something @@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶¶¶ kept me away. ¶¶¶§**†«:¨
¨¨¨¨::††*¶ ¶*††::¨¨¨¨
¨:«†***§¶¶ when i finally got there, after some ¶¶§***†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@# heavy subconscious battle i must #@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@# assume, the place was surreal. an #@¶§**†«:¨
¨¨¨:::†**§ esker, like a needle-thin rift out in §**†:::¨¨¨
¨¨¨::†*§§§ the lake, but ten meters high and §§§*†::¨¨¨
¨:«†**§¶@# adorned in birch, willow, bracken, and #@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«††****¶ blueberries. ¶****††«:¨
¨:«†****§§ §§****†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@# walking atop that spine, i came to #@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@@ notice the view to either side. there @@¶§**†«:¨
¨¨¨¨¨:†*§¶ should be shores, of course, but i ¶§*†:¨¨¨¨¨
¨:«†**§¶@@ didn't recognize them. first off, they @@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§§¶¶ were much too close, as the lake should ¶¶§§**†«:¨
¨:«†****§§ stretch for a hundred meters more on §§****†«:¨
¨:«†***§§@ both sides. but now i felt i could @§§***†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@# almost reach out and touch them. and #@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@# then, when i realized which shores they #@¶§**†«:¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨«*§@ were, i had to stop. @§*«¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨:«†**§§§¶ ¶§§§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@# they were of the right lake. but this #@¶§**†«:¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:«*§ lake is large, fractured, and §*«:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨:«†**§¶## bipartite. like a pair of lungs carved ##¶§**†«:¨
¨¨¨¨¨::†*§ into the granite, and with no less than §*†::¨¨¨¨¨
¨:«†**§¶@# five communities anchored at various #@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**¶@## points. and so, studying these ##@¶**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶¶@ impossibly close shores, i slowly @¶¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶¶@ understood them as belonging many miles @¶¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@# away. #@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶¶@ @¶¶§**†«:¨
¨¨¨¨««***§ i examined the ridge, the treeline §***««¨¨¨¨
¨::«««†**§ above. was this what you saw opposite, §**†«««::¨
¨¨¨¨¨:«*§¶ from those other shores? i couldn't ¶§*«:¨¨¨¨¨
¨:««††*§§@ remember. @§§*††««:¨
¨:«†**§¶@@ @@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§@## carrying forward, on the very tip of ##@§**†«:¨
¨¨¨::†**¶¶ the esker, i found the ruins of some ¶¶**†::¨¨¨
¨¨¨::†**¶@ old building. there were overgrown @¶**†::¨¨¨
¨:«†*§¶@## marble staircases, stone floors beneath ##@¶§*†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@# the moss, and strange slabs inserted #@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@# into the slope like dams against the #@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«««**§§¶ ground itself. ¶§§**«««:¨
¨:«†**§¶¶¶ ¶¶¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§§§§ sitting there, i could see across the §§§§**†«:¨
¨:«««««*§§ narrowed lake my entire path to where i §§*«««««:¨
¨¨¨:««***¶ sat: from the stairwell of my house, ¶***««:¨¨¨
¨¨¨::†**§§ through the old woods behind the tile §§**†::¨¨¨
¨:«†**§¶@# factory, the bridge over route #@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶## twenty three and then back under it, ##¶§**†«:¨
¨¨¨:««†*§¶ through the fancy villas, over the ¶§*†««:¨¨¨
¨:«†**§¶@# fields, and then that right turn at the #@¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**¶@## fork. ##@¶**†«:¨
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¨:«†**§¶¶@ and then the stairs up on the ridge. @¶¶§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶@# thinking back, this was probably it. #@¶§**†«:¨
¨¨¨¨:«††*§ hidden in a grove, there were stairs §*††«:¨¨¨¨
¨:«†**§§§§ much like the ones i currently sat on, §§§§**†«:¨
¨¨¨:«†**§§ old and worn down, that lead you up §§**†«:¨¨¨
¨:«†**§¶@@ onto the esker. the point of entry. had @@¶§**†«:¨
¨¨:«««***¶ i insted opted to walk the path at its ¶***«««:¨¨
¨:«†**§¶## foot, i'm sure my experience would've ##¶§**†«:¨
¨¨¨¨:†*§§¶ been different indeed. ¶§§*†:¨¨¨¨
¨:«†**§§§@ @§§§**†«:¨
¨:«†**§¶¶@ «««««««««««««««««««««««««««««««««««««««« @¶¶§**†«:¨
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¨:«†**§§§§ on the lake, there were people in §§§§**†«:¨
¨¨¨¨:«***§ boats. i wondered, could they even see §***«:¨¨¨¨
¨:«†**¶@## me? if i shouted, would they turn to ##@¶**†«:¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:†*¶ stare right through me? ¶*†:¨¨¨¨¨¨
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