stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out