stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out