some kind of fever dream where      
 everything  is politics and a gun  fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that  deal  damage to 
 ourselves, or no damage,  according to a 
 weird  system i  never  understand,  and 
 the whole dream  is  about  wanting to 
 understand, it's  very pressing, it's  a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand