stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out