stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out