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&%%~^^....                                          ....^^~%%&
&%~^......                                          ......^~%&
##@&&%;~^. the feeling fo "somethign is  wrong with .^~;%&&@##
@@&&%%;~^. the world"    -  in a very profound way, .^~;%%&&@@
&&;~~^....   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ....^~~;&&
##@&&%;~^. never dissipated. just grew  used to it, .^~;%&&@##
&&%~~^^...                numb to it                ...^^~~%&&
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@&&%%%;~^.  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   .^~;%%%&&@
##@&&%;~^.      relieve the growing tension and     .^~;%&&@##
&&&;^^....             disillusionment              ....^^;&&&
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&%%;;^.... that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ....^;;%%&
##@&&%;~^.  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  .^~;%&&@##
&&%;^^.... horror   stories   even   -   there   is ....^^;%&&
##@&&%;~^.   confirmation. something really ^is^    .^~;%&&@##
##@&&%;~^. there. what it is is not  that important .^~;%&&@##
&&;~^.....                                          .....^~;&&
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&%;^......                                          ......^;%&
&&;^^.....                                          .....^^;&&
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