stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try to numb  its will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out