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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ the feeling fo  "somethign is wrong with ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ the world"  - in a  very  profound  way, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
-,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,-
=-,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ never  dissipated. just grew used to it, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,-=
%=-,¨¨¨¨¨¨                numb to it                ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-=%
§%=-,¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨,-=%§
§§%=-,¨¨¨¨   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  ¨¨¨¨,-=%§§
@§§%=-,¨¨¨     relieve the growing tension and      ¨¨¨,-=%§§@
#@§§%=-,¨¨             disillusionment              ¨¨,-=%§§@#
##@§§%=-,¨                                          ¨,-=%§§@##
#@§§%=-,¨¨ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ¨¨,-=%§§@#
@§§%=-,¨¨¨  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ¨¨¨,-=%§§@
§§%=-,¨¨¨¨ horror   stories   even   -   there   is ¨¨¨¨,-=%§§
§%=-,¨¨¨¨¨    confirmation. something really ,is,   ¨¨¨¨¨,-=%§
%=-,¨¨¨¨¨¨ there. what  it is is not that important ¨¨¨¨¨¨,-=%
=-,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,-=
-,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,-
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
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