stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point  a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out