stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out