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,@@,,,,,,,                  stress                  ,@@@@@@@@@
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,,@,,,,,,@ this body is stressed and  i don't  know @,,,,,,@@@
,@@,,,,,@, why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i @,,,,,@,,@
@,@,,,,@@, try to numb  its  will but it  only gets @,,,,@@,@@
@@@,,,@,@, more frightened by  its  own  existence. @,,,@,@@,,
,,@,,@@@@, at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious @,,@@@,@,@
,@@,@,,,@,             is just screams.             @,@,,@@@@@
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@@,,@,@,@, i play  with  the though of sedating it, ,,@@@,,,@,
,@,@@@@@@@ but   decide  that   it   will  probably ,@,,@,,@@@
@@@,,,,,,,                backfire.                 @@,@@,@,,@
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,@@,,,,,,, ==    there    is    no   way   out   == @,@@,,@@@,
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