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£%=*-,¨¨¨¨         internal visionary state         ¨¨¨¨,-*=%£
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=*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨            the spirit travels            ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*=
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£%=*-,¨¨¨¨ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ¨¨¨¨,-*=%£
%=*-,¨¨¨¨¨ everything is completely  calm  and dead ¨¨¨¨¨,-*=%
=*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*=
*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ slowly  start  to   piece   together  my ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*
=*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*=
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£%=*-,¨¨¨¨ then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel ¨¨¨¨,-*=%£
#£%=*-,¨¨¨   acutely sick. something is -wrong-.    ¨¨¨,-*=%£#
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#£%=*-,¨¨¨ there are circles and  crosses inscribed ¨¨¨,-*=%£#
£%=*-,¨¨¨¨ all over my  vision, pressing in,  being ¨¨¨¨,-*=%£
%=*-,¨¨¨¨¨ almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, ¨¨¨¨¨,-*=%
=*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*=
*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*
=*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨ language,  sentences  i can't hide from, ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*=
%=*-,¨¨¨¨¨ forcefully transcribed  in my  mind, and ¨¨¨¨¨,-*=%
£%=*-,¨¨¨¨           doing damage there.            ¨¨¨¨,-*=%£
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##£%=*-,¨¨ then i  realize  i  can't hear  anything ¨¨,-*=%£##
###£%=*-,¨     because there's something there      ¨,-*=%£###
##£%=*-,¨¨    already, droning everything out, a    ¨¨,-*=%£##
#£%=*-,¨¨¨ rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's ¨¨¨,-*=%£#
£%=*-,¨¨¨¨        particular microtonality.         ¨¨¨¨,-*=%£
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=*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨                    ,,                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*=
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=*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨ my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*=
%=*-,¨¨¨¨¨              almost mocking.             ¨¨¨¨¨,-*=%
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#£%=*-,¨¨¨ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to ¨¨¨,-*=%£#
##£%=*-,¨¨ escape. to crawl on  the floor searching ¨¨,-*=%£##
###£%=*-,¨ relief, such is my  nature.  turning the ¨,-*=%£###
##£%=*-,¨¨     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨¨,-*=%£##
#£%=*-,¨¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨¨¨,-*=%£#
£%=*-,¨¨¨¨ does noting...  but time  does  -  after ¨¨¨¨,-*=%£
%=*-,¨¨¨¨¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨¨¨¨¨,-*=%
=*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨ doubting anything of  this  happened  in ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*=
*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             the first place.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*
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%=*-,¨¨¨¨¨ my eyes are still tense though,  scared. ¨¨¨¨¨,-*=%
£%=*-,¨¨¨¨ i    don't    know    what   to    make. ¨¨¨¨,-*=%£
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##£%=*-,¨¨              but i'm tired.              ¨¨,-*=%£##
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=*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨ this can  happen if you wander  too far, ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*=
*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*
=*-,¨¨¨¨¨¨              when dreaming?              ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-*=
%=*-,¨¨¨¨¨ i  imagine  a prick on  the nose, that's ¨¨¨¨¨,-*=%
£%=*-,¨¨¨¨ what these are. like  you do with  a cat ¨¨¨¨,-*=%£
#£%=*-,¨¨¨ who  comes to  close to your sandwich... ¨¨¨,-*=%£#
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