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&..&.&&&.. THIS  BODY  IS STRESSED AND I DON'T KNOW ..&&&&&.&.
&&.&&&..&. WHY! IT  SEEMS TOO SLOW FOR MY  TASTE? I ..&....&&&
..&&..&.&& TRY TO NUMB  ITS  WILL BUT IT ONLY  GETS ..&&...&..
..&.&.&&&. MORE FRIGHTENED  BY  ITS  OWN EXISTENCE. ..&.&..&&.
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.&..&..&.. I PLAY  WITH THE  THOUGH OF SEDATING IT, ..&&&.&&..
.&&.&&.&&. BUT  DECIDE   THAT   IT  WILL   PROBABLY &.&..&&.&.
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&...&&.&&. %%    THERE   IS   NO    WAY    OUT   %% &...&...&.
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