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#@@§$*\-~¨ ¨¨¨~~-$@ dreams @$-~~¨¨¨ ¨~-\*$§@@#
##@@§$*\~¨ ¨~\$@@####@@$\~¨ ¨~\*$§@@##
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#@@§$*\-~¨ ¨~¨ ¨~-\*$§@@#
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@§§$$*\-~¨ internal visionary state ¨~-\*$$§§@
@§*\~¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨~\*§@
#@@§$*\-~¨ the spirit travels ¨~-\*$§@@#
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#@@§$*\-~¨ ¨-¨ ¨~-\*$§@@#
#@@§$*\-~¨ ¨~-\*$§@@#
#@@§$*\-~¨ a cost ¨~-\*$§@@#
#@@§$*\-~¨ (anecdote) ¨~-\*$§@@#
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##@§$*\-~¨ ~~ ¨~-\*$§@##
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§$$*-~¨¨¨¨ i wake suddenly, and for a second ¨¨¨¨~-*$$§
§§*--¨¨¨¨¨ everything is completely calm and dead ¨¨¨¨¨--*§§
#@@§$*\-~¨ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ¨~-\*$§@@#
##@§$*\-~¨ slowly start to piece together my ¨~-\*$§@##
#@@§$*\-~¨ consciousness and my body. ¨~-\*$§@@#
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@$****\-~¨ then the fear hits me and i feel ¨~-\****$@
@@@§$*\-~¨ acutely sick. something is -wrong-. ¨~-\*$§@@@
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@§*\---¨¨¨ ¨¨ ¨¨¨---\*§@
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§**--~~¨¨¨ there are circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨¨~~--**§
§§***\--~¨ all over my vision, pressing in, being ¨~--\***§§
#@@§$*\-~¨ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ¨~-\*$§@@#
@$$\\\~~¨¨ their internal logic changing and ¨¨~~\\\$$@
@@§$*\\-~¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ¨~-\\*$§@@
@@@§$*\-~¨ language, sentences i can't hide from, ¨~-\*$§@@@
##@§$*\-~¨ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ¨~-\*$§@##
#@@§$*\-~¨ doing damage there. ¨~-\*$§@@#
#@@§$*\-~¨ ¨~-\*$§@@#
##@§$*\-~¨ then i realize i can't hear anything ¨~-\*$§@##
##@@§*\-~¨ because there's something there ¨~-\*§@@##
#@@§$*\-~¨ already, droning everything out, a ¨~-\*$§@@#
§*-¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨-*§
##@@§$*-~¨ particular microtonality. ¨~-*$§@@##
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#@@§$*\-~¨ ~~ ¨~-\*$§@@#
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#@@§$*\-~¨ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨~-\*$§@@#
#@@§$*\-~¨ almost mocking. ¨~-\*$§@@#
@@@§$*\-~¨ ¨~-\*$§@@@
#@@§$*\-~¨ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¨~-\*$§@@#
@@§$$*\-~¨ escape. to crawl on the floor searching ¨~-\*$$§@@
@$\~¨¨¨¨¨¨ relief, such is my nature. turning the ¨¨¨¨¨¨~\$@
§**\\-¨¨¨¨ lights on does nothing... getting ¨¨¨¨-\\**§
@@$$*\\-~¨ outside does nothing... drinking water ¨~-\\*$$@@
#@@§$*\-~¨ does noting... but time does - after ¨~-\*$§@@#
@$*--~¨¨¨¨ thirty seconds i'm normal again, ¨¨¨¨~--*$@
#@@§$*\-~¨ doubting anything of this happened in ¨~-\*$§@@#
#@@§$*\-~¨ the first place. ¨~-\*$§@@#
#@@§$*\-~¨ ¨~-\*$§@@#
@§$\~~¨¨¨¨ my eyes are still tense though, scared. ¨¨¨¨~~\$§@
##@@$*\-~¨ i don't know what to make. ¨~-\*$@@##
§*\--~¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨~--\*§
@$\~¨¨¨¨¨¨ but i'm tired. ¨¨¨¨¨¨~\$@
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@§**-~¨¨¨¨ this can happen if you wander too far, ¨¨¨¨~-**§@
@@$\-~~¨¨¨ i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ¨¨¨~~-\$@@
@§§$\-¨¨¨¨ when dreaming? ¨¨¨¨-\$§§@
@@@§$*\-~¨ i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ¨~-\*$§@@@
@§$$$*\-~¨ what these are. like you do with a cat ¨~-\*$$$§@
§$\\~~¨¨¨¨ who comes to close to your sandwich... ¨¨¨¨~~\\$§
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