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,-»;§&@### the feeling fo "somethign is wrong with ###@&§;»-,
,-»;;;&&&& the world" - in a very profound way, &&&&;;;»-,
,-»;§&@### in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it ###@&§;»-,
,-»;§&&@## never dissipated. just grew used to it, ##@&&§;»-,
,-»;§&&@## numb to it ##@&&§;»-,
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,-»;§&&@## maybe even filtered subconsciously to ##@&&§;»-,
,-»;§&&@## relieve the growing tension and ##@&&§;»-,
,,,,,,-;§& disillusionment &§;-,,,,,,
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,-»;§&&@## that's perhaps the draw of stories, ##@&&§;»-,
,,,,-;;§&# mysteries and "magiscal realism", most #&§;;-,,,,
,,,,,,»;§& horror stories even - there is &§;»,,,,,,
,-»;§&&@## confirmation. something really -is- ##@&&§;»-,
,-»»»»»;§& there. what it is is not that important &§;»»»»»-,
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