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,,,&&&,,,& this body  is stressed and  i don't know &,&&&&,&,&
&,,&,,&,,& why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i &&&,,,&&&&
,&,&&,&&,& try  to numb its will but it  only  gets &,,&,,&,,,
,&&&,&&,&& more  frightened  by  its own existence. ,&,&&,&&,,
,&,,&&,&&, at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious &&&&,&&,&,
,&&,&,&&,&             is just screams.             ,,,,&&,&&&
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&,&&,,,&&, i play with  the  though of sedating it, ,,,,&&&,&,
&&&,&,,&,& but   decide   that  it  will   probably &,,,&,,&&&
,,,&&&,&&&                backfire.                 &&,,&&,&,,
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,,,&&,&,&, ^^    there   is    no   way    out   ^^ &&&&&&&,,&
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