stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out