stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my taste?  i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out