stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out