§¨§¨§§¨§¨§                                          §¨¨¨§§§§¨¨
§§§§¨§§§§§                                          §¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§
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¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
¨§§§§¨¨§§§                                          ¨§§§§§¨§§¨
§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨                  ¨¨§#§¨¨                 §¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨
§¨¨§§§§¨¨§             ¨,\*########*\,¨             §¨¨¨§¨§§§§
§¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨         ¨¨¨,,~*# dreams #*~,,¨¨¨         §¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
§§§¨¨§§§§¨             ¨,\*########*\,¨             §¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§
¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§§                  ¨¨§#§¨¨                 §§§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨§§§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨¨§§¨§¨§§¨
§¨¨¨§¨§§§§                   ¨,¨                    ¨§¨§§§§¨§¨
§¨¨§§§¨¨¨§                 ¨§§###§§¨                §§§¨¨¨§§§§
§¨§¨¨§¨¨§§                   ¨,¨                    ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§§§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨¨§§¨§§§§§         internal visionary state         §¨§§¨§¨¨§¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          §§¨§§§¨§§¨
§§§¨§¨¨¨¨¨            the spirit travels            ¨§§¨¨§§¨§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§                                          §¨§¨§¨§§§§
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§             ¨,\*########*\,¨             §§§§§§¨¨¨§
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§                    ¨~¨                   ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§
¨§§¨§¨§§§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨
§¨§§§§¨¨¨§                  a cost                  ¨¨¨§¨§§§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§¨¨§§                (anecdote)                ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§§¨
§§¨§¨§§§§¨                    ,,                    §§¨§§§¨¨§¨
¨§§§§¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨§§¨¨§¨§§§
§¨¨¨§¨¨§§§ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for   a  second §¨§¨§§§¨¨§
§¨¨§§¨§¨¨§ everything is completely  calm  and dead §§§§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨§§§¨§§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨¨¨§¨§§§§§
§§§§¨¨§§¨¨ slowly   start  to   piece  together  my ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§§§§§§¨§                                          §§¨§§¨¨¨§§
¨§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨ then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ¨§§¨§¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   §¨§§§¨§§§§
¨§¨¨¨§§§§§                                          §§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§                    ¨¨                    ¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨§¨                                          §§§§§§¨¨¨§
§§§¨§¨¨§§¨ there  are circles and crosses inscribed ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨§§§¨§¨§¨ all over  my  vision, pressing in, being ¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§§§§§¨ almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, ¨¨¨§¨§§§¨¨
§§¨§¨¨¨¨§¨    their internal logic changing and     ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨§§§¨¨¨§§¨ grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨¨§¨¨§¨§§ language, sentences i  can't hide  from, §§¨§§§¨§§§
§¨§§¨§§§¨§ forcefully transcribed in  my  mind, and ¨§§¨¨§§¨¨¨
§§¨§§¨¨§§§           doing damage there.            §¨§¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§§¨§¨§¨¨¨                                          §§§§§§§¨§¨
§¨§§§§§¨¨§ then  i realize  i can't  hear  anything ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
§§¨¨¨¨§¨§§      because there's something there     ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§
¨§¨¨¨§§§¨§    already, droning everything out, a    ¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨
§§¨¨§¨¨§§¨ rapid melody,  almost  caustic  in  it's ¨¨¨§¨§§§¨¨
¨§¨§§¨§¨§§         particular microtonality.        ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§
§§§¨§§§§¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨                    ,,                    §§¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§¨¨§§¨¨                                          ¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§§§§¨§¨§¨¨ my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's §¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§§§¨¨              almost mocking.             §§§§¨§¨¨¨§
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§§§¨¨§§
¨§§¨¨¨§§¨¨ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to ¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ escape. to  crawl on the floor searching ¨§§¨§§§§§§
§§§¨§§§§¨§ relief, such is  my nature.  turning the §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§¨¨¨§§¨     lights on does nothing... getting    §§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§§
§§§§¨§§§§§ does  noting...  but time  does -  after §¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §¨§§¨¨§§§¨
¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨ doubting  anything of this  happened  in §§¨§¨§¨¨§¨
¨§§§§¨¨§§§             the first place.             ¨§§§§§¨§§¨
§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨                                          §¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨
§¨¨§§§§¨¨§ my eyes are  still tense though, scared. §¨¨¨§¨§§§§
§¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨ i    don't    know   what    to    make. §¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
§§§¨¨§§§§¨                                          §¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§
¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§§              but i'm tired.              §§§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨§§§§¨¨§¨§                                          ¨¨§§¨§¨§§¨
§¨¨¨§¨§§§§                     ¨                    ¨§¨§§§§¨§¨
§¨¨§§§¨¨¨§                 ,,~\~,,                  §§§¨¨¨§§§§
§¨§¨¨§¨¨§§                     ¨                    ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§§§¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨¨§§¨§§§§§ this can happen if you wander  too  far, §¨§§¨§¨¨§¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨ i  guess?  i  shouldn't be  so  reckless §§¨§§§¨§§¨
§§§¨§¨¨¨¨¨              when dreaming?              ¨§§¨¨§§¨§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§ i imagine  a  prick on  the nose, that's §¨§¨§¨§§§§
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§ what these  are. like you do with  a cat §§§§§§¨¨¨§
§§¨§§¨¨§¨§ who  comes to close  to your sandwich... ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§
¨§§¨§¨§§§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨¨
§¨§§§§¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨§§§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§¨¨§§                                          ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§¨§§§¨
§§¨§¨§§§§¨                                          §§¨§§§¨¨§¨
¨§§§§¨¨¨§¨                                          ¨§§¨¨§¨§§§