stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out