stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out