stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out