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,&,,&,&&,,                 (icarus)                 &&,,&,,&,&
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,&,,&,&&,, i  had   this   idea   that   you  could &&,,&,,&,&
,&,&&,,&,&  construct reality checks (as for lucid  ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,,&,&&,, dreaming, where you'd learn  this  habit &&,,&,,&,&
,&,&&,,&,& of  trying to sneakily  break  the rules ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,,&,&&,, of  causality   or  physics,   such   as &&,,&,,&,&
,&,&&,,&,& flipping  a  light  switch  to see if it ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,,&,&&,, actually  turns   off  the  lights,   or &&,,&,,&,&
,&,&&,,&,& trying  to  get  your  hands  to   phase ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,,&,&&,, together. the thought being that  if any &&,,&,,&,&
,&,&&,,&,& of the "checks" actually  worked,  you'd ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,,&,&&,, know  you  were   dreaming)  for  datura &&,,&,,&,&
,&,&&,,&,&                 plants.                  ,&,&&,&&,&
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,&,&&,,&,& i  thought, you could get  in the  habit ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,,&,&&,, of  throwing things  on the ground, like &&,,&,,&,&
,&,&&,,&,&    pens. meant to portray cigarettes,    ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,,&,&&,, because everyone  who does datura smokes &&,,&,,&,&
,&,&&,,&,& cigarettes. (they  in fact  aren't,  and ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,,&,&&,, so  sooner   or   later  the  cigarettes &&,,&,,&,&
,&,&&,,&,& disappear, and they  search the  ground, ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,,&,&&,, but  nothing's there.) throwing  pens on &&,,&,,&,&
,&,&&,,&,& the  ground  and  picking  them back up. ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,,&,&&,, and be  really concerned if they weren't &&,,&,,&,&
,&,&&,,&,&               to be there.               ,&,&&,&&,&
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,&,&&,,&,& this  is  probably  not  how  deliriants ,&,&&,&&,&
,&,,&,&&,, work.    but   i    had   the   thought. &&,,&,,&,&
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