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,,,,,:«==* ,,=@=,, *==«:,,,,,
,,,,:«==*& ,:=*@@####@@*=:, &*==«:,,,,
,,,:«==*&@ ,,,::«*@ Dreams @*«::,,, @&*==«:,,,
,,:«==*&@# ,:=*@@####@@*=:, #@&*==«:,,
,:«==*&@## ,,=@=,, ##@&*==«:,
,,:«==*&@# #@&*==«:,,
,,,:«==*&@ ,:, @&*==«:,,,
,,,,:«==*& ,=&@#@&=, &*==«:,,,,
,,,,,:«==* ,:, *==«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«== ==«:,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:«= Internal Visionary State =«:,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,: The Spirit Travels :,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, A Cost ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, (Anecdote) ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,:«= I Wake Suddenly, And For A Second =«:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:«== Everything Is Completely Calm And Dead ==«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«==* Silent. It'S Dark, And Warm, And I *==«:,,,,,
,,,,:«==*& Slowly Start To Piece Together My &*==«:,,,,
,,,:«==*&@ Consciousness And My Body. @&*==«:,,,
,,:«==*&@# #@&*==«:,,
,:«==*&@## Then The Fear Hits Me And I Feel ##@&*==«:,
,,:«==*&@# Acutely Sick. Something Is «Wrong«. #@&*==«:,,
,,,:«==*&@ @&*==«:,,,
,,,,:«==*& ,, &*==«:,,,,
,,,,,:«==* *==«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«== There Are Circles And Crosses Inscribed ==«:,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:«= All Over My Vision, Pressing In, Being =«:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:« Almost Hostile. I Can Feel Them Squirm, «:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: Their Internal Logic Changing And :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Grinding Trenches In My Mind. It'S Like ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Language, Sentences I Can'T Hide From, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Forcefully Transcribed In My Mind, And ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Doing Damage There. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, Then I Realize I Can'T Hear Anything ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, Because There'S Something There ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: Already, Droning Everything Out, A :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:« Rapid Melody, Almost Caustic In It'S «:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:«= Particular Microtonality. =«:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:«== ==«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«==* :: *==«:,,,,,
,,,,:«==*& &*==«:,,,,
,,,:«==*&@ My Surroundings Are Entirely Calm. It'S @&*==«:,,,
,,:«==*&@# Almost Mocking. #@&*==«:,,
,:«==*&@## ##@&*==«:,
,,:«==*&@# I Feel Helpless, But I Must Try To #@&*==«:,,
,,,:«==*&@ Escape. To Crawl On The Floor Searching @&*==«:,,,
,,,,:«==*& Relief, Such Is My Nature. Turning The &*==«:,,,,
,,,,,:«==* Lights On Does Nothing... Getting *==«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«== Outside Does Nothing... Drinking Water ==«:,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:«= Does Noting... But Time Does - After =«:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,:« Thirty Seconds I'M Normal Again, «:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,: Doubting Anything Of This Happened In :,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, The First Place. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, My Eyes Are Still Tense Though, Scared. ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, I Don'T Know What To Make. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, But I'M Tired. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,:« ::«=«:: «:,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,:«= , =«:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,:«== ==«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«==* This Can Happen If You Wander Too Far, *==«:,,,,,
,,,,:«==*& I Guess? I Shouldn'T Be So Reckless &*==«:,,,,
,,,:«==*&@ When Dreaming? @&*==«:,,,
,,:«==*&@# I Imagine A Prick On The Nose, That'S #@&*==«:,,
,:«==*&@## What These Are. Like You Do With A Cat ##@&*==«:,
,,:«==*&@# Who Comes To Close To Your Sandwich... #@&*==«:,,
,,,:«==*&@ @&*==«:,,,
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