stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out