stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out