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&&&&,,&&,,         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         &&&,,&&&&&
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&&,,&&&&&&            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            ,,,&&,,&&&
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&&&&&,,,,&                  A COST                  &&,,&&,,&&
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,&,,&&&&&&                    ::                    &,,&&&&,,,
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,&&&,,&&,, I  WAKE   SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A  SECOND &&&,,,,,,,
,,&,,,,,,& EVERYTHING  IS  COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD &&,,&&&&&&
,,,,&&&&,, SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I &,,,,&&&&,
&&&,,&&,,, SLOWLY  START  TO  PIECE   TOGETHER   MY ,,&&,,&&,,
,&,,,,,,&&        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,&&&&,,,                                          &&&&&&&&&&
,&,,&&,,&& THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS  ME   AND  I  FEEL ,&&&&&&&&,
,,,,,,,,,&   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS «WRONG«.    ,,&&&&&&,,
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,&&&&&,,&&                                          &&&,,,,&&,
,,&&&,,,,, THERE ARE CIRCLES  AND CROSSES INSCRIBED &&,,&&,,,,
&,,&,,&&&& ALL OVER MY  VISION, PRESSING IN,  BEING &,,,,,,&&&
,,,,,,,&&& ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM  SQUIRM, ,,&&&&,,&&
,&&&&&,,&&    THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND     &,,&&,,,,,
,,&&&,,,,& GRINDING TRENCHES  IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ,,,,,,&&&&
,,,&,,&&,, LANGUAGE,  SENTENCES I CAN'T  HIDE FROM, &&&&&,,&&,
&&,,,,,,,& FORCEFULLY  TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND,  AND &&&&,,,,,,
,,,&&&&&,,            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           ,&&,,&&&&,
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,,,,,&,,,, THEN I REALIZE  I  CAN'T  HEAR  ANYTHING &&&&&,,,,,
&&&&,,,&&&      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     &&&&,,&&&&
&&&,,&,,&&    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    ,&&,,,,&&&
&&,,,,,,,& RAPID  MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN IT'S ,,,,&&,,&&
&,,&&&&&,,         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        ,&&,,,,,,&
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,,,&&&&&&& MY  SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S &&&&&&&&&,
&&,,&&&&&&             ALMOST MOCKING.              &&&&&&&&,,
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&&&&,,&&&& I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I MUST  TRY  TO &&&&&&,,&&
&&&,,,,&&, ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE  FLOOR SEARCHING ,&&&&,,,,&
&&,,&&,,,, RELIEF,  SUCH IS  MY NATURE. TURNING THE ,,&&,,&&,,
,,,,,,,&&,    LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING     ,,,,,,,,,,
&&&&&&,,,,  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&,,&&, DOES NOTING... BUT  TIME  DOES  -  AFTER &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&,,,,,,     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     &&&&&&&&&&
&&&,,&&&&& DOUBTING  ANYTHING  OF THIS HAPPENED  IN &&&&&&&&&&
&&,,,,&&&&             THE FIRST PLACE.             &&&&&&&&&&
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,,,,,,,,,, MY  EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. &&&&&&&&&&
,&&&&&&&&& I    DON'T   KNOW    WHAT    TO    MAKE. &&&&&&&&&,
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&,,&&&&&&&              BUT I'M TIRED.              &&&&&&&,,&
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&&&&&&&&&& THIS  CAN HAPPEN IF YOU  WANDER TOO FAR, &,,&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T BE  SO  RECKLESS ,,,,&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&&              WHEN DREAMING?              ,&&,,&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& I IMAGINE A PRICK ON  THE  NOSE,  THAT'S ,,,,,,&&&&
&&&&&&&&&& WHAT  THESE ARE. LIKE  YOU DO WITH A CAT &&&&&,,&&&
&&&&&&&&&& WHO COMES TO  CLOSE  TO YOUR SANDWICH... &&&&,,,,&&
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