#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨                                          #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨                                          #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨ the feeling fo "somethign is wrong  with #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨ the world"   -  in  a very profound way, #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨ never  dissipated. just grew used to it, #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨                numb to it                #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨      relieve the growing tension and     #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨              disillusionment             #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨ horror   stories   even   -   there   is #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨    confirmation. something really -is-   #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨ there.  what it is is not that important #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨                                          #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          #¨##¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨#¨##¨                                          #¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨#¨#¨¨#¨                                          #¨##¨##¨#¨