stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out