stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why!  it  seems too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out