stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out