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%^~....... the feeling fo "somethign  is wrong with .......~^%
^~........ the  world"  - in a  very profound  way, ........~^
~.........   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   .........~
.......... never dissipated. just grew  used to it, ..........
..........                numb to it                ..........
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..........  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   ..........
..........     relieve the growing tension and      ..........
~.........             disillusionment              .........~
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%^~....... that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, .......~^%
&%^~......  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ......~^%&
#&%^~..... horror   stories   even   -   there   is .....~^%&#
##&%^~....    confirmation. something really .is.   ....~^%&##
###&%^~... there. what it is is  not that important ...~^%&###
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