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.&...&.&.& THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS &..&&&&&&&
&&..&&&&&. I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH &.&......&
.&.&....&. DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &&&.....&.
&&&&...&&. ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN ..&....&&.
...&..&.&. ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE .&&...&.&&
..&&.&&&&. FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY &.&..&&&.&
.&.&&...&& TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING &&&.&..&&&
&&&.&..&.& KEPT ME AWAY. ..&&&.&..&
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.&..&&..&. WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME &&.&..&&&.
&&.&.&.&&& HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST .&&&.&..&.
.&&&&&&... ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN &..&&&.&&&
&.....&..& ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN &.&..&&..&
&....&&.&& THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND &&&.&.&.&.
&...&.&&.& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND ..&&&&&&&&
&..&&&.&&. BLUEBERRIES. .&........
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&&&.&.&&.. WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO .&......&.
..&&&&.&.& NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE &&.....&&&
.&...&&&&. SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I .&....&..&
&&..&...&. DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY &&...&&.&&
.&.&&..&&. WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD .&..&.&&..
&&&.&.&.&. STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &&.&&&.&..
..&&&&&&&& BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD .&&..&&&.&
.&........ ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &.&.&..&&&
&&........ THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY &&&&&.&..&
.&........ WERE, I HAD TO STOP. ....&&&.&.
&&........ ...&..&&&.
.&........ THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS ..&&.&..&&
&&.......& LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND .&.&&&.&.&
.&......&. BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED &&&..&&&&.
&&.....&&. INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN ..&.&...&.
.&....&.&. FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS .&&&&..&&&
&&...&&&&. POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE &...&.&..&
.&..&...&& IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY &..&&&&.&.
&&.&&..&.& UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES &.&...&&&.
.&&.&.&&&. AWAY. &&&..&..&&
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&&...&.&&. I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE .&&&.&&&&.
.&..&&&.&. ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, &..&&...&&
&&.&..&&&. FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T &.&.&..&.&
.&&&.&..&& REMEMBER. &&&&&.&&&.
&..&&&.&.. ....&&..&.
&.&..&&&.. CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF ...&.&.&&&
&&&.&..&.. THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME ..&&&&&...
..&&&.&&.. OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN .&....&..&
.&..&&.&.& MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH &&...&&.&&
&&.&.&&&&. THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED .&..&.&&.&
.&&&&...&& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE &&.&&&.&&.
&...&..&.. GROUND ITSELF. .&&..&&.&.
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&.&.&&.&.& SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE &&&&&&....
&&&&.&&&&. NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I .....&...&
...&&...&& SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, ....&&..&.
..&.&..&.& THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE ...&.&.&&.
.&&&&.&&&. FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE ..&&&&&.&.
&...&&..&& TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, .&....&&&.
&..&.&.&.& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE &&...&..&&
&.&&&&&&&. FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE .&..&&.&..
&&......&& FORK. &&.&.&&&.&
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&&....&&.. AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. &...&.&.&.
.&...&.&.& THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &..&&&&&&&
&&..&&&&&. HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS &.&......&
.&.&....&. MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &&&.....&.
&&&&...&&. OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP ..&....&&.
...&..&.&. ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD .&&...&.&&
..&&.&&&&. I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS &.&..&&&.&
.&.&&...&& FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE &&&.&..&&&
&&&.&..&.& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. ..&&&.&..&
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.&&&&&&... ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN &..&&&.&&&
&.....&..& BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE &.&..&&..&
&....&&.&& ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO &&&.&.&.&.
&...&.&&.& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? ..&&&&&&&&
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