stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out