stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out