stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out