stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out