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¨¨.~=$%#£# the feeling fo  "somethign is wrong with #£#%$=~.¨¨
¨.~=$%#£## the  world"  - in  a  very profound way, ##£#%$=~.¨
¨¨.~=$%#£#   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   #£#%$=~.¨¨
¨.~=$%#£## never dissipated. just grew used  to it, ##£#%$=~.¨
¨¨.~=$%#£#                numb to it                #£#%$=~.¨¨
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¨¨.~=$%#£#   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  #£#%$=~.¨¨
¨.~=$%#£##     relieve the growing tension and      ##£#%$=~.¨
¨¨.~=$%#£#             disillusionment              #£#%$=~.¨¨
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¨¨.~=$%#£# that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, #£#%$=~.¨¨
¨.~=$%#£##  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ##£#%$=~.¨
¨¨.~=$%#£# horror   stories   even   -   there   is #£#%$=~.¨¨
¨.~=$%#£##   confirmation. something really .is.    ##£#%$=~.¨
¨¨.~=$%#£# there. what  it is is not that important #£#%$=~.¨¨
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