stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out