stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out