stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out