stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this  point a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out