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&§§==~.... the feeling fo "somethign  is wrong with ....~==§§&
&^^=~~.... the  world"    - in a very profound way, ....~~=^^&
&§^^==....   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ....==^^§&
#@&^=~.... never  dissipated. just grew used to it, ....~=^&@#
##@&§^=~..                numb to it                ..~=^§&@##
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&&&§^~....  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   ....~^§&&&
&&^^=.....     relieve the growing tension and      .....=^^&&
##@&§^=~..             disillusionment              ..~=^§&@##
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##@&§^=~.. that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ..~=^§&@##
##@&§^=~..  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ..~=^§&@##
#&§§=..... horror   stories   even   -   there   is .....=§§&#
#@§=~.....   confirmation. something really .is.    .....~=§@#
##@&§^=~.. there. what it is  is not that important ..~=^§&@##
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