stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out