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§§¨¨§§¨¨¨§         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
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¨¨§§§§¨¨¨¨            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            §§§¨¨§§¨¨¨
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§§¨¨¨¨§§§§                (ANECDOTE)                ¨§§§§¨¨¨¨¨
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§§¨¨§§¨¨§§ I  WAKE  SUDDENLY,   AND  FOR  A  SECOND ¨¨¨§§¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY  CALM AND DEAD §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨§§§§§§¨¨ SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I §¨¨§§§§¨¨§
¨¨¨§§§§¨¨§ SLOWLY  START  TO   PIECE   TOGETHER  MY ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        §§§¨¨¨¨§§§
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¨¨§§§§¨¨§§ THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS   ME  AND  I  FEEL §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§    ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS «WRONG«.   ¨¨§§§§§§¨¨
§§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨                                          §¨¨§§§§¨¨§
§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§                    ¨¨                    ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
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§§§§§¨¨¨¨¨ THERE  ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§§§¨¨§§§§ ALL  OVER  MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨§§¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL  THEM SQUIRM, ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨    THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND     §§§¨¨¨¨§§§
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY  MIND. IT'S LIKE §§¨¨§§¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES  I CAN'T HIDE  FROM, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN  MY  MIND, AND §§§§§§§§§§
§§¨¨§§§§¨¨            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           ¨§§§§§§§§§
§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨§§§§§§§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨ THEN  I REALIZE  I  CAN'T HEAR  ANYTHING §¨¨§§§§§§§
¨¨¨¨¨§§§§§      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     ¨¨¨¨§§§§§¨
§§§§¨¨§§§§    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    ¨§§¨¨§§§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨¨§§§ RAPID  MELODY, ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        ¨§§§§¨¨¨§§
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¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE  ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S §§§§§§¨¨§§
¨§§§§¨¨¨¨¨              ALMOST MOCKING.             §§§§§¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨ I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT  I  MUST  TRY TO §§§¨¨¨¨§§¨
§§§§§§¨¨¨§ ESCAPE.  TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§¨¨§¨¨ RELIEF,  SUCH IS MY  NATURE. TURNING THE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    ¨§§§§§¨¨¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ¨¨§§§¨¨§§§
¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨§ DOES  NOTING... BUT TIME  DOES  -  AFTER §¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
§§§§§§§§§¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING  OF  THIS  HAPPENED IN §§§§¨¨¨¨§§
§§§§§§§§¨¨             THE FIRST PLACE.             §§§¨¨§§¨¨§
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¨§§§§§¨¨§§ MY EYES ARE STILL  TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §¨¨§§§§§§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨ I    DON'T    KNOW   WHAT    TO    MAKE. ¨¨¨¨§§§§¨¨
§¨¨§¨¨§§§§                                          §§§¨¨§§¨¨§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨              BUT I'M TIRED.              §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§ THIS CAN HAPPEN  IF YOU WANDER TOO  FAR, ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨ I  GUESS?  I SHOULDN'T  BE  SO  RECKLESS ¨¨¨§§§§¨¨§
¨§§§§¨¨¨¨¨              WHEN DREAMING?              §§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§¨¨§§§§ I IMAGINE A PRICK  ON  THE NOSE,  THAT'S §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨ WHAT THESE ARE.  LIKE YOU DO  WITH A CAT ¨¨§§§§¨¨§¨
§§§§§§¨¨¨¨ WHO  COMES TO  CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
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