stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb its  will but  it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out