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.:~*$*¤### the feeling fo "somethign is  wrong with ###¤*$*~:.
....::***¤ the world"   -  in a very profound  way, ¤***::....
.:~*$*¤###   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ###¤*$*~:.
.:~*$*¤### never dissipated. just grew used to  it, ###¤*$*~:.
.......~$¤                numb to it                ¤$~.......
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.::::**$*#   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  #*$**::::.
.:~*$*¤###     relieve the growing tension and      ###¤*$*~:.
.:~*$*¤###              disillusionment             ###¤*$*~:.
.:~*$*¤###                                          ###¤*$*~:.
....~~**## that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ##**~~....
...~~~$**¤  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ¤**$~~~...
.:~*$*¤### horror   stories   even   -   there   is ###¤*$*~:.
...:~~*$¤#   confirmation. something really :is:    #¤$*~~:...
...~~~~*$¤ there. what it is  is not that important ¤$*~~~~...
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