stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out