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@&*=«~,,,, the feeling fo "somethign is wrong  with ,,,,~«=*&@
@@&*=«~,,, the  world"   - in a very  profound way, ,,,~«=*&@@
#@@&*=«~,,   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ,,~«=*&@@#
##@@&*=«~, never dissipated. just grew used  to it, ,~«=*&@@##
#@@&*=«~,,                numb to it                ,,~«=*&@@#
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@&*=«~,,,,  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   ,,,,~«=*&@
&*=«~,,,,,      relieve the growing tension and     ,,,,,~«=*&
*=«~,,,,,,             disillusionment              ,,,,,,~«=*
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«~,,,,,,,, that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ,,,,,,,,~«
~,,,,,,,,,  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ,,,,,,,,,~
,,,,,,,,,, horror   stories   even   -   there   is ,,,,,,,,,,
~,,,,,,,,,   confirmation. something really ~is~    ,,,,,,,,,~
«~,,,,,,,, there. what it  is is not that important ,,,,,,,,~«
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