stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out