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¨,~:%&#### ¨¨%#%¨¨ ####&%:~,¨
¨,~:%*&### ¨,:*########*:,¨ ###&*%:~,¨
¨,~:%*&### ¨¨¨,,~*# dreams #*~,,¨¨¨ ###&*%:~,¨
¨,~:%%*&&# ¨,:*########*:,¨ #&&*%%:~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨,~%*# ¨¨%#%¨¨ #*%~,¨¨¨¨¨
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¨,~:::*&&# ¨,¨ #&&*:::~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨,::*& ¨%&###&%¨ &*::,¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~:%*&### ¨,¨ ###&*%:~,¨
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¨¨,,~%%*&& internal visionary state &&*%%~,,¨¨
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¨,~:%*&### the spirit travels ###&*%:~,¨
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¨,,,~%%%*& ¨,:*########*:,¨ &*%%%~,,,¨
¨¨¨,~~%&&# ¨~¨ #&&%~~,¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨,:%&& a cost &&%:,¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~:%*&### (anecdote) ###&*%:~,¨
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¨,~:::%&&# ,, #&&%:::~,¨
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¨,~:%*&### i wake suddenly, and for a second ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨¨,:**&# everything is completely calm and dead #&**:,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,~::*# silent. it's dark, and warm, and i #*::~,¨¨¨¨
¨,~::%*&&& slowly start to piece together my &&&*%::~,¨
¨,~:%*&### consciousness and my body. ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~%&& &&%~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~:%*&### then the fear hits me and i feel ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨~:%*# acutely sick. something is ~wrong~. #*%:~¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨,:%%&& ¨¨ &&%%:,¨¨¨¨
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¨,~:%*&&&& there are circles and crosses inscribed &&&&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨,:%%&&# all over my vision, pressing in, being #&&%%:,¨¨¨
¨,~:%*&### almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨¨~~:%&# their internal logic changing and #&%:~~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~:%%& grinding trenches in my mind. it's like &%%:~~¨¨¨¨
¨,~:%*&### language, sentences i can't hide from, ###&*%:~,¨
¨,~~:%**&& forcefully transcribed in my mind, and &&**%:~~,¨
¨,~:%*&### doing damage there. ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,:*# #*:,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,:**## then i realize i can't hear anything ##**:,¨¨¨¨
¨,~:%%%*&# because there's something there #&*%%%:~,¨
¨,~:%*&### already, droning everything out, a ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨¨~%*&&# rapid melody, almost caustic in it's #&&*%~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,~%**& particular microtonality. &**%~,¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨~~%&&& ,, &&&%~~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,~:*&# #&*:~,¨¨¨¨
¨,~:%*&### my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~:*# almost mocking. #*:~¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨,~:%*&### i feel helpless, but i must try to ###&*%:~,¨
,~:%*&#### escape. to crawl on the floor searching ####&*%:~,
¨,~:%*&### relief, such is my nature. turning the ###&*%:~,¨
¨,~:%*&### lights on does nothing... getting ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨¨~~%&&# outside does nothing... drinking water #&&%~~¨¨¨¨
¨,~:%*&### does noting... but time does - after ###&*%:~,¨
¨,~:%*&### thirty seconds i'm normal again, ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨~::*&&# doubting anything of this happened in #&&*::~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,:%&&# the first place. #&&%:,¨¨¨¨
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¨,~:%*&### my eyes are still tense though, scared. ###&*%:~,¨
¨,~:%*&### i don't know what to make. ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨,:%**## ##**%:,¨¨¨
¨¨¨,,~~%%& but i'm tired. &%%~~,,¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨~:*&## ¨ ##&*:~¨¨¨¨
¨,~:%*&### ,,~:~,, ###&*%:~,¨
¨,~:%*&### ¨ ###&*%:~,¨
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¨,~:%*&### this can happen if you wander too far, ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨¨,~%%%& i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless &%%%~,¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨,~~~:%& when dreaming? &%:~~~,¨¨¨
¨,~:%*&### i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ###&*%:~,¨
¨,~:%*&### what these are. like you do with a cat ###&*%:~,¨
¨¨¨~~~:*&# who comes to close to your sandwich... #&*:~~~¨¨¨
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