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&,&&&,,,&&                 (icarus)                 ,,,,&&,,&&
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,&,&,&&,&& i   had   this  idea   that  you   could &&,,&&&&&&
&&&&&&,&&,  construct reality checks (as for lucid  ,,&,&,,,,,
&,,,,,&&,& dreaming,  where you'd  learn this habit ,,&&&&,,,,
&&,,,,&,&& of trying  to  sneakily  break the rules &,&,,,&,,,
&,&,,,&&&, of   causality  or   physics,  such   as &&&&,,&&,,
&&&&,,&,,& flipping a  light  switch to  see  if it ,,,,&,&,&,
&,,,&,&&,& actually  turns  off   the  lights,   or &,,,&&&&&&
,&,,&&&,&& trying  to  get   your  hands  to  phase ,&,,&,,,,,
,&&,&,,&&, together. the  thought being that if any ,&&,&&,,,,
,&,&&&,&,& of  the "checks" actually worked,  you'd &&,&&,&,,,
,&&&,,&&&& know  you  were  dreaming)   for  datura &,&&,&&&,,
,&,,&,&,,,                 plants.                  ,&&,&&,,&,
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&&,&&,,,&, i thought, you  could get in  the  habit ,&&&,&&&&,
&,&&,&,,&& of throwing things on  the  ground, like ,&,,&&,,,&
,&&,&&&,&,    pens. meant to portray cigarettes,    &&&,&,&,,&
&&,&&,,&&& because everyone who does datura  smokes ,,,&&&&&,&
,,&&,&,&,, cigarettes. (they  in  fact aren't,  and ,,,&,,,,&&
&,&,&&&&&, so  sooner  or   later  the   cigarettes &,,&&,,,&,
&&&&&,,,,& disappear, and  they search  the ground, ,&,&,&,,&&
,,,,,&,,,& but nothing's there.)  throwing pens  on ,&&&&&&,&,
,,,,,&&,,& the  ground and picking  them  back  up. ,&,,,,,&&&
&,,,,&,&,& and be really  concerned if they weren't &&&,,,,&,,
&&,,,&&&&&               to be there.               ,,,&,,,&&,
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,&&&,&&,,, this  is  probably  not  how  deliriants &&,&,&,&&&
&&,,&&,&,, work.   but    i   had   the    thought. ,,&&&&&&,,
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