stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out