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§§¨§§¨§¨¨§ the feeling  fo "somethign is wrong with ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§ the  world"   -  in a very profound way, §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§¨§§¨§¨¨§   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§ never dissipated. just grew used to  it, §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§¨§§¨§¨¨§                numb to it                ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§                                          §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§¨§§¨§¨¨§  maybe even filtered subconsciously to   ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§      relieve the growing tension and     §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§¨§§¨§¨¨§              disillusionment             ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
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§§¨§§¨§¨¨§ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§¨§§¨§¨¨§ horror   stories   even   -   there   is ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§    confirmation. something really .is.   §§¨§§¨§¨§¨
§§¨§§¨§¨¨§ there. what it is is not  that important ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
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¨§¨¨§¨§¨§§                                          §§¨§§¨§¨§¨