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¨^~;$¤## orange-clad train-climber crew, moving ###&¤$;~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~$ along the rusty cargo cars like some #&$~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~~;$¤¤ species of ferrophage insect. up and #&¤¤$;~~^¨
¨¨¨~~$¤¤¤# down the train, checking bolts, oiling #¤¤¤$~~¨¨¨
¨^~;;$$¤ joints, drinking coffee, smoking #&¤$$;;~^¨
¨^~;;;¤# cigarettes. ##&¤;;;~^¨
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¨^~;$¤## we were going south through finland at ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤## the time, sleeping close to the ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤## furnace, watching the aurora borealis. ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;;;$# twenty-something members of the crew, ##&$;;;~^¨
¨^~;$¤## most of which were mechanics, or ###&¤$;~^¨
¨¨¨¨~$$# loaders, with large and hairy hands ##&$$~¨¨¨¨
¨^~;$¤#### that could swallow my entire body. and ####¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤## me featuring as the cute and asocial ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤## radio operator, stationed in the back ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$$$¤ of the kilometer-long train, which #&¤$$$;~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨^;¤## served me good and well. ##¤;^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^^;$ #&$;^^¨¨¨¨
¨^~;$¤## and then one night, there's a missile. ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤#### we would routinely pick up new cars at ####¤$;~^¨
¨¨¨^;$$# the tail, and drop some off, as a way ##&$$;^¨¨¨
¨^~;$¤## of earning some extra money. but a ###&¤$;~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨~;$$& missile, and appearing silently in the &$$;~¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~;$¤## middle of the night at that? not ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤&& entirely... comfortable. #&&&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤## ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤¤¤ i call it in on the walkie-talkie. not #&¤¤¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤&& many others awake, they know nothing #&&&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;;$¤&&& about it, and appear concerned as well. &&&¤$;;~^¨
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¨^~;$¤¤& when i fall awake in the afternoon, #&&¤¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤## karl is there, smiling at me. "hey ###&¤$;~^¨
¨¨¨~~;$$$& boy," he says, "wanna help me make a &$$$;~~¨¨¨
¨^~;$¤## call?" ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$### ####&$;~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨^;$$& after he's brought me coffee, i dial &$$;^¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~;$¤## the frequency from his notebook, and ###&¤$;~^¨
¨¨¨~;;¤# after a while there's a reply in ##&¤;;~¨¨¨
¨^~;$¤## pan-slavic. karl laughs and makes a ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤## reply in the same language. even though ###&¤$;~^¨
¨¨¨~~~;¤&& we both have headphones i can't follow &&¤;~~~¨¨¨
¨^~;$¤¤# at all, but i hear the word "missile" a ##&¤¤$;~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨^;$¤# few times. #¤$;^¨¨¨¨¨
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¨^~;$¤## i'm almost snoozing again at the time ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤## karl puts down the headphones and slaps ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤## me on my back. "allright boy. i just ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^~;$¤## sold a missile." he practically beams ###&¤$;~^¨
¨^^^~;$$¤# at me, teeth filed sharp. "wanna make a #¤$$;~^^^¨
¨^~;$¤¤&&& detour?" &&&¤¤$;~^¨
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