stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out