stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out