stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out