stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this point  a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out